Soul Searching

 

Summary: After an ass kicking and near loss makes them want to know more about the strange bond they share, the Soul Sisters end up finding out just why that nickname is so appropriate.

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(Or, How Many Lives Does It Take To Get To The True Essence Of A Soul Sister Bond?)

Willy's Alibi Room

Sunnydale, California 1 August 1999

 

Willy moaned and shook his head in disgust. The clock hadn't even struck eight and his night had already gone to Hell in a hand basket. The greasy bartender painted his smarmiest look on his face and reluctantly asked his new arrivals, "What can I do for you ladies?" The two hot little numbers scooted up to the bar and gave him dark looks. The human one crossed her arms and leaned over the bar, giving Willy a glimpse of her cleavage and he sighed in spite of himself. Oh well, a guy had to grab all the perks he could whenever the opportunity presented itself, he mused. "Want some info, Ratbert. You got anything for us?" "I don't know what you're talking about," he said uneasily. He picked up a glass and started wiping it down, even though it was already clean. "What are you looking for info for? And it won't come free, whatever it is." The black haired member of the duo reached up and pulled her shades down, the low lighting making the slightest of a red shine leak into her eyes. God he hated Seelie Court do-gooders. "I do believe we have an arrangement, William," she reminded him. "Yeah, but still…" When both girls frowned, that was a bad thing. "Hey, if it's one of my customers, I gotta keep it low key, dammit! The locals still think you're bashing me for info, not…" He looked around but the bar was empty except for human customers and one Sszito demon, and those were deafer than Marlie Matlin. "Look. First you tell me what you want info on, and I'll give you what I can if it keeps you two from trashing my joint." A meaningful look at Hunter, who still gave him the creeps despite that whole Ares thing, led him to say, "Again."

To his surprise, Hunter nodded respectfully, like she cared. Maybe she did. But Pryce was the one who loved a good tussle and was ready, willing, and able to start throwing punches at the drop of a hat. Not that that was a bad thing; she had saved his ass a time or two on occasion.

 

"Okay, what are you looking for?" he asked, hoping to get the Danger Duo out before his regulars of the fangy persuasion showed up. Hunter turned around and started scanning the crowd for danger while Pryce's green-brown eyes locked onto him. If it weren't for the fact she were a Slayer and a kid, he might have tried to come on to her. She was definitely a major league babe. But even he had some limits, and banging jailbait was at the top of his ‘not-to-do' list. "Six girls," Faith said, "found dead. Lost their heads, cut off at the neck. But not to cover up any hickie marks, if you catch my drift." He'd heard about it. What he liked was, he knew he'd be spared any unwanted redecorating of his place. "I know what you're talking about. Rumors going around about it. Keeping some of my regulars away, ‘cause they're worried you and your teenybopper playmates are gonna take it out on them. So they've been looking into it and they're running scared. Anytime someone makes waves like this, it brings you here first."

 

Pryce seemed stunned by that, never mind that he felt the same way. His boys weren't known for their Boy Scout manners. But like he said, they didn't like it when someone rocked the boat and disrupted their lives. All some vamps and demons wanted was to make a quick buck, live the easy life, and drink a few brews. "Look, I know you leave the quiet ones alone and have some of them helping you out. But when something like this goes on… it draws attention to the place.

 

And they want it peaceful again. So they've been snoopin' and talkin' to me, sort of using me to remain anonymous." When Pryce cocked an eyebrow, he rolled his eyes. "Hey, I'm not a pretty face, but I did graduate high school, Pryce. So let's just get on with it." "Fine. Whaddya know, Willy?" He looked around one more time, just to be sure. "Okay. Rumors going around that some demon got put on the outs with the Lower Downs," he started out, referring to the demony version of the Higher Ups. "He's keeping a low profile, least as far as demons think of low profile, to get something started up that'll give ‘em an edge. Got a name and for some reason, I never heard of this guy before now. He doesn't even have a rep among the demons I hang with." "Hiding in plain sight or working behind the scenes?" Hunter asked without turning around. She was too quick for her own good. "Behind the scenes from what I hear. Supposedly started some big to-do a long time ago, trying to make a splash again. Got a name and possible hangouts. Don't know why he's offing girls, but for once we all want this dick off the streets."

 

Hunter turned around and she and her partner gave him dirty looks. "Oh come on," he whined, hoping to avoid a punch or two. "Don't give me the lecture on language. Please don't! You're the big city girl and the young old fart. You two can outcuss anyone this side of a sailor at the docks." "Nice to see someone remembers that," Pryce said with a chuckle. "Okay, Willy, standard deal. You deliver, you get paid. Tip turns out, you get paid double." Willy nodded. He leaned in and gave them the info he had. He jumped when Hunter cursed in what he figured was her pointy-eared lingo. She spun around and jumped off the stool, striding toward the door. He and Pryce shared a look before her face turned dark. "Pray this tip is good, Willy. Or we'll be back." She got up and stormed off, tailing her pony-tailed friend. "Like you ever don't come back," he sighed. Still, he liked that the kids at least didn't trash the place all the time anymore--something to be said for that.

*****

 

Shaw ignored Faith's calls to stop. Her mind was whirling too much. <HE is here? NOW?!?> Old fears rose within her and she had to settle herself down. It was the only way Faith could catch up to her. "Hunter, what the effin Hell is going on?!?" she asked, obviously worried about her reaction. "Redeye, you look like you've seen a frickin' ghost! And I don't mean in a good way!"

She looked at the Slayer who was her spiritual sister and pondered one of the few secrets she didn't share with Faith, something that no one but a select few had known. So, to her sorrow, she had to lie to the one person she loved as much as Amy or Liam. "I have heard of this demon, Faith. He is too dangerous to leave loose any longer." She shuddered. "He is responsible for more deaths than you can possibly imagine." <More than I can possibly imagine.> "You know who he is? Then we can track him down and stop him. Let's call in the guys and kick his candy ass!" Faith said, clenching her fists in her eagerness to track this killer down. "We cannot do that," she said, shaking her head. <Lady forgive me for what I am about to do.> She looked around, as if worried someone might overhear. She started walking, allowing Faith to stay at her side. "You have to remember, part of my religious education was a history of certain types of demons and devils. Some of which I know by name, like Errtu and Tanetal."

 

Faith's face became worried. "Is this guy like one of those pit fiends types you did the Ginsu act on in Japan?" "No, this one is more subtle. Faith, this one operates like a Harper." That got the point across to her friend. Having heard Shaw's stories about Harper missions and traipsed across half of Faerun with others a few months ago, the Chosen One knew what she was hinting at. The pieces fell into place as quickly as they had for Shaw. "Oh Gawd. You're telling me he's trying to get our forever lovin' friends in trouble?" <Killing the girls in the way used by Immortals, hoping to draw the authorities' attention to them.> Shaw nodded; it was clever and, however much she hated to admit it, worthy of a Harper or Machiavelli. "If we summon the whole team, he will just vanish and leave some kind of evidence that might implicate us or others. We need to strike quick, hard, and now." "My kind of striking," she noted cheerfully.

Having some idea of the suspect's abilities, Shaw knew that she needed backup. Luckily for her, there was someone with just as much incentive to stop this evil monster as she. The Forestarm glanced at Faith. "Faith, I shall call the house and tell Ulric to send Sharillon. Go retrieve the weapons we are going to need from your car."

 

"Why are we using Shari?" Faith asked, confused. <Oh Goddess…> "Because she can reach half the speed of sound if need be." Faith grinned; she liked going for speed trips, and that reason at least was entirely true and viable. She moved to get the weapons out of the car they'd borrowed from Joyce.

Shaw made her call and told Ulric to send her elvensteed. After taking a quick glance, she made her second call. When the person answered, she tersely said, "Where are you?" She sighed in relief. "I need your help. We have a name and location of the killer we have been tracking." She waited. She growled, "NO." Her voice became tight as she hissed, "Because we cannot let the others find out, that is why! We have to handle this ourselves, and I have already lied to Faith about it!" Guilt welled up in her heart for the admission and lie, but she knew that sometimes, she had to go against what she wanted. "Because if the truth comes out, things may begin to fall apart." She waited for the person to ask why. She gave the name of the killer and was answered with several seconds of silence. "We need to do this, you know that." The person agreed and asked her where she was needed. Shaw gave the location and told her she and Faith were on her way. "Hurry. We have to end this here. We have to end this tonight."

 

Closing up her phone, Shaw absently reached down and fingered the hilt of her sword, Feasellityar. She thought about the sword's name, which meant "Spiritual Sister To The Cause." The cause she had devoted her life to. A cause that might be placed in some form of jeopardy if what she knew about this demon came out, especially from his mouth. <Never,> she snarled. She heard Faith's approach and turned to her fellow Twin Tower of Tactlessness. "Are we ready?" Hearing the sound of a fast approaching Lamborghini Diablo in the distance, Faith flashed Shaw her devil-may-care grin. "KATN, Sis." "Kick ass," Shaw started, smiling in spite of the gravity of their situation. "Take names," Faith finished.

*****

Abandoned Mansion

Sunnydale, California 1 August 1999

 

He checked himself again in the mirror. ## Yes, perfect. Not a single hair out of place. ## The demon nodded its approval. His appearance for tonight mimicked the same one of the last few nights. Nondescript human male, not too attractive as mortals considered such things; dirty brown hair, cut short but not too stylish, five o'clock shadow, and medium brown eyes. And his clothes were typical; collared shirt, blue jeans, and an old, cheap leather jacket. Or that's what his skin looked like right now.

## Yes, John Q. Public, as these Americans would say, ## he chuckled. Then again, John Q. Public would never take six heads in half that many days, would he? The shape-shifting demon walked over to the closet where he kept the things he couldn't reproduce on his own. Throwing it open and once again smelling the faint traces of soulless vampire and Cenobite in it, the Infernal reached in and let his fingers walk through the sheathed blades like they were outfits on hangers. Finally, he grunted in satisfaction and pulled out an old, standard longsword, 13th century issue. ## Yes, this will do nicely for tonight. ## The last three nights he'd been mixing the blade types to throw off any investigations, authority or Immortal wise. ## A few more nights, and the Immortals I was told are on the Hellmouth will hopefully be drawn out, looking for the one causing the disruption in their little lives. They cross each other's paths, and then things get interesting again. ## "So," he mused while switching to English, running a finger along the sword's crossguard, "what kind of pretty girl should I introduce you to tonight?"

 

~Oh, that sword would never impress a woman,~ an alto voice called from the doorway, startling the demon and making him whirl around in a fright. His eyes widened at the slim, raven-haired girl standing at his bedroom door, eyeing him with barely suppressed rage. ~Take me for example. I prefer katanas, scimitars or, if you really wish to impress me, something in early Cormanthor.~ He couldn't believe this! How in the Nine Hells had a moon elf shown up on Earth?!? His shock and uncertainty vanished in an instant, replaced by cool, icy anger that he'd been discovered. He pulled the sword out and growled, "How did you come to be on this world, half-breed!" He tried to shake off the feeling that perhaps he'd met this creature before. There was something achingly familiar about her aura. "That is a question you will just have to live without going answered," came the reply, an ice-cold hiss. "Suffice it to say, if you want to get out of this building alive, you are going to have to get by me, first."

 

Before he could reply, the half-elf started chanting and the demonic shape shifter could feel the building of divine spell energy. He also recognized the pattern. <Mielikkian? Who in the Abyss is this woman?!?> He wasn't going to wait to find out or to allow her to complete her spell. With his luck, it'd be a banishment spell.

 

He extended a hand and a bolt of mystical force shot out, striking the faltering woman and blasting her out of his way. He heard her land with a crash and with amazing swiftness, ran out of the bedroom to gain room to maneuver. He started twirling his sword and saw the priestess trying to regain her senses. ## Good, ## he chuckled, ## you go ahead and take your time getting yourself together. I'll be finished in just a moment. Or that is, you will be. ## He walked up and kicked her in the side, hearing ribs crack under the power of his frame. She rolled away, futilely trying to gain space to recover. Normally, he'd play with the food, but not tonight. She wasn't that powerful, but still, it didn't pay to take chances. He bent down, grabbed her by the throat with one arm, and lifted her up, slowly squeezing her airways shut. "Before I slice you from gizzard to nether regions, little girl," he spat derisively, "or decide to keep you alive for a while as my private plaything, pray tell me just who do you think you are, strutting in here like some arrogant Earth woman and trying to kill me?"

 

Her voice cracking, the half-woman's eyes became sly. "I-in English…" she began, "I-I b-believe… t-the term is… decoy." His eyes widened but the time it took him to process her answer was enough for agony to explode in his back as his spine was sliced with a sharp edge. He screamed and felt warm moisture on his back, the telltale sign of red-black blood spurting from his body. He turned around but in the process, flung the priestess with all his might, not bothering to hide his demonic abilities. The look of horror on the new arrival's face was a rich reward for the wound she'd dealt him. Again, he felt a keen sense of déjà vu, as if he'd known this human in another lifetime. "Ohhh, you're so going to pay for that, you SON OF A BITCH!" she screamed, her hands wringing around the French rapier she wielded. It wasn't magical, but he could detect the hints of multiple blessings on it. Well, that would only hurt him so much. "Really. And just what makes you think you'll succeed where she failed?" he asked with a rich, mocking laugh. "A little American girl like you?"

 

Her eyes narrowed and he felt a sudden disruption of magical energies fall away from the American. <An obscuring spell?!?> Once the effect totally faded, he realized that he was in deep glibzrob. "Oh Satan no…" he moaned. He'd come here to start those idiot Immortals fighting. Not to face her. Seeing his recognition, the beautiful (for a human) girl gave him a saucy smile followed by a pout. "What's the matter, Fuckyou? Don't got the stones to play with a Slayer?"*****

The demon growled under his breath and Faith wondered if it was from her appearance or dissing his name. Tough shit. She had better things to do. Like wasting this asshole. Faith moved in and the demon brought his sword up and around. She fought down her first instinct to help out Redeye and focused on the job. Madison Twin Number 2 had given her the skinny on the dork's powers, so she was ready for just about anything. He led with the sword but the Boston Bad Girl's eyes caught the spark of mystical energy leaping from his free hand. So instead of blocking his blow, Faith channeled Mary Lou Retton and vaulted over the lunging demon boy, somersaulting in midair and twisting halfway to land on her feet. She slashed out with the sword with a maneuver she'd perfected at Big Daddy G's expense.

 

She sliced across his tush and the sharp pain made the demon jerk his body straight. Faith didn't hesitate; she brought her Musketeer blade across neck-level with all her Slayer strength, enhanced by one of Hunter's spells. This wasn't the first time they'd used this tactic. But it was the first time it had failed. The demon's neck shimmered and her blade clanged off his neck, which was now solid metal! "No fair!" she shouted, backing up to drive the weapon through his heart. He didn't react except to turn around and start changing, his eyes glowing demon red. "I'm going to rip you apart slowly, Slayer!" the killer shouted, swinging his blade around with no skill but enough power to transform her from Slayer Supreme into Slayerkebobs. Faith used all the skills she had to try and break past his D, but again she'd been told right; thousands of years old and he was better than she was. The problem was, they both knew it. She started giving ground and trying to put space between them.

 

He didn't oblige, chasing her down and pounding at her defenses with his pigsticker. Faith was careful to keep her footing, remembering one of Shaw's tips; the feet kept you upright and let you maneuver. If you misstep, it leads to you letting your guard down. Which explained a whole lot when she studied the way Redeye, B, Cordy, and she walked; like predators. Faith backed her way past an open window door, her sharp sense of smell picking up the scent of plants. "You keep flowers? You must really be in touch with your feminine side!" she asked innocently, trying to distract him with witty banter. <Hey, it always works for B and X-Man!>

 

"It helps drown out the smell of vampire and dust bunnies," he retorted back. "And in time, I won't even notice the smell of Slayer blood and body parts." She grinned and suddenly changed tactics. She charged into him and brought his sword out wide. Demon Dork wasn't expecting that! She crashed into him and bounced off. He was sent sprawling on his ass while she managed to stay on her feet. He scrambled to recover, but he stopped and turned on his booty when they both heard Shaw's praying kick in. Faith grinned devilishly until she laid eyes on her Sis. Her mouth dropped open and her eyes bugged out when she eyeballed Shaw holding her side and spitting up blood. <Oh Gawd no!> Her protests to the plan came back full force; her ideal idea had been to blow up the joint and make sure he was dead. But no, they had to do it her way. Remembering that this prick had killed six girls her own age, Faith decided to let the plan play out. Shaw finished talking and her mojo kicked in. Demon boy screamed, throwing a hissy fit when his pretty flowers and bushes came alive and did the Triffid thing on him, tangling him up and making him try to break out instead of breaking her.

 

She wasn't happy when he started ripping the stuff apart, knowing from the look in Shaw's eyes that she couldn't cast another spell without really knocking herself for a loop. She started to move forward, intent on ending this. Before Shaw could scream at her, probably to tell her to stay back, the reason became so obvious. A blast of chilly air and snow shot in through the doorway, pelting the jerk with enough ice to cover South Boston in six inches of the white stuff. And while Faith was all for White Christmases, one thing she didn't miss about the streets was below freezing temps.

She recognized the fingerprints too; it was Sabrina. Sure enough, the other Madison Twin stormed in, gliding several inches above the floor wearing the same pissed off look Shaw had in her eyes when Willy'd given them the name. <Uh, oh…> Faith thought, <this guy is in deep kimchee>. Amy drew her sword and drove it into Frosty the Snow Demon's gut, making him squeal like a pig. She drove him back against the wall. Faith could see the despair in Amy's eyes once she had the chance to look at Shaw, who was barely standing. "You son of a bitch…" Amy snarled before pulling her sword out, spilling demon guts all over the floor. She reared back and punched him in the gut, making him howl again. Faith started to feel really Wiggy about this. Sabrina was acting like she knew this guy! And Shaw's act… She shook it off.

She would've known if they had a history. She slowly walked up to Witchy and said, "Uh Sabrina, what's going on here? You two look like you want to hurt this guy real bad!" Amy just kept staring at the demon, which wasn't acting like such a tough guy now. He was whimpering like a little baby. Her lip curled back as she snarled, "As much as I want to, as much as he deserves endless torment, we're going to end it here and now." "Dammit, you two are really Wigging me!" she snapped, walking over to support Shaw. Shaw slumped over in her arms and Faith's temper broke. "Do it, then! Shaw's in a bad way here!" "Get her to Sharillon and I'll be right out," AM told her. "Be careful, he's tricky," Faith reminded her. "That's why we bumrushed him." "Oh, believe me, I know how dangerous he is." She didn't explain how she knew, but Faith wasn't going to argue. She hoisted Shaw up and got Elfie to cough up some blood for her troubles. "Oh Gawd. It's gonna be okay, Sis. We'll get you some help." Horror filled her heart at the thought of losing her. <Oh Gawd… Oh Gawd…> "I'm not losing you," she whispered, tears starting to run down her face. "Not you too," she bawled. She picked Shaw up in her arms and hurried out, hoping they could get to Calendar Girl before Shaw croaked.

*****

 

Amy reared back and threw a right with all her Amazon strength, cracking Farku's jaw. She felt her eyes going black. She growled, "You picked the wrong town to kill people in, you son of a bitch!" "W-why are you d-doing this?" he whimpered, feeling truly frightened. Amy resisted the temptation to enjoy his fear; that led in the so wrong direction. "I-I wasn't trying to attack the Slayer's army. I was…" "I KNOW what you were trying to do!" Amy screamed. "I put it together, you bastard! You child-killing bastard!" She raised her sword and used her powers to telekinetically force the demon, weakened by his wounds and Amy's ice storm spell, to his knees. Again, he asked her with begging eyes, "Why? What is this for?" Letting her anger die so she wouldn't risk treading the gray areas between justice and vengeance, she knew that this was necessary to protect her friends. She brought her sword back for her swing, knowing that by killing Farku, she was protecting her loved ones. But still, she answered his question. He deserved that much at least. "I'll tell you why, demon. This is for the six girls you killed trying to start this shit again. This is for my cousin who might be dying out there. And this…"

 

Her eyes narrowed and she couldn't help but give him one taunt that would haunt whatever passed for his soul for all eternity. "And this is for the reason you came up with," she hinted mysteriously. The demon's eyes searched hers, totally clueless as to why she felt the need to kill him. She felt nothing but contempt for him for the lives he'd destroyed. "The reason you came up with asshole. Like you said back in the day…" She paused and just before she swung, she mocked him with the very phrase he'd coined so long ago, as part of a plan that had killed hundreds, if not thousands, of good people.  "There can be only one." She swung with all her might, cleaving Farku's neck in half and sending his head flying across the floor. She stepped back and wondered if that flash in his eyes, the final look he'd had as a living being, was one of realization of why he'd been tracked down and killed with extreme prejudice.

 

She decided she didn't care. The secret was safe, and so was the world. The Game was over and she, Shaw, and Faith had made sure it would not have a chance in Hades of ever starting again. She slowly turned and walked out, chanting softly under her breath. She felt and heard a "whoosh" of flames burst into existence, engulfing the demon's body in a miniature inferno meant to destroy all evidence that he'd ever existed.

*****

 

Amy was just reaching the front door when a wail of anguish froze her in her tracks. A cold, heart-stopping dread washed over her as she could only feel like that cry heralded the shredding of someone's soul. She raced outside and stopped at the sight before her. She began shaking and fell to her knees, unable to break her eyes away from the still body lying before her. Faith wailed like a banshee, trying to speak but unable to bring forth the words. The Slayer hugged Shaw to her breasts, holding her like Amy imagined Faith had been found mourning Linda's body months earlier. Shaw's hands dangled limply, her pale face smeared around the lips with her own blood. It took only a second for Amy to guess what'd happened; in her part of the diversion, Shaw must have had a rib broken, which led to a punctured lung. She fought the overbearing urge to join in Faith's grief for her beloved cousin. She felt her lower lip tremble but fought with every vestige of self-control. She lowered her eyes, praying she'd see what she needed to see.

 

The Witch Princess of the Amazon Nation slumped over in blessed relief and took Shaw's right hand, the one bearing her ring of regeneration, in her own. She began to cry now, but she shed tears of joy. When Faith looked up and saw Amy's relieved expression, the Dark Slayer's face clouded over with increased grief and the beginnings of rage. "HOW CAN YOU LAUGH ABOUT THIS YOU JACKASS?!?" she screamed at the top of her lungs. "She's…" Faith broke out in another wave of tears, burying her face in the crook of Shaw's neck. Amy then realized that she didn't understand. "Faith? FAITH!" she snapped, trying to get through. She knew that the two shared something she couldn't understand, something as deep as Amy's and Shaw's feelings for each other. Not for the first time, she wondered just how it had happened. "Faith, she's wearing her ring." Faith slowly glanced up at her, looking lost and uncomprehending. She continued to cry, but said, "W-what?"

 

Amy scooted closer to them and held Shaw's hand up. "She's wearing her ring. The one that brought her back once before?" The slimmest glimmer of hope dawned in the Slayer's eyes. She didn't want to believe that Shaw was dead, she was afraid to believe that she'd never come back. "But… how do you know…" "Believe me, it's happened. She'll be back when she heals enough," she said softly. She still got the biggest of Wiggins when she thought about last September. "But it'll speed things up if we get her to Jenny. Quicker she heals, quicker she's back with us."

*****

 

Faith's heart leaped for joy. Shaw wasn't dead! She wasn't… well, she was, but not for long. <Gawd, morbid much?> She decided no, she wasn't morbid. She was too drained from the fight and the thought of going on without her sis. She started crying again, she couldn't help it. She held Shaw in her arms and hoped Sabrina knew she wasn't letting go of her. <Yeah, you're cousins. I don't give a shit. She's my SISTER!>

Instead, Amy just leaned in close and hugged her, letting her hold Shaw and cry all over them both. She knew that Amy accepted how they felt and didn't have a problem with it. But she still couldn't shake that teeniest bit of doubt. "Y-you're sure…" she asked, sobbing too hard to make herself heard better. "I'm sure," she said back. "Good. Then I have two reasons to kick her ass." "WHAT?!?" "Getting us into this cockamamie fight, and for not telling me this ring did the Lazarus bit on her!"

*****

VAN Ltd. Headquarters Sunnydale, California

Late hours 1 August 1999

 

"Amy?" The rich, older version of Faith's voice made her jump. She blinked and looked around, taking in her surroundings. <Great. If we'd been attacked, I'd be a really big help right now.> She looked down at her cup of coffee, steam curling up from the java and wafting up into her nose. "Yeah, Mrs. Pryce?" she asked dully. She was still shaken over what had happened tonight, but she had other things on her mind right now. Marion Pryce sat down across the small table from her, a cup of her own encased in her hands. She and Giles' dad hadn't been able to get here on time for Jenny's birthday "celebration" because of Council business, but they'd come for a short visit to make up for it and to check on the Slayers. <In her case, Faith especially.> "You're frightened about what happened to Shaw, aren't you?" she asked. "Dear, Faith's the same. But I don't understand why you aren't reacting like she is."

 

"Well…" She hesitated before going on, taking a sip of the coffee. "It's not just that, even with that freaky ring bringing her back before. It was the demon, the deaths he's responsible for, and…" She shook herself, shaken by Faith's reaction after the fight. "Goddess, Mrs. Pryce, I can still hear Faith's screams…" Faith's aunt and executrix reached out and placed a hand over Amy's, trying to relax her. "I understand, Amy. It's how she was with Linda. From what she's told me, Faith is a lot like Shaw in that she doesn't hold her heart back. And it's obvious that there's something between them." Amy nodded. "Maybe that's it. I knew about this demon and what he was responsible for. I just can't stop thinking about how lucky we really were to stop him here and now." Her head came up, hair flinging back over her shoulder. "Faith was focusing on Shaw, I focused on getting the bad guy. But I was just as devastated until I saw her ring. But… I think part of it is how she's lost people before."

 

"That's definitely part of it," the older woman said, nodding thoughtfully. "That's why I spent so much time and effort looking for her when Linda died. I was so scared I'd lost both of them." "I just don't understand this thing they share," Amy went on, getting to what was bugging her.

"I know they've got this ‘Soul Sister' thing, but when I saw them lying there… I just realized that they're just as close to each other as Shaw and I are. But it's different and I wish I could figure it out." "Well Amy," the other woman in the kitchenette said, breaking her silence, "speaking as someone who's been part of a soulmate bond in her time, I have an idea of what they share. Although I don't know how those two are connected, it's obvious to those who've experienced such a bond before. I saw it the first time they were together." Gabrielle sighed and gave her a warm smile. "I was more surprised that it took them so long to figure it out." Amy thought about it and took another sip. "I guess part of it is that Shaw and I usually share everything. Maybe… maybe I'm just jealous and want to be part of what they have." "There's nothing wrong with that, Amy," Gabrielle told her. "There are three regular types of soul bonds. Those that form instantly, those that form over time, like mine and Xena's, and those that go from one life to another. Like Connor and Duncan, based on what Xander told us last winter. But don't think you aren't just as important to Shaw as Faith is. Believe me, you are. Blood counts just as much as anything, sister."

 

Amy considered it and nodded. "I know, but everything happened so fast… it scared me to think of that demon being here." "Why was that demon so important, Amy?" Marion asked her, truly concerned. "If he was that powerful, why didn't you call in the rest of the team?" "Because he would've found a way to escape, like before," Gabrielle answered for her. Amy looked at her Queen, wondering if she had her suspicions. "Unlike some people, I've come across all kinds of demons before. I just wish you'd called me with the name, Amy. I would've taken him out myself." Amy forced a wan smile at her. "And leave Faith out of the action? Right." The three women shared a laugh and Marion stood up, stretching herself. "Well, I'm off to check on the girls and Edwin. I want to make sure he's certain that the girls are all right. That should be his priority right now." "I'll check on them with you in a minute," Gabrielle told her with a smile. Marion formally set her cup in the sink after rinsing it out and left the room. Amy waited for the Immortal Amazon to turn back to her and start popping questions. She was surprised when Gabrielle gave her a smile. "I know about Farku, Amy. That bastard's been responsible for more twisted plots than Days of Our Lives. It's good to know one of my Amazons ended his crap, especially with the plan you think he was enacting."

"Then you're not mad we went in solo?" she asked, thinking it couldn't possibly be that easy. "Of course not. Like I said, I knew about Farku." But Amy winced because the bomb was about to drop. "But you, Shaw, and Faith are going to be the ones to explain to Steve and Buffy why you let Shaw come up with a diversion that literally got her killed, explain to Giles how one of his Slayers went up against an opponent she couldn't possibly defeat without magical assistance, and explain to Joyce why her Cherokee Sport got towed." "I'll let Faith handle that one," she giggled, unable to stop herself. When she looked at Gabrielle carefully, it was obvious that had been the Queen's intent. She felt herself beginning to calm down a bit. "Gabrielle, thanks. For letting us stay here." "No problem. I know you three didn't want to have to answer a lot of questions about failing to call in backup." Gabrielle took her cup and set both of them in the sink. "But sometimes, Steve fails to remember that you kids have good instincts. You knew enough to realize that time was of the essence, Shaw knew his tactics based on her own career as a meddling kid in Faerun, and Faith was the perfect person to team up with you two. You did well, except for Shaw getting a flat lung." "Don't bring that up!" Amy moaned.

 

She stood up stretched herself; she'd been sitting there for an hour and a half and four cups of coffee. She figured Shaw had to be back by now. "Can we check on them?" she asked, also worried about Faith's state of mind. "Yes, let's go," Gabrielle said cheerfully. She walked Amy out, putting a hand around her shoulder, probably to make her feel more comfortable. <Thanks, Queen G,> she thought gratefully.

*****

 

Gabrielle knocked on the door and heard the Earl of Leicester answer in a kind voice. She walked in and held the door open for Amy, who gingerly tiptoed in, worry plain on her face. Her Princess swallowed but she needn't have worried, if the scene before her was any indication of how things were going. Edwin was finishing packing up some first aid supplies, while Marion was standing out of the way, fighting a breakout of laughter. Gabrielle was tempted to join her. The reason was that Faith, Little Miss Hard Ass Herself, was fidgeting and working with Shaw's covers, doing a perfect impression of a mother hen fussing over her chick. Shaw was trying to get a word in edgewise that she was going to be fine (although Gabrielle could tell she still was a little weak from the injury and healing magic needed to take care of it).

Finally, Faith got fed up with Shaw's antics and spelled it out as she saw it. "Look, Hunter! You up and died on me tonight! If you think I'm going to just let you out of my sight then you're nutzoid!" She paused and folded her arms over her chest. "Then again, if you weren't nutzoid you wouldn't have pulled this hair-brained scheme of yours! Goddamnit, Hunter, I thought I'd lost you tonight!" Her anger started to fade and she was about to start blubbering again when Marion, finally taking pity on both girls, walked over and took over the "duties" of tucking Shaw in, which was hilarious in itself, given her age. Shaw sighed, giving Gabrielle the impression that this wasn't the first time she'd tried to calm Faith down. "Faith," she said, taking a deep breath as if getting used to having two good lungs again, "I am going to be all right. As much as you seem to insist, I do not rely on my ring to, as you said, ‘resurrect my pointy-eared carcass' every time I go into battle. I…" She shook her head. "I underestimated his powers. I should have anticipated that his powers might have grown since the last recorded passages about him."

 

"Well, nooooooo shit, Sherlooooooooock," Faith said testily. "Faith, honey," Marion said, arranging Shaw's covers into as best a position as she could given the half-elf sitting up at the moment, "Gabrielle herself said that you children did the right thing. And you know as well as anyone that there's always a risk in doing what you do. And as for Shaw, she knows about her own mortality. She might not fear death, but she certainly does not go out of her way to find it. You should not be acting as if she does." Faith looked suitably contrite but Marion arched an eyebrow and turned to their not-so-patient patient. "And for someone who resents coddling and mother henning, young lady, I seem to recall you doing the very same thing back in May. I think it involved a less than gentlemanly person named Solomon?" Now Gabrielle did let herself laugh; the image of Shaw playing Mommy to Faith, bathing her and tending her wounds with such fright over her condition, did give Marion a point.

 

"What's good for the goose is good for the gander," she said impishly, not fearing the dark looks both girls gave her. "Don't look at me like that. I've been around… what, twelve times you lot put together? I've seen it before. You were worried about losing each other and your reactions were normal. They were also right. You two are so ‘tight' that it hurts. I was just telling Amy the same thing."

 

The girls looked at each other and Gabrielle realized something then and there; they'd been questioning that bond as well. Not in the sense of questioning the strength of it, but its origins. <Although sometimes some things are best left unsaid, this isn't one of them.> "Girls, is everything all right?" she asked, having a suspicion about this. "Well…" Faith began, blushing a bit. She brushed some of her dark hair out of her eyes. "I told the Pointy Eared Kamikaze here that if we weren't so tight, I'd be pretty tempted to kill her all over again for pulling this stunt." Amy broke out in laughter and Gabrielle joined her. "Yeah," the witch wheezed after a good forty seconds of laughter at their expense, "they're going to be fine." Gabrielle noted that unlike her, the Twin Towers of Tactlessness didn't glare at Amy so much. She gripped Amy's shoulder and said, "Amy, do you want to stay here tonight? Keep an eye on these two and make sure they don't kill each other?"

*****

 

Amy looked at her friends and considered making a smart remark, but some residual fears over Shaw's injuries and Faith's reaction to them made her hesitate. She looked them over and saw that they were both still a bit uptight. <Faith from Shaw being dead and Shaw worrying about Faith's reaction,> she thought. She decided that maybe it'd be good for her to stay the night at the offices, but she needed to call some people. "Is it all right if I call Robin?" she asked, drawing a sly look from Gabrielle. Amy moaned in exasperation. "I need to tell him I'm all right! I was supposed to meet him. I just want to tell him what happened." <And Shaw knows why.> When Shaw nodded in support of her request, she decided she could get a shot in at Shaw. "And I'll call Liam too. Let him know what Ladyhawke here pulled."

She got the reaction she'd hoped for; she turned bluer in the face and Faith smirked at her. "So much for peace and quiet, Sis."

 

"I'll set up in Room 8, okay Gabrielle?" The head of VAN nodded; all the Princesses had separate rooms there for "Board Meetings," and she was no exception. Of course, the healthy salary the job paid gave her some peace of mind regarding her family if anything should happen to her (even if she couldn't touch the money herself until she was 21). "I'll talk to Robin and be back in a while. I think he'll be too busy whining about not getting in on the fun of taking out Farku." "Knowing him," Gabrielle noted with an arched eyebrow, "he'll find a way to make it up on you."

Amy sighed. She'd forgotten that. "No kidding."

*****

 

As Amy left the room, Faith chewed on her getting a shot in on Shaw. She was still pretty freaked out by the fight, but more so by her reaction. It was even worse than what she'd felt when her Mom had died years ago. She looked at Shaw, who seemed okay but she wasn't fooling her. She knew Shaw was all tuckered out from the healing and other mojo she'd done tonight. She sat on the edge of the bed and put a hand on Shaw's shoulder. "You sure you're okay, Shaw?" This time, Shaw didn't sigh, roll her eyes, or look upward for holy type help. She just looked at her and carefully said, "My spells took care of the worst of the damage. I still have some of the shock to my system, so I am willing to spend the night, once Ulric is contacted."

"Already done, dearie," Marion said warmly. "The good Father knows that you were injured, but not the… dreary details." "Thank you!" Redeye said too quickly. She looked down and gripped the sheets nervously. "I was not looking forward to giving him the particulars."

 

"Like I wanted to see them," she dryly added. She looked at Aunt Marion and G-Senior. "Sorry for the ruckus tonight. But we…" She couldn't bring herself to say it.

Auntie moved around the bed and hugged her close. Once again, she felt like it was Linda, making her feel safe. "It's okay, Faith," she whispered. "It's over and you're both safe." She wondered if Auntie M was giving Soul Sis "the look" for scaring her. She can be overprotective at times. She sighed and backed up. "I'm okay, Marion. I just… Gawd, I was scared." "Now you know how Miss Hunter felt a few months ago," Lord G-Man said. She looked at him and saw his green eyes glittering with humor. "Although personally, I would think you would now appreciate more the depths of her feelings for you, now that you see what she went through after your battle with Grundy." "Yeah, yeah…" she grumbled, but she couldn't argue the point. <Was this what I put her through in April, too? Was this how she felt about me wasting those pricks?> Gabs joined the conversation by agreeing with the old folks. "Marion and Edwin have a point, girls. You two have been so close since what happened in April, that it's natural for you to react even more extremely than is normal when one of you has a near death experience."

 

She looked back at the door and idly noted, "And you two aren't the only ones who've been wondering about the bond you share. Amy wishes she could be a part of it." "I just wish we could find out how it happened," Faith said, looking at Shaw. They'd talked about it more than once. For some reason, they didn't think having the bond was enough. They wanted to know why they had it. <Like Redeye said, if someone made us this way, we'd want to give him or her the kudos for letting us have each other.> "Actually, there is a way, and it's really quite simple," Old Giles said with a twinkle in his eyes. For some reason, that didn't make her feel better. "Are you thinking about what I think you're thinking about?" Queenie asked him. "Past life regression?" Faith blinked. She'd heard about those Shirley MacLaine things but she'd never taken them seriously. <Heck, vampires, demons, and aliens were enough.> Then again, for someone who'd done a road trip on a Dungeons and Dragons world, Shirley MacLaine wasn't so out there.

 

"And just how would they go about the regression?" "Great, jump on the bandwagon, Auntie!" Faith groaned. Marion gave her a sweet smile that didn't fool her for a second. "Now dear, the looks on both your faces suggests that you've been asking yourselves the same thing. You want this, why are you so hesitant?" "Perhaps because we are afraid of what me might learn," Shaw said, having been way too quiet so far. "As you know, we both have our less than pleasant sides." "Who doesn't?" Gabbie countered. Well, so much for that argument. She moved up and looked them both over. "Faith, Shaw, the connection you two have is so obvious, and so personal, it's only natural that you'd want to find out how it came about. And being someone who's been around for twenty-five centuries, I think I can say that past lives are the most common way these things happen. They say families tend to reincarnate together. So maybe this is what happened with you. Maybe Faith was related to Amy in a past life. But it's up to you."

 

"And it would be truly simple, girls. A little hypnosis and you'd be going back in time."

"You can't be serious," she said uncertainly. Hey, doing the meditation bit was one thing. Letting someone put her under, uh uh. "You wanna put us under. If that's so easy, why didn't your kid ever do that?" "Poor Rupert never could get the hang of it," Eddie said with a British-type dignified chuckle.

"I could talk someone to sleep with my voice in under a minute, but Rupert… he always needed a focus or some other aid." "You could talk people to sleep? That from hypno-stuff or being boring?" Faith couldn't help but tease. <Hey, he's dating Auntie M, I gotta watch out for her.> "Oh believe me, he's anything but boring," Auntie said with a smile that made Faith gag. "Okay, now that's too much info, even for me!" she protested. She pointed at the oldest fart and snapped, "And don't you ask for details either, Gabs!" She just got an innocent, "Who, moi?" look from the Queen of the Sisterhood. "Faith… I think this might be a good idea," Shaw said from her bed. Faith looked at her and saw some more bluey type color had come back to Ol' Paleface. "We have been talking about this. With the things that we have shared since April… I would like to know how this special bond we share came about. I… I want to know who might deserve our gratitude." Faith knew part of what she was gabbing about and didn't want that to come out, since it had really settled some issues for Soul Sis. "Well, me too, but…" She stopped and racked her brain. It wasn't that she didn't think about it. It was getting put under. <Well, at least G-Senior knows how to do it, or so he says. Guess I should be happy it's not Alfred trying to find out my tawdry little secrets. Ha ha.>

 

"It seems to me you're halfway convinced already," Gabrielle said with a shit-eating grin Faith didn't like. "Yeah, yeah, laugh it up, Gabs. Not all of us get to live one life." She gritted her teeth and looked at Shaw. She so wasn't going to do this alone. Shaw seemed like she was game. <Of course, she does this praying meditation thing every day, doesn't she? It's easy for her.> "You promise not to tell anyone?" "Why?" Marion asked, looking lost. "You don't think they'd like to know about this?" "Hey, knowing them, I'd never hear the end of it." Hunter groaned. "She has a very good point."

*****

 

"Now Faith, it's not going to be anything like you've seen in those dreadful Hollywood recreations," Edwin assured her. Faith was lying on the bed that Shaw'd been in until a few minutes before. The Dark Slayer glanced at Shaw, who was standing off to the side and still wearing only her tank top and sweat pants. Faith wondered how she could only wear that in front of G-Man's Dad and her Auntie. <She doesn't even care about showing them… okay, new topic.> "So just how does this go down, Boss Guy?" she asked. <Can't wait to hear this one.>

"I'll put you into a hypnotic state and have you go into your subconscious. You'll go back to your past life or lives and tell us who you are, where you live, and if we're lucky, the timeframe you lived in." "This Is Your Life," she said. It made sense and sounded too easy to be true. "You'll be fine," Marion told her, sitting closest to her. <Easy for her to say.> "Now relax dear. Let Edwin do his part and maybe we can find the reason for your bond." Letting out a deep breath, the Slayer laid back and shot her eyes over to Shaw, whose light green eyes showed she did have some concerns about this. <Worried about me or what we might find out. Who cares? I wanna know more about us.> She closed her eyes and said, "Okay, let's get this over with." Edwin started talking and she focused on that Upper Crust voice of his, hoping that this wouldn't be hard. She didn't feel any different at first and figured that maybe she was trying too hard. She let herself relax and began losing all track of time. Finally, she felt something happen.

*****

 

Edwin sighed and sat back in the chair, staring at the young girl in front of him. "Edwin, is everything all right?" Marion asked him. He looked at her and the other women in the room, especially the tense young woman who'd been lying comatose in the bed not two hours before. "It's quite all right. It's just that our dear Faith is somewhat harder to put under than someone her age would normally be." Shaw relaxed a bit and Edwin considered that she was more worried about Faith than her own turn coming up. <Then again, she grew up and lived with the mystical. She lives and breathes it.> "She's fine, Shaw. But I'll ask you and Marion if you want to proceed. I won't do anything unless you're certain." Shaw deferred to his sweet Marion, who smiled back at her with compassion. Those two were so close and yet from such different circumstances… "Marion?" "Go ahead, Edwin. I think they both want this." "All right, then." He leaned forward and started giving commands. Unlike most past life regressions, which started at the previous life and moved back, the things the girls wanted to learn necessitated starting at the beginning. "Faith, I want you to go back to your first life. The first time you ever existed as a living, breathing woman. Tell me who you are, where you are, and what's going on around you. Tell me when you are, so we can know as much as possible."

 

He'd already given the dear girl the post-hypnotic suggestion that she speak in English, so that they could all understand what came out. The last thing he wanted was Miss Hunter getting a case of the nerves because her sister started speaking in tongues. Faith started talking and suddenly there was nothing more important to everyone present.

*****

 

Northern England

What is part of modern day Scotland 27 September 170 AD

 

Kerri silently scanned the area, guarding her younger sister. The Kaaveti warrior, sensing that they were alone, turned to gaze at her sibling. Edana had hair the color of fire, tied tightly in a braid that fell past her rump. She was lithe in the way that wolves were, ready to spring upon their prey at a moment's notice. While Kerri loved her sister more than anything else on this Earth, she still sometimes wondered why she'd chosen to take that route. Throwing one of her multiple deep brown braids back over her shoulder, Kerri hefted her axe and impatiently waited for the shamaness to finish beseeching She Who Strikes Fear. It was better than another common name for Scathach; the Dark Goddess. <But then, how can a Goddess whose purview includes healing, magic, and prophecy be ‘dark?'> she wondered. She didn't do well considering mystical matters. Although she paid homage to the Goddess of Martial Arts, she just didn't have that kind of connection as Edana, the Tiny Flame, did.

 

The girl, who at twenty-two was three years Kerri's junior, stopped praying and staring off into space, looking toward the region the Celts named Albion. She turned around and a slightly troubled look crossed her face before she became calm and serene. "Well, sister?" Kerri asked, fingers clutching around her axe. She hated that look sometimes. It made her certain that Edana was hiding something from her. What did She say?" Her beloved family, the only one she had left thanks to the invaders, sent a final glance toward the Goddess' earthly domain. She faced her and said, "I am not sure what to make of it, save that the Dark Goddess has said that one of us shall find the beginnings of a new role in life, very soon."

 

Kerri didn't know what to make of that. She sighed and sent her own glance toward the islands she couldn't see from here. "What good is it being an all-knowing priestess if you cannot unravel the Goddess' riddles?" A frown of impatience was just what she wanted. Say what you would about serenity, there were times Edana let the impulsive tendencies of youth show through that serene mask of hers. The flame-haired member of the family reached down and picked up her mace. "We find battle in two days, Dark Lady," she said evenly, using the meaning of Kerri's name to emphasize how close it was to the Goddess' titles. "The Romans are coming." Conflicting emotions filled Kerri's heart; the thrill of impending battle with the dread that she would lose more friends or family today. But such was the risk warriors lived with, day-by-day. "Then we will repulse them as we have these four months. Will you have your magic ready, sister?"

 

"What there is of it," she said, feeling less confident in her ability to repel the Romans with spells than steel and stone. Usually, her spells were limited to the spheres of healing, divinations, and fighting magic. The mighty castings of wizards were simply beyond her. "I do not have energy to waste, sister. I must make do with what I have."

"Very well. Shall we inform the elders that the Romans do not learn from bitter experience?" She nodded and the two fur-clad warriors sprinted off into the woods, leaping and running like they'd been born to it.

*****

29 September 170 AD

 

Kerri stood guard over her troops, awaiting the arrival of two important messengers. She checked her weapons one last time to make sure she was properly prepared for combat. Her bow sat at her side, ready to be used at a moment's notice. Her axe was on her back, the weight reassuring to her. The short sword at her side, purloined from a centurion who no longer needed it, added a weapon and bespoke of her prowess as a warrior. It was more than a trophy; it was a status symbol. She heard an animal call that wasn't perfect. Her fellow warriors, ten Kaaveti, tensed in response. She gave the return call and picked up her bow. Eckaria came into view, holding her hands up in a gesture meant to avoid being Kerri's target. Kerri gratefully dropped her bow. "Well?"

 

The older hunter shook her head, a harbinger of bad news. "They are coming, as the child reported. But there are more than we have gone to battle with before. I think they intend to wipe us out, Kerri." Her breath caught for a second. Somehow, she knew in her soul what her answer was going to be, but she had to voice the question anyway. "Who leads them?" Eckaria's face fell. "Their leader is seeing to this battle personally." This was the news she dreaded. Kerri's mind furiously tried to think of a way to avoid what would surely be the massacre of her tribe. She felt her heart breaking in the knowledge that he was coming. She thought about a way to keep her people free but could not think of anything that would not bring the Kaaveti into conflict with the other Celtic tribes or to extinction at the hands of the Romans. Somehow, she didn't think they would accept their surrender. <Truth be told, we would not give it. We are Celts, not Roman lackeys.> She held out one ray of hope, that Edana would find allies in the other tribes. The other sister had said the Shadowy One had given her the location of possible allies. She wished Edana had not said "allies," but "saviors."

 

"By the Gods, I do not see a way out of this," she murmured, hoping that someone might offer a strategy to keep her people alive. She considered the possibility of a delaying action, allowing the elders, mothers, and children to flee the coming invaders. She shook her head in despair; sacrificing themselves would leave the tribe undefended. "Eckaria," she ordered, trying to buy time to think of a plan, "how long before they arrive?" "Four, perhaps five hours," the scout reported promptly. "Edana," she whispered in fear for her sister and her people, "where in Scathach's name are you and your allies?" "We are here, child of the Kaaveti," a melodic, male voice sounded. As one, Kerri and her detachment of warriors turned, drawing their close quarters weapons. She froze when they saw the warriors standing there, flanking her sister. The seven too beautiful beings, five males and two females, wore gleaming metal armor and had long blades belted at their sides. The gleaming yellow hair, almond-shaped eyes, and pointed ears betrayed their heritage and formed a single word in Kerri's mind.

 

"Sidhe," she whispered dryly. She simply couldn't believe it. Gathering herself and waving her fellows to put their weapons down, she felt a sigh of relief form. "Greetings, children of Danu."

"Greetings," the apparent leader said, eyes glittering with caution at the knowledge of the approaching Romans. "Your sister has asked for our aid against the Romans." Kerri glanced at Edana, who nodded once, still wearing that even look of hers. Any hopes she had of them using their Fey magic against the Romans was dashed when the Sidhe read her thoughts and shook his head. "We cannot fight so many, especially when they are armed with Death Metal." The final feeling of despair started to form and in her feelings, she turned on her sister. "Then why did you go to them?!?" she demanded. Edana walked over and picked up the steel-headed mace she'd left behind. Kerri belatedly understood why with the appearance of the elven folk. She faced her fellows and said, "I did not ask them to wage war for us. I asked them to do what we cannot."

 

"The Romans' approach leaves us little time for riddles, Edana!" Kerri snapped, frustration making her fearful. One of the female Sidhe stepped forward. "There is no riddle, daughter of the Celts. Your sister asked us to do what you cannot; guard your people while you fight to prevent their slaughter." The hints dropped despite not being spoken hit her and the others, save Edana, like Roman arrows. She'd just been handed the salvation of the Kaaveti, but at what cost?!? It was Edana who spoke up next, sounding for all the world more like an elfwoman than a proper Celt. "They will not go to the Otherworld, my sister. They will go somewhere even the Dark Sidhe would dare not tread."

 

That didn't reassure her any. "Where is that?" she asked suspiciously. It was well known that if one spent too long Underhill, one could never return without dying instantly. "Where is this haven for our people?" In response, the female who'd spoken stared at her and her catlike eyes shifted from the color of vibrant leaves to the yellow color one often found in snakes. The thought of reptiles brought her to the proper conclusion and she had to fight to keep from falling to her knees. This Sidhe was nothing of the sort. "I will guide your people to a safe place, where the Kaaveti will live on, even if not in the mortal realms. More importantly, they will be free, Kerri du Kaaveti. Reading your thoughts, we know this is what matters to you and your sister. So we shall guarantee their freedom and lives, but we cannot do it alone."

 

Kerri, feeling hope again and feeling pride in the trust that the Others were putting in her and her warriors, let tears fall down her face. She turned to Eckaria, who was similarly crying. "Eckaria, spread the word. Tell the warriors what we must do. And take heart, my friends; we may die this day, but in time we shall return to this world, in new lives to be shared with our loved ones." As the hunter ran off into the woods, Kerri sought out her sister's face. She knew now, or so she thought, what her Tiny Flame had meant by destiny. <It is our destiny to ensure the survival of our people.> And she also knew that, as she and her fellow warriors would freely give their lives for such a glorious cause, that the Romans would rue the day they ever came to their lands. She and Edana shared looks of love and acceptance before she turned back to the people who would save their way of life. She asked the dragon in elven form, "How can we repay you, Lady?"

 

"You need not repay us, child," the woman said warmly. "We are doing this for the people that you give your hearts to. You will be remembered by them, Kerri du Kaaveti. I will make sure of it." Kerri bowed, followed by the rest of her group. When she looked up again, the Fey had disappeared just as quietly as they'd appeared. She looked at the spot Edana had been standing, amusingly thinking she might not be there either. But instead, Edana was waiting for her orders. "You should go with them," Kerri insisted, despite knowing the child would refuse. "If you stay, our people have no one to talk to the Gods for them." Instead of just saying something like her place being here, Edana gave her that irritating, mysterious smile she was known across the village for and replied, "We all talk to the Gods, Kerri. In our own way."

<Gods save me from mystical, priestly sisters in the next life,> she thought wearily. She glanced at her eleven fellows. "Ready your weapons. We do not fight to repel the Romans this day." She looked to the horizon, which would soon be filled with armored invaders from the south. "Today, my friends, we fight to save our people."

A cheer rose up, filling her heart with pride.

*****

 

"This makes no sense," the Roman soldier said, peering off into the distance. "I'd expect them to be waiting for us, but from inside the woods where they could pick at us with their arrows." The commander of the Roman forces didn't like this situation.

 

The Kaaveti had proven one of the more resistant tribes to Roman expansion and he'd decided the time had come to directly oversee their assimilation into the Empire. Now he found nearly eighty Celts of fighting age awaiting his arrival. <As if they'd been forewarned. Either they know things we do not, or their scouts are truly to be admired.> Still, he couldn't help but feel that this was a trap of some sort. "What are they doing?" he asked, deciding to ride closer and get a better look at their opponents. With over two thousand warriors under his command, one in every ten being archers, a "pitched" battle would be over in mere minutes. The soldier looked uneasy under the General's eye but answered anyway. "Two of them come forward, my Lord." A look of distaste crossed his face. "They are women." The man sighed in frustration. "They are women." The runner nodded in disgust. "I seem to recall the same being said about the Amazons five hundred years ago, Centurion. Those ‘mere' women sent a thousand of our ancestors to the underworld then, am I right?"

 

The soldier remembered his military history, there was no doubt about that. He winced at the thought of how the last Amazon tribe, only two hundred strong, had taken so many of Rome's best and brightest in only two hours of combat. The general also knew the man was thinking the same thing; were these few dozen Celts in the same frame of mind? "They are not Amazons," he finally said. The general didn't comment that when it came to fighting for one's freedom, such things didn't matter. "I will meet their envoys," he decided, much to the astonishment of his staff. Before they could even protest, he raised his hand to quiet his junior officers. "There are precedents in the past, however few. The fact is, they exist. And if these women are confident enough to brave our archers, then perhaps we need not shed blood this day." He saw the sour looks on several faces, given the resistance the Kaaveti in particular had given them. "My brothers, our purpose is to bring these people into the Empire. What good does it do to give them the benefits of being Romans if they are dead?"

 

"They are savages," Julian complained. It was his troops who'd suffered more than their share of deaths trying to corner the Celtic warriors. Much the same was said about us by the Greeks," the general countered with a wry smile, "and Rome said the same about the Gauls and Spaniards."

 

That brought a few strained chuckles, but no further protests to his decision. "Send out a runner under a flag of truce. Hopefully these ‘mere' women will be willing to spare the lives of their warriors." He didn't hold out much hope of that, but it was better than nothing.

*****

 

A half-hour was much quicker than Kerri thought it would take the invaders to respond. She glanced at Edana, who kept the same look of serenity and peaceful acceptance of the inevitable. <If it is my or her destiny to die to keep our people alive, so be it.> She was willing to die for her tribe, but a small part of her still wished her sister was not here. Still, she was happier to have the woman who shared her blood and soul by her side rather than face the enemy alone. She was caught off guard when the man described as the leader of the Roman troops rode out on a fine looking horse to meet them, flanked only by two lesser decorated soldiers. Kerri somehow thought that while not the leaders themselves, they still led troops into battle. As they came within the distance that her sharp brown eyes could make them out, she saw that one of them was the man who'd been in command up until now. She regretted that she would not continue to punish his temerity. The horses slowed and came to a soft, easy trot. Kerri looked to Edana, who nodded, tensing up at the sight of their ultimate and immediate nemeses. They walked forward to meet the Romans halfway so that they might talk.

 

The general dismounted, but his warriors remained mounted. Kerri decided to take it as a compliment of their caution of her people's skills. The short, stocky man, wearing decorated yet functional armor and a blue cape, examined her and Edana for several seconds, taking their measure. The man nodded in greeting. "You are Kaaveti," he said in his tongue, which she understood thanks to a judicious spell on Edana's part. "We are," she said. The man arched an eyebrow at being able to understand her speech, to which she just smiled. "Let us skip over explanations not needed here. You are violating our lands. You are not welcome here." "I have my orders," the leader, a true leader from what Kerri could see, spoke to her. His eyes darted past them to her fellow warriors. "You do not send many warriors against us, daughter of the Celts."

 

"We are all that remain, Roman," Kerri replied, forcing down her anger at his casual statement. <He does not mean insult, he merely states the facts.> The Roman seemed surprised, so she elaborated. "We tire of losing our brothers and sisters to you invaders. You are not welcome here, so we ask you one time to leave us and our lands in peace." The man seemed as if he would consider her request if such were in his power. Instead, he merely stated, "Our intention was to join your peoples to our Empire." "Your Empire," Edana said, opening her mouth for the first time. "Not a Republic. Not any longer." Kerri had no idea what she was talking about, but it had an impact on the Roman general. His jaw tightened and he said, "You know more about Rome than others we have met in Britannia. Either you have been abroad, spying on us and learning about our peoples, or you are a Seer." "Or the Goddess provides the knowledge she deems fit to give her mortal servants," Edana countered, making Kerri wonder why she was giving this knowledge away.

 

The general considered her younger sister, but not in the way she thought an outland barbarian would scrutinize her. He seemed to be sizing her up as an opponent or an equal. "What Goddess do you serve, if I may ask?" Kerri answered for her. "My sister is a priestess of Scathach." She was surprised when he nodded thoughtfully. "A Goddess who teaches your ancient heroes, and the Goddess of knowing what is to come." He must have seen her surprise, because he said, "An old saying goes; know your enemy and in a hundred battles, you will never fail." "We did not choose to be your enemies," Kerri spat, losing her composure. She saw her former nemesis looking at her hatefully. "You have come here without our permission, killed our brothers and sisters, and tried to erase our way of life." "We would not do that if you joined the Empire," the commander said formally. "I give you my word on that. We would seek to bring you into our way of life so that your lives would be improved."

 

"Our lives might have been improved by this," Edana said far too calmly, "but we do not want improved lives, if they are not free lives." There it was, the ultimatum. She knew it was futile, but every second they deliberated was another second the Sidhe had to get their people to safety. The general seemed to know that they had no hope of any solution that would prevent their deaths, but he was willing to stall for time, should any hope of another resolution present itself. "You cannot win, yet I cannot grant your request," he said finally.

Kerri wondered if the sadness in his voice was typical of Roman commanders or an exception to the rule. "We will not retreat, daughters of the Kaaveti. We will see battle this day, but I wish you would reconsider giving your lives if they could be spared." "If we die," Kerri said, peace settling within her soul, "we will return to this life as newborns. Perhaps not as Kaaveti, but certainly as people with the chance to avoid such bloodshed." He seemed to stare into her eyes for a second. "Perhaps as Roman generals-to-be?" he asked. Kerri knew in her heart that he was quite serious about that. "Perhaps. Or perhaps you would be reborn as one of my sons or grandsons." A shared sad smile, one borne of knowing that death would receive many guests in her home today, passed between them. The general turned and mounted his horse, barked orders in his tongue for his fellows to depart, and rode off, heading for the Roman lines.

 

Kerri didn't like the last spiteful glance the one officer whose face she'd come to know far too well these past months sent in their direction. She turned around and started walking. "Edana, what happens next? Can you tell me that much?" "This Maximus holds honor above all else. While not a Celt, I somehow sense that he holds a reverence for the Earth that few can achieve. He would see us treated well." Kerri sensed again that her sister was holding something back but didn't reply. She had too much to worry about at this point.

*****

 

Somehow, she wasn't surprised that the warriors led by their personal foe were sent out to meet them. She wondered if this was because the man named by Edana as "Maximus" was allowing those warriors and hers to finish their personal battle, or because the man had demanded vengeance for his four months of humiliation. "Remember the plan," she told her contingent. "We do not fight to kill. We fight to give our loved ones time to depart." Her friends and comrades nodded, save for Edana, who just looked on peacefully. <Trust the youngest of us to show the most composure.> Kerri gave the little one a squeeze of her shoulder, and Edana smiled. "Remember what I told you. One of us begins a destiny this day." Kerri nodded in affirmation. "Then let it unfold." She looked at her warriors and, on some given signal of agreement, shouted, "For the Kaaveti!"

 

She turned, drew her axe, and led the charge. Fueled on by the knowledge that even though they would die this day, the Kaaveti would live on. That was more important. As their father had told them more than once, the way of life was greater than the single lives that made it up. She was aware of her tiny sister keeping up with her longer strides and wondered if it was magic or protective feelings spurring her speed. She decided it didn't matter as she crashed into the Roman line, swinging her axe with wild abandon. She connected with one Roman's arm and was rewarded with a scream. A quick once over showed her he was out of the fight for a second and turned to another opponent. Her first choice was taken away by a small, orange-haired blur jumping in front and blocking his sword with her small shield. Edana swung her mace around and under the Roman's own shield and connected with his ribcage. Although she was too small to break any of his ribs, the man did double over, allowing the priestess to bash him in the face with her own shield, knocking him to the ground in a heap.

 

The chaos inherent to battle raged around them as the two opposing forces blurred amongst each other. A tiny grain of fear for her sister rising, Kerri shouted, "Back to back!" She turned around and was rewarded by the warm presence of her sister's back against hers. They'd practiced this type of warfare many times and could react almost on instinct, as if they could read each other's minds. She spotted a Roman moving in and swung her axe, battering his shield with her weapon. Behind her, Edana began chanting. Without warning, they spun around before the invader could swing in retaliation. Expecting someone six inches taller, he was unprepared for Edana to swing her mace up under his outstretched arm and crush his elbow with one well-placed strike. As he screamed, Edana waited for him to clutch at the arm. When he did, she cast her first spell. Kerri knew this one; it lent her smaller sister greater strength for a short time. She swung the mace at the shield and crumpled it with one blow. It also broke the arm it was strapped to. Thus having set one opponent aside, the sisters looked for their next foe.

 

To Kerri's slight dismay, the leader of the troops and three more of his soldiers started surrounding them. The quartet of invaders maneuvered, trying to cut the sisters off and surround them to get through their defenses. One of them mockingly said, "You stole that blade from one of us!"

Knowing he was referring to her short sword, Kerri raised her chin. "I might be a savage to you, but even I appreciate a well-forged blade. Besides, your friend had no further need of it." Her taunt got to the man, who lunged before his comrades were ready. She let him inside her defenses before springing to the side, opening a gap between her and Edana. Edana swung around and her mace connected with the man's face, crumpling bone and sending him to the ground in spasms. The girls knew they had to fight their way out if they were going to rejoin their tribesmen, so they fought for all they were worth. Kerri took on the other man who'd been to her front, swinging her axe with deadly abandon. Edana began chanting again and Kerri knew what spell was coming up. She felt sorry for the man who injured her first, as whatever pain was inflicted upon her would instead be transferred to him. It wouldn't keep the wound from bleeding, but without the pain to distract her, she could fight on.

 

Sometimes, her sister's tactics scared her, as well. She continued trading blows but could not shake the feeling that something was wrong. The man wasn't trying to take his revenge for four months of comrades dying. Putting that idiotic thought aside, she redoubled her efforts to breach his armor and shield. <After all, one of us does not have Goddess granted abilities to even the odds,> she thought sarcastically. She heard Edana grunt but forced herself not to look; that would only prove a fatal distraction. A male gasp told her the spell had worked to perfection. She began moving back and forth, trading blows with her Roman enemy and tuning out the sounds of weapons and dying screams. THERE! She spotted an opening when she avoided a sword thrust. She brought her axe across with a two-handed swing and cut deeply into his neck. As he started reaching up to stem the blood that started flowing, she turned back to help her sister before the Romans' sheer numbers overtook them.

 

Edana had dropped her mace and shield somewhere. That didn't leave her unarmed, however; she now held the two stone-bladed hand axes she used in shamanic rituals. The blades were lit with deep blue, arcane flames that betrayed her powers and standing as a servant of the Gods. While she'd hidden her powers in battles before, Kerri knew that none of them planned on leaving the battlefield alive. <She is using what there is of her magic.> That meant she had no plans on needing her energy for healing. There was only one reason for that. <So be it. We are fighting for our loved ones and our way of life. No matter what happens this day, we win.>

Edana engaged the Roman leader, whose face twisted in disgust. Kerri knew there was no way he could miss the clan resemblance between them. She tried to intercept the two combatants but was cut off by his partner. Growling in frustration and fear for her sister, she swung with all her might, only to be denied a clean strike by the Roman shield. How she hated that insignia. Kerri kept half an eye on her shaman sister, who was holding her own against the Roman. He probably expected her to stand and fight, not dart around like a mouse evading a cat. But that was exactly what she did. The difference was, this mouse had a nasty bite to give the cat. Kerri tried another blow at the man's thigh but was blocked again. Before he could return the favor, the Dark Lady spun around, switching her grip on her favorite weapon and attacking his unshielded side. The axe bit deeply into his ribcage, breaking several bones and easily puncturing his lung. The downside to this was that when he fell, she was pulled forward by her stuck axe.

 

Lacking time to pull it out and avoid being struck down from behind, Kerri did the only other thing she could do; she pulled the man's sword out of his hand and pulled her own. Thus armed as Edana was, in a style that she was good at, Kerri moved to aid her sister, who was being hard pressed by the Roman commander. A shadow fell over her and something closed over her body before she could react. A series of heavy strands crisscrossed her vision and the Kaaveti realized a Roman had netted her. Screaming in defiance, she tried to swing her swords to cut her way out, but the heavy weight prevented her from doing so. Her shout drew the attention of her sister, who whirled about, forgetting her opponent. Without hesitation, she drew her left arm back and tossed one of her enchanted axes, which flew by her and by the sound of it, scored a deadly hit on whomever had tossed the net over her.

 

However, Edana's rescue attempt was doomed to failure because Kerri saw the triumph in the commander's eyes. She shouted at the top of her lungs to her sister, but not before the man who'd taken their father from them swung his sword down, hitting her sibling on the head and sending her downward, crashing to the earth, knocked senseless. Fresh rage and power surged through Kerri's frame, and she fought furiously, determined above all else to free herself and stop her sister from being killed.

 

But someone, unseen by the desperate Celt, came up behind her and clubbed her on the back of the head, just as Edana had been. Stars exploded in her vision, despite it being a beautiful, sunny day. The last thing Kerri saw before blackness claimed her was the image of Edana, lying on the ground, staring at her with empty, lifeless eyes.

*****

 

Maximus Decimus Meridias stared across the battlefield and sighed at the senselessness of it all. How he wished he could go home. <There comes a time when one sees enough of death and wants to create life instead.> That was one of the main reasons he was a farmer. Julian came up to his side, his left arm in a sling from one of the remaining Kaaveti warriors who'd sacrificed themselves. Sacrificed themselves to allow their noncombatants to flee. "Is there no sign of them?" Julian said disgustedly. "Our scouts can find no trail, no sign of what direction they went in." Maximus admired these Celts all the more, knowing now that they had seen only one choice to preserve their way of life, and they had taken it. "They are to be admired, Julian." "My Lord?" he asked in shock. Having spent the last four months fighting and losing to this tribe, his doubts were understandable. "My Lord, they committed suicide." "Tell me, Julian," the general said, walking through the battlefield, "if you had the choice between winning glory in battle or sacrificing your life to save Rome itself, what choice would you make?" To his joy, Julian appeared offended. "I serve Rome, General."

 

"As these men and women served their tribe," he said, hoping the man would get the comparison. <And give me hope for Rome's future when I retire.> Julian scanned the battlefield again and Maximus could see the cold, calculating look take on another tone. Now he understood their battle today. "They were as we would be if Rome were threatened." "Yes." Maximus sighed and thought about the insanity of it all. Perhaps it was the doubts he found in his mind caused by the little fire-haired girl who had said something about Rome. <An Empire,> that young but too wise voice reminded him. <Not a Republic. Not any longer.> In a soft, resigned voice, he asked, "How many remain, Julian?" Julian hesitated but seemed to do the tally quickly enough. He uncertainly said, "Six survive, my Lord." Maximus understood why his soldier hesitated. "How many are likely to survive their wounds?"

 

"Four, perhaps five. One has apparently made peace with whatever Gods these Celts worship and asked for a dagger to end his suffering." "You granted him this?" When Julian nodded, he approved of the choice. "Mercy is a quality few of us have, Julian." He hesitated and then asked, "The sisters? Those we met? How did they fare?" Julian's look became one of icy hate. "In how many of my men they struck down or their health?" For some reason, Maximus found he wanted both versions of the answer. He said so. The man who'd lost many good men snarled, "Between themselves, those women killed three of my men and four suffered injuries of varying severity. They were felled by blows to the head, both of them." The Roman from Spain sighed sadly. How he wished things could have been different. But he admired their sacrifice all the more. He decided to honor that sacrifice. "Julian, you say five survive?"

 

"Yes, my Lord." He gave the commander a stern look to show he would brook no disagreement with his next order. "Release them." Julian's eyes became wide and the man's jaw opened to protest. "Julian, if they know where their tribesmen are, they will follow. Perhaps by showing them honor for the sacrifice they made this day, perhaps we can yet bring them and other tribes into the Empire without you losing more men." Still, Julian choked on the order. "Y-you want me to release… all of them?" "The five who survived, yes. I'm not asking you to arm them, but give them provisions, food and water, for three days per person. Better yet, send them under guard to my quarters. I will see to it personally. If any of your troops come to harm, I will bear responsibility for it." That didn't seem to mollify Julian, but he knew that the man would follow his orders to the letter like a true Roman. "Julian, aren't you sick of death?" The question caught the younger soldier by surprise, but in the end he nodded. "I am, too. The sooner we end this war, the sooner we stop becoming sicker." Maximus turned around and left, hoping that this might make up for those Kaaveti who would never see their loved ones again. He slowed in his step as he remembered the woman's words about being reborn. <Perhaps they would see their loved ones again.> The dim hope gave him something. Not much, but better than the alternative.

*****

 

 

Julian waited for the General to leave before fulfilling his orders as he'd been given them. He waited for a detachment of his soldiers to take the confused Kaaveti prisoners away before turning to his immediate juniors. "We are going to camp here for the next week. Send out patrols to search for traces of the Celts that did not fight. If the General wishes to reunite those who survived with their families, we will not stop him." "Sir, what about those two bodies…" "I told the General they were felled by blows to the head. If he chooses not to free them as well, that is his prerogative." Those two had been directly responsible for Jupiter knew how many of his men dying on this Gods forsaken island. "I am taking it to understand that their disposal, whether death or slavery, is in my hands. Dismissed." The Centurion could see that his men didn't like it, but they wouldn't violate orders. Their dislike of his decision was countered by their desire for revenge, however futile such actions would be. <But it will happen,> he vowed.

 

He turned and headed for his tent. He'd wait until the General had performed an act of mercy, which he didn't agree with but in the long run, he agreed that it might make bringing these savages under the banner of Rome easier. But that didn't mean he couldn't take his own satisfaction out on those who'd killed his soldiers. In this instance, it seemed that that holy book of the Hebrews had a fitting saying. <An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth.>

*****

 

Kerri struggled again, trying desperately to respond to the horrifying screams emanating from her sister's throat. She knew what had happened; the Romans had drugged her enough so that she could not summon her magical powers or struggle to prevent what was happening, but not so much that she couldn't understand what was being done to her. The warrior screamed despite the leather knot shoved and tied into her mouth, but her cries fell upon deaf ears. The desperation of her desire to save her family overcame her own dizziness caused by the combination of drugs forced into her mouth by the invaders and the blow that had rendered her their prisoner. Kerri struggled again against the ropes that bound her, arms spread like a bird's wings and legs lashed tightly together, to this thing the Romans called a "cross."

 

Even her head was lashed against the wooden construct, keeping her from looking toward the tent where Julian, the man personally responsible for the destruction of her family and most of her tribe, was performing the ultimate sacrilege. The Kaaveti thrashed as much as the bindings allowed, ignoring the raw chafing wounds it caused her bare body. She swore they would get vengeance. Somehow, when she came back from the afterlife in her own time, she would hunt this man down and exact revenge for her entire family. But for Edana especially. The screams mercifully faded and Kerri held out some hope that Edana's torment might be over. Those dawning rays of elation faded when the bastard Julian stepped out of his tent and came into her field of vision, donning a robe. He barked orders to two of his lackeys and they went in. Seconds later, they brought out Edana and Kerri's tears started falling again.

 

He spied her and he started talking in his tongue. Although she could not understand what he was saying, she had a pretty fair idea as to the content. His humiliation, the deaths of his soldiers, and of course, the escape of the tribe. So of course, it was her fault and he was taking his failures out on her. He called for something and one of his men handed him a sword. Her eyes widened as she realized what he was about to do. She screamed through her gag again as Julian drew the sword across Edana's stomach, spilling her internal organs across the ground. He then slit her throat and had his men drop the body there, giving her a triumphant glare. He moved up to her and she tried once more to win herself free, but it was futile. However, she refused to give in to hopelessness, because of the one thing she'd been given by her dying sister. A triumphant look of the eyes that said, "Our people still live. No matter what happens now, we won."

 

The Roman officer started speaking to her and rubbing her body in areas not meant to be touched by anyone but one's mate. She struggled but that only seemed to make him happy. She fought against the feelings rising inside of her and instead focused on the fate of her sister, lying only feet away, her lifeblood spilling onto the ground. He stopped his fondling of her privates and walked away for a second. She vainly tried to turn her head but he returned far too soon for her liking. Although she couldn't understand what he was saying, his visual and touch aids, the tip of a spike hitting her wrists and ankles, suggested what he planned to do to her next.

No, he wasn't going to give her the release of a warrior's death any more than he had her poor sister. Only her vows to come back and wipe that look off of his treacherous face kept her from giving up. However, she was wrong about one thing. She wasn't going to have those spikes driven through her. He moved up and removed the leather strap pinning her head back and backed up. As she tried to move her head, he retied it, strapping her at the neck this time. Unfortunately for her, it didn't restrict her airflow, giving her a quicker way out.

 

He backed up and barked orders to his warriors. With a startling shake, Kerri felt the wood to which she was secured being hoisted by unknown means. It quickly rose to a standing position and she found herself hanging there, unable to break free. She was able to look down, barely, to see the Romans preparing to break camp. Julian was in her limited view, as were the two soldiers who dumped Edana's lifeless body on the ground, directly in front of this "cross" serving as her cage. She realized the agony that he had planned for her; she wasn't going to die or even be violated. No, that had been her sibling's fate. Hers was to be reminded of her failure to protect her younger sister every time her head fell forward while she died of exposure or thirst, whichever claimed her first. Seeing that she realized what her torture would be, the Roman who'd destroyed her family turned around and left, ignoring her curses and tears.

*****

12 October 171 AD

 

Awareness returned with a vengeance. Sights, sounds, touch, and smells assaulted her long dormant senses. The woman, operating on pure instinct, fought her way to her feet and looked around, brown hair flying about wildly. The first thing she noticed was a strange tree or something of wood in her presence. She looked up and unwanted memories flooded her consciousness. Father. The Romans. Maximus, the honorable general. The battle. Their fall. Julian… "EDANA!!!" she screamed, falling to the ground and wailing as she remembered. She sobbed for many minutes before gathering her wits enough to remember her name and purpose. She stood up, still sobbing uncontrollably but now focused on her vow. The last thing she'd vowed before she died. <Julian, I am coming for you.> She was confused about one thing; this wasn't reincarnation as she expected it. What had happened?

Had she somehow been spared? Or was this the work of the Gods? She walked over to the cross that had been her tomb and looked up. The ropes had rotted and wind and rain had beaten at the smooth surface. Given her knowledge of woodcraft and time, she estimated that at least several months, perhaps more than a year, had passed since… Since she had died on this cross. The last delusional memories came back to her as she remembered Edana's vision. "One of us will begin a destiny," she whispered bitterly. "She knew. She knew she was going to…" She also knew why she was the one now standing here. Edana, despite the fierceness she showed in battle, was too gentle and forgiving a soul to take vengeance on someone. Yet she, Kerri… "She knew I would never know peace, in any lifetime, until I had sought such peace on my own." As she realized that this was what she had to do, anger began filling her again. But it did not rule her; she channeled it like she did all her emotions, into a direction.

 

"But how do I know where to find the Roman who did this?" she asked, looking up at the starry sky. Her voice rising, she pleaded to her Goddess, "She Who Strikes Fear, how do I gain our revenge?!?" The call of a bird was her answer. She spun around and looked up at the source of the call. It was a bird, feathers black as night, eyes the same color, watching her closely. It cawed at her again. Suddenly, she understood.

*****

Roman Command Post

Hadrian's Wall 21 March 172 AD

 

Julian sighed and rolled up the map of Britannia he'd been studying. In the last year and a half, the Britons, Celts, and other savages of his island had made things harder, not easier. Especially the cohort sent to explore the islands off the northern coast. Half of the unit had been killed on the island the natives called "Skye." He wondered to this day what natives had been able to eliminate so many soldiers and not suffer a single casualty. Of course, since every last survivor had had his memories of the expedition erased, it fell under the category of one of life's great mysteries. <I hate mysteries.> His attention was regained by the runner clearing his throat. He looked at the boy and thought how they were getting younger every year. Or was it that he was just getting older. <No matter.> "What is it, son?" "The General has called for you. He says it's urgent."

"More attacks?" he asked with a sigh. Rather than accept that Rome was here to stay and give them a better life, many of the savages continued to fight. Only nowadays they were on the attack for Roman weapons and armor. Still, the attacks weren't as bad as they could've been, since the Romans had found a new way to bring civilization to these people. It just galled him that where soldiering had failed, what succeeded was… <Commerce,> he groaned. "Is it an attack?" he asked again, to which the boy shook his head. "Very well. I'll be there within the quarter hour." He didn't dawdle but he also didn't feel the need to rush. He dressed in his armor and sheathed his sword. He strode over to the command tent and asked to be announced. He was given prompt clearance to enter. Julian walked in and saw General Maximus sitting at his field desk, looking over field reports. He stood at attention but Rome's finest did not force him to wait.

 

"At ease, Julian," he said, acting informally in private. "You asked to see me, sir?" Julian asked. "I did. I need your extracurricular expertise on something." Maximus stood up and walked over to a map of the Empire, which covered most of the known world. "If I recall correctly, you have an interest in the stories of the Age of Heroes, don't you?" Julian nodded. "Yes, sir. I studied such things with relish when I was a lad. I dreamt of being Hercules or Odysseus. Why do you ask?" "A particular legend was brought to my attention, and I wanted to hear your opinion on it." The General looked at him, and Julian had to admit his curiosity was aroused. "Have you ever heard tales about people who die and come back to life?" "Do you mean stories of heroes returning from the underworld?" Julian asked. Roman myths had such tales. There were others about beings that traveled the world playing some strange Game, but he'd never put much stock in them, so he didn't mention those.

 

"No, Julian. This involves a soul being unable to even go to the afterlife because of some great tragedy, leaving them unable to rest." "Ah, that one. It is strange, but I have heard it mentioned in texts from around the Empire," he noted with the air of a scholar. "I think it has to do with avenging a great crime, and involves the use of an animal or spirit guide. I've heard some of the tales, most of them involving birds like crows or ravens." "That's the one, thank you." He pointed at the spot Britannia took on the Empire map.

"What would you think if I told you I know of such a case here in Britannia, from a spot where we once fought? Such an occurrence right under our very noses?" "What?" Julian asked. "The Britons have the same tales?" "No, Julian, not a Briton. A Celt." His face suddenly became cold and he barked, "Enter!" The officer, stunned by the sudden shift in the General's mood, turned to see who was coming in. When the woman entered the tent, a dark feathered bird on her shoulder, his heart skipped a beat. It was the Kaaveti woman, Kerri. The woman he'd crucified a year and a half ago. The woman glared spitefully at him and suddenly, without warning, her face turned white, with black streaks surrounding her eyes and trailing from the corners of her mouth. Julian tried to back away from this horror but was stopped by the powerful arms of his own General. "General, that THING!!!" "SILENCE!!!" Maximus bellowed, stunning him into silence. He roughhoused Julian into his chair and backed away, pulling out his sword and putting it between this monster and himself. Julian, under the order from his leader, couldn't find the words to ask for his aid.

*****

 

Maximus thought about what was happening here. He'd listened to Julian's reports about the final battle against the Kaaveti, and then listened to the tale from Kerri, who he'd thought dead. Despite not wanting to believe her, the fact of her powers and the crow that served as her guide only served to tip the scales in her favor. <For the moment.> "Julian, you know what this woman wants from you, given what you already know about this legend," he said coldly. "But I refused to just hand you over to her, because as a Roman, I still believe there is justice to be found in the world. You have one chance, and one chance only, to save yourself. If you can possibly defend yourself and whatever you did that day, you had best do it now." The frightened Centurion looked like a trapped rabbit caught in his garden back in Spain. His wide, terrified eyes flicked between Maximus and the supernatural Celtic woman standing before him. He waited for Julian to craft a defense against violating his orders and doing what he had done to the women who'd sacrificed their freedom, and in the end their very lives, to keep their people free.

 

When Julian didn't speak, he barked, "Say something, Julian!" "They killed hundreds of my men!" he shouted, pounding the desk like a petulant child. "They were savages who kept my men from ever seeing their families again!"

"I ordered you to release the Kaaveti who survived the battle!" he snarled, barely aware of the way Kerri's head snapped in his direction, shock showing on that unearthly face. She spoke for the first time since reentering the tent. "Y-you… you set them free?" "The five who survived the battle, yes. I thought it fitting to honor them for their… for your sacrifice. I hoped they would rejoin their families. I still don't know if they did." She didn't seem to have an answer, but it only served to fuel the fires that had sent her back to this world. She started to move forward, but Maximus brought his sword back up between the predator and her prey. She growled in response but his hard eyes stayed her hand. "Julian, you told me they had died," he reiterated. "I told you how they were felled. I never said they died." His lips curled into a sneer despite his fear of the woman seeking vengeance against him. "You said to release those five. Nothing was said about these whores." Maximus reacted before the Celt could. He turned and prepared to drive his own sword through one of his men. "So you gutted one and crucified the other?!? I told you to free the Kaaveti, Julian!!!"

 

"You said the five were your responsibility. Those two were mine." Maximus couldn't believe what he'd just heard. Julian had committed…he couldn't bring himself to say it. He backed away and sheathed his sword. He glanced at the trembling woman, who had to be replaying the agonizing memories in her head. "Kerri?" She looked at him, her face bleeding back to her normal appearance at his soft voice. "Did he do what the others say he did? To Edana?" She nodded, her face beginning to change again. Maximus didn't need to hear any more. He turned to Julian and asked, "Why?"

"To avenge my men!" he barked defiantly. "So be it." He turned to the Celtic woman and nodded. "Do as you will."

*****

VAN Ltd Headquarters Sunnydale, California

Late hours 1 August 1999

 

"Faith, please, for heaven's sakes, wake up!" a distant voice shouted, piercing the foggy, sleep filled thoughts. <But I…> She suddenly bolted awake, realizing that Daddy G had spared her from reliving what she'd done to that son of a bitch. She started to shiver and warmed her arms by rubbing them with her hands. Marion sat on the bed and hugged her, holding her close and settling her down. Faith glanced at Shaw, wondering how she was gonna feel.

Then again, what Shaw had gone through wasn't anything Faith hadn't had happen to her in this lifetime. <And if that doesn't blow mondo chunks, I don't know what does.> Strangely, the only things she could read in Shaw's eyes were understanding… and pride. Faith's mind flashed through everything and realized…

<We were supposed to lose. We weren't trying to win, we were trying to save our people.> She amended her thoughts. <We… they did win. Kerri and Edana. They did what they were supposed to do.> She didn't know whether to be prouder of Shaw or herself, since they'd both done their parts. "Shaw, you… I mean, she…" "I think it says something that you got the easier name in that life," she replied with a light in her eyes. She folded her arms and said, "But imagining you with Mime Face is very amusing." "Oh, laugh it up!" she moaned as the others joined Redeye. "At least I wasn't playing Pope to She Who Can't Choose What She Wants To Be In Charge Of!" She shook her head in confusion. "Gabs, whatever happened to the days when a God or Goddess was the God or Goddess of one thing and stuck to it?"

 

"Perhaps that is why we should be happy that there are no ‘modern mythologies,'" Marion said kindly, stroking her hair. "I would hate to see what kind of Pantheon would exist in today's world." Faith could see where she was coming from. "Yeah, no kidding. Will would be praying to the God of Hacking, Wolfboy to the God of Electric Guitars," she started, sharing a look with Redeye, who was now laughing at her monologue. "Next we'd have the Goddess of Fast Food, the God of Extreme Sports…" "Or worst of all," Shaw said way too wickedly, "the Goddess of Afternoon Talk Shows." Faith broke down and silently laughed at that one. She tried to regain control of herself and looked at Shaw, who shared the gaze. "So if that was our first life…" "Then you didn't exist until around the second century AD. That's a somewhat late start," Edwin offered. "I could look up the historical references to narrow it down some." He seemed to be considering something. "But I can say this, being Celts in your first lifetime, it makes perfect sense that you would eventually be reincarnated into new lives. They didn't believe in Heaven or Hell in such terms. Everyone eventually came back." "Well, I can't understand how I wasn't Irish in that first life. That sucks!" "FAITH!"

*****

 

Shaw decided to nip that shout in the proverbial bud. "Edwin, shall I go next?"

"Are you sure you don't mind? That…" He paused and Shaw saw how he and Marion had come to care for each other. "Girls, what happened in the very first life you shared was very unsettling for me." "But it might explain something, Lord G." She looked and saw that Faith understood. "We know those Crows got this whole vengeance temper thing going, right? Maybe… maybe something that big doesn't breed out for a while." Shaw saw where her sister was going and for some reason, she couldn't help but agree to a point. A First Soul manifestation as a Crow, and one who avenged a brutal rape in particular, might explain Faith's actions back in April. <Genetic or psychic memories.> She'd felt the same thing when Tanetal, one of the devils responsible for the destruction of Myth Drannor, had announced his name. She'd immediately dropped everything and attacked him.

 

She shook it off and saw Faith climbing off of the bed. <My turn,> she thought. She was more eager than she'd thought she would be. She laid down, her sweats and tank top wrinkling and causing her some discomfort. She belatedly realized that perhaps revealing her scars like this wasn't kind to Marion and Edwin, but they hadn't said anything. If either said something, she would of course take measures to cease their discomfort. But for now, she wanted to know more about her and Faith. She laid back and glanced at Edwin. "From what I understand, your hypnosis will not be affected by my psi-barriers. Please, go ahead, Edwin." He smiled at her and she closed her eyes, folding her hands together on her flat stomach and allowing herself to begin the relaxation techniques she normally used at the start of meditation or praying. Only this time, it wasn't to look for the Lady for spells or comfort. No, this time… she was searching for…herself.

*****

Royal Palace of King Louis XIII

Paris, France 11 June 1640

 

"My dear Selene," the older woman said carefully, "it is more than a case of one of my personal servants, and an unmarried one at that, having a dalliance with someone who may well be beneath her station as one of my Guards." The thirty-eight year old woman, Her Royal Majesty, Queen Anne of France, turned in her pacing to look at her. Her eyes became careful as she revealed what had troubled her.

"My main concern is that during these troubling times, any affair by a member of the court with someone from outside our borders could be construed the wrong way." Selene Faye du Lourdes simply allowed her liege lady to air her concerns. Despite the "official" relationship of mistress and servant, both knew that the social lines blurred a bit when it came to safeguarding the Queen. When it came to her protection, she and her partner brooked no opposition to how seriously they took their duties. However, the self-styled "Femme Musketeer" thought, verily thought in fact, that Her Highness was being somewhat paranoid about her recent… association with a friend of a fellow servant of the royal family. "Your Majesty," she said humbly, in the accent common to Lourdes, "I can assure you, as to the first concern, the Seuir Arvindel is most definitely not below my station. I have it on good authority that he is currently a moderately ranking Lord, with the destiny of becoming a Prince amongst his people."

 

The assurance, while delivered with the honesty Selene always showed her Queen, did little to calm her concerns. Anne of Austria, wife of King Louis XIII, mother of the Dauphin Louis, and sister to King Philip III of Spain, arched her royal left eyebrow and asked, "But what about his national loyalties?" "If I may beg Her Majesty's pardon," Corina said from the side, her husky voice unmistakable, "I know from Musketeer Porthos that the Lord Arvindel's loyalties are not to the French, Spanish, or Italians. In fact, I daresay that he is more loyal to individual human beings rather than nations. And for now at least, Selene might rate his loyalty more than any other."

Selene, having her head bowed respectfully, hoped the Queen would not see her wince at Corina's teasing use of the word "human." However, the Queen's talent for reading her servants, even those who practiced keeping blank faces around their foes at Court, won out. "Selene?" When Selene sighed, the Queen's face became dark. "Is Corina Jacqueline attempting to tell me in a roundabout way that a child is involved?"

 

Selene started coughing at the insinuation. <That is the last thing I need to worry about!> Not proverbially, but rather literally. "Y-your Majesty…" she stammered while regaining her control, "the Lord Arvindel is… not capable of having children by a human woman. To do so would require… Dark Court magics." To her credit, Anne recovered quickly. "This Arvindel is a fey?"

Selene nodded helplessly, just knowing that Corina was enjoying her predicament. "Well." The Queen Mother paced again, albeit slower than before. "I know that in the norm, the two of you show very good discretion in most of your activities. However, someone managed to find out about your liaison with this elf Lord of yours. After what happened two months ago in that tavern, with Kyra embarrassing several of the Cardinal's men and sleeping with that Scotsman…" She glanced at them both and gave them warning looks. "Ladies, please be careful. Not only on my behalf and my family's, but also for yourselves." Anne turned and walked out of their private working quarters, having given them the warning about someone watching them and reporting back to those who sought to sully the Queen's reputation.

 

Waiting until she was sure her Majesty was out of earshot, Selene turned on her supposed closest friend. "And merci beau coup for your ‘help,' Corina!" "You are quite welcome, conqueror of the Seelie Court," her fellow fighter sweetly noted. "Seriously, Selene, I had my eye on our dear Seelie Lord and was forming my own plan of attack until you walked into his sights." "So sorry to steal your conquest," she said with false modesty. "So now that we're alone, tell me; how was he?" Corina Jacqueline Beaubier asked, a glimmer of anticipation in her blue eyes. "Was he as good as Porthos?" "I have never spent a night with that pirate," she said, rolling her eyes. "But Arvindel was quite… I daresay the only word that fits is, ‘inventive.'" "Are you willing to share?" she asked teasingly. Despite the fact that she was willing to share a night with a man she'd just met, she was not willing to inflict her partner on him. "Sorry, mon ami. That would be cruel and unusual punishment." "I thought that was what you were best at," the light-brown haired swordswoman smirked, "oh holy one." Selene just shook her head, ignoring her partner. "Who do you think it was that was following me?"

 

As she started binding her long strawberry blonde hair into a ponytail, her fellow Guard and Crown-sponsored demon hunter snorted in a somewhat unladylike manner. "Three guesses and they all start with a goateed, red-capped and robed manipulator who deems France his own personal playground and thinks he has a warped sense of humor." "Quite," the older woman sighed. She was getting tired of Richelieu's schemes to discredit the Queen. <It was bad enough that he could not be executed for trying to sign an illegal treaty with England.

No, he did not learn from that experience.> Selene fingered the crucifix she wore under her clothes, she thought about how she'd been brought up by members of the Church. Although she never suffered Aramis' problems with being a former student of the Cardinal, she still felt a slight conflict between her duties to the Crown and going against the most powerful holy man in France. That was why she vastly preferred her battles against foes of the inhuman variety. The line between black and white was much more defined in most cases. She glanced over at her weapons and wondered if it came down to it, would she be able to do what was needed against him. She hoped never to have that choice on her hands. "Selene? Stop thinking about it. The problem will go away in time. Whether when he dies or the King finally removes the bastard from office." Corina started donning her weapons, obvious or not. Her reflection smiled at her and showed teeth. "Now we're supposed to meet your ‘inventive' lover and my pirate. You just know they shall make us pay their share if we are late."

 

<No doubt about that whatsoever,> Selene sighed to herself. Finishing the arrangement of her hair, the Frenchwoman buckled her weapons in place; rapier, dagger, other hand weapons, and finally her pistol. Making sure she had plenty of powder for an extended conflict, <Which always happens at the worst of times in our line of work>, Selene walked over and donned her cape and hat. Thus ready to face whatever perils raised their ugly heads this day, demonic or no, the duo left their quarters to meet with their respective male conquests.

*****

 

Selene broke into a smile once she caught sight of Porthos and Arvindel sitting at a table. She strutted forward, boots clacking on the cobblestones. Her battle sister soon matched her rhythm. As always, Porthos had decided to "accent" his Musketeer tabard and cape with some form of bandana tied around his forehead, a nod to his buccaneer heritage. Next to him, Arvindel cut quite the image of a human nobleman, albeit without any accents that might hint at his national origins. Selene took in the golden hair shining like the sun, green eyes glittering with a combination of amusement, camaraderie, and desire that sent shivers running through Selene's body, and a smile that at once was friendly, inviting, and suggested that he was enjoying some private joke.

She graced him with a smile of her own, filtering through the fond memories of their lovemaking last night. <Of course, thinking of the nights to come…> She knew neither of them expected the affair to last long, let alone become permanent. But she and Corina had always been the ones to take chances for fun and happiness where they found them. After all, they were only demon hunters, not Vampire Slayers. She sat in one of the empty seats and Arvindel took her hand. Lifting her slender fingers to his lips, he gave her a kiss that sent a tingly warmth running all the way to the top of her scalp. She wondered if he was using Seelie magic to enhance the kiss. <He doesn't need to,> she thought with an accompanying blush. // Nor would I. It would only cheapen your genuine, lovely emotions, // came his telepathic response. She retracted her hand, lest he get too accustomed to it. The royal Guard and demon hunter laced her fingers together and rested her chin on them, only having eyes for the Seelie Knight.

 

She didn't even notice how Corina and Porthos were skipping past formal greetings or negotiations and going straight to the results usually gained by such, Corina eschewing the empty chair for the Musketeer's lap. "So how did your talk with Her Majesty go?" Arvindel asked her, letting her drown in those evergreen eyes. In a somewhat dazed voice, the twenty-seven year old replied, "Someone noticed our rendezvous and started rumors spreading like wildfire. We told Her Majesty the truth and she asked us to be more careful." "And a public meeting like this is careful?" Arvindel asked easily, searching the features of her sculpted face. Selene reached forward and held his warm hand. "One cannot catch fish if the hook has no bait." His eyes gleamed as he caught onto her and Corina's plan. // So you seek to flush out those who try to discredit yourselves and the Queen? // <Not to mention Porthos and his comrades, or your own noble self,> she cooed seductively. <Can your telepathy find anyone with less than honorable thoughts about us?>

 

// My dear demon hunting beauty, if I used that search criteria, it would include nearly every male in this tavern, myself and the good Musketeer included. // Before she could frown despite the teasing, he smiled charmingly and said, // But I shall instead search out the minds that seek to bear you, the fair Corina, or the Queen any ill will. //

<Good enough.> Selene and Corina received glasses of wine from the barmaid and ordered their lunches. "So how was your morning, gentlemen?"

"The usual," the large Musketeer said jovially. "The Cardinal plots, we try to stop it, the King is endangered, and we save the day and celebrate by wenching." "As opposed to the classier, proper, traditional seduction," Arvindel chuckled, although he only had eyes for her. "I hate to disappoint you, mon amour Arvindel du Fay," Selene said sweetly, leaning close until their noses touched, "but it cannot be considered seduction if the subject is all too willing. And I do seem to recall giving as much pleasure as I received, my Lord." "Beauty, grace, and wisdom. A deadly combination," he told Porthos admiringly. "Truly my friend, I owe you for introducing us." "I plan to repay that debt for you," Corina said playfully, toying with Portho's curly hair. However, she slid off her man's lap and purred, "Provided our dear sea dog behaves himself." "I think someone will be sleeping alone tonight," Selene laughed, prompting a wounded look from Porthos. "I have been known to contain my joi de vivre on occasion."

 

Corina moved her hand under the table and smiled. "Well, I wouldn't want that tonight, would I?" The four continued flirting, discussing their days, and eating lunch while Arvindel performed his scan of the nearby crowds. It took several minutes before he succeeded. // I have them, // he announced to them as he took a bite of his roast. // Six men in the employ of the good Cardinal Richelieu, lying in wait for us. //

<Us?> Selene asked, perking up. "You and Porthos are targets as well?" "The Cardinal apparently wants us detained and questioned about the nature of our association and activities. Our would-be kidnappers think he intends to use whatever information he gleans from us to proclaim us sinners and embarrass the Queen."

"Business as usual," Selene, Corina, and Porthos sighed together. <Me, a sinner?> du Lourdes thought angrily. <I think not!> // Calm yourself, cherie, // her current lover chided in her mind. // Anger is a weakness in political situations such as this. You need to keep a clear head. // Without looking away from her plate, Selene agreed. <Oui, Arvindel. You are correct.> She chewed her last piece of veal and washed it down with a sip of wine. "How should we proceed?" "Perhaps a lover's quarrel?" Porthos suggested with a sadistic gleam of mischief in his eyes. "Perhaps you could claim that Seuir Arvindel did not perform satisfactorily for you?" "Oh, mais non! I could never do that!" she hissed with an innocent frown. She leaned toward Arvindel, brown eyes gleaming. "How do we start, cherie?"

*****

Selene stormed out of the tavern, ignoring the fading ache in her wrist. <Perhaps I should not have followed his suggestion and punched him. A hard slap still would have hurt less.> The servant of the Queen walked briskly, muttering under her breath in the guise of having just assaulted her lover. The servants of Richelieu should be certain enough of her performance that they would follow her long enough to ensure their privacy before attempting to abduct her, giving her friends ample time to follow them. But just in case, Selene was heading toward a spot she knew would offer safe haven in the unlikely event she needed it. As she wove her way through the crowds, the hunter felt the hairs at the nape of her neck rising. <I'm not going to make it,> she dismally realized. Things were going to come to a head before she could reach her destination. <Pardon moi, Brother Darius, but I will have to give you my confession another day. >

 

As soon as she had the tiniest bit of privacy from watching eyes, Selene ducked down a side street and began sprinting to put some distance between her and any possible bystanders. She rounded two different corners and stopped, leaning against a wall to catch her breath. She took mental stock of her equipment, patting the appropriate parts of her body as she counted off her items. Satisfied that she'd not lost anything during her run, the woman drew her pistol and a double-bladed throwing knife given to her by Corina for Easter. <Holy Father, my dear friend is as bad as Seuir Musketeer when it comes to new playthings.> Selene strained her hearing to the limits to pick up the stray sounds of her pursuers. The Frenchwoman waited until she heard the soft curses of a tracker who'd lost her quarry to make her move. As soon as she judged the closest voice to be within fifteen feet, Selene stepped out into the open. Her first thought was one of triumph; in their desire for subtlety, the fools hadn't even pulled out any weapons! She tossed Corina's gift at the closest man, taking him in the right hand. As he yelped in pain, Selene turned her body sideways; attempting to minimize the silhouette she provided them.

 

"Halt!" she barked at them, eyes glinting with open threat. "In the name of Queen Anne, I order you to raise your hands!" She knew what was coming next, but Richelieu was not known for hiring the best and brightest lackeys. The apparent head of the mercenaries grinned at her. "You only have one shot, cherie." "True, monsieur." Selene methodically cocked the hammer of her pistol.

With a decidedly frosty voice, she said, "I will grant you thirty seconds to decide which of you receives that shot." Those accosting her actually seemed to be thinking that over. She was less than ten seconds away from shooting the leader in the leg when her comrades finally deemed it a dramatically appropriate moment to make their entrance. "How nice of you to join us!" she called out with false cheerfulness. "We were just discussing who would be the fist person to receive a wound from me!"

Corina and Porthos drew their blades while Arvindel simply leaned against a nearby wall and folded his arms, finding the entire thing to be quite amusing. "Well do not let us interrupt you," Porthos said, bowing grandly to her, "please, continue your discussion." Selene returned his bow with a wide smile. "Thank you, Seuir Musketeer. Now, gentlemen, have you decided who shall meet Saint Peter first?" The Cardinal's hired swords seemed to be suddenly less confident of themselves, faced with three new opponents. <I suppose it will be too much to ask the Lord that they will see common sense and surrender?> The six opponents trying to take her against her will drew their swords. Selene sighed and felt a part of her heart ache. <Of course it is.>

 

She adjusted her aim and fired her pistol. Through the resulting cloud of smoke, Selene's brown eyes spotted the man she believed to be the leader clutching his leg. His blade clattered to the street. The other five faltered a bit upon seeing their leader neutralized, giving her ample time to draw her sword. A terse nod and minimal eye contact was that was needed for she and Corina to "name" their opponents, a benefit of four years of partnership. Leaving the one she'd hit in the hand alone, Selene chose the healthy one closest to her. She took up a predatory position and said, "Monsieur, it does not have to be this way." "Yes it does, you bitch!" he shouted, lunging at her and assuming, as most men did, that she didn't have the skill to match a man. He performed a standard epee technique that she parried quite easily. She decided to go with her saber training and began slashing at her foe, hoping to disarm or wound him. She wanted information and there was the matter of a private vow she'd made a long time ago. She took the offensive, using the skills taught her by a sister at the convent that doubled as the orphanage she'd been raised in. While she never solved the mystery of how Catholic nuns had known sword craft and methods for hunting demons, she was glad they'd seen something in her to grant her the knowledge she used nowadays.

Selene alternated her targeting, never allowing the Cardinal's man to regain an offensive mindset. She finally slashed his leg, making him stumble, and followed up with a slice of his fingers. Not deep enough to maim him, but sufficient for his sword to fall to the cobblestones. She lifted her sword up under his chin, making him look at her. She let her eyes go hard. "Monsieur, I give you one chance to surrender." He gulped and seemed to be convinced that she was ready to kill him. Giving a few seconds to become even more convinced, Selene gazed around and saw that the fight was already over. Porthos' opponent lie on the ground, out cold, while Corina's foe was clutching as his gut. Selene's heart chilled at the blood coating the man's shirt and hands, but he was still alive at least. She glanced at Arvindel, who just bowed to her. When she saw what he had done to aid in the fight, she groaned in exasperation.

 

He'd used some form of charming enchantment to make one of the mercenaries fight his fellow. He'd emerged victorious quite soon and was now standing over the unconscious opponent and the leader she'd shot in the leg. He was glaring hatefully at her. Turning back to business, Selene asked her fencing partner du jour, "Well, my good sir? What is your decision? As you might have noticed from spying on me, I have prior engagements tonight." Ignoring the wanton smile and kiss Arvindel blew in her direction, she waited for the man to try bargaining for his life. "I'll tell you what you want to know." "You do not have to." She stuck to her role and smirked, making his face pallid. "I know you were hired by Cardinal Richelieu, paid to abduct any or all of us that you could get your grimy hands upon, and deliver us to his private dungeons. And while I may not have any inhibitions about spending a night of romance with a man, I do have my limits as to what I am willing to do with a man."

 

"Although I'm constantly working on overcoming that little problem," Corina added with a dazzling smile. <Almighty Father…> she sighed. She dug the tip of her rapier into his neck, drawing a tiny speck of blood. "What is your choice, mercenary?" "T-the Cardinal told us you were betraying the secrets of France to that foreigner!" he shouted, showing surprising anger for someone facing death. "He told us you and certain of the Musketeers were plotting treason!" Selene's face became tight with anger, as did Corina's. Not only for the lies spun by Richelieu, but for the reasons that showed the Cardinal was making contingencies.

<If we had killed any of them…> The double-layered plot made perfect sense, unfortunately. Either they were abducted and unable to defend themselves against the Cardinal's charges, or… <We kill them and the Cardinal accuses us of multiple crimes, including men working for the Church. MERDE!> She backed up and saluted the man before sheathing her sword. "What are you doing?" he asked doubtfully. "Seeing through our dear holy man's plots. I can determine by your tone, sir, that you are a patriot of France. But allow me to assure you, we are not traitors, nor do we appreciate such accusations." The man seemed to be thrown by this turn of events. <As if I like the turn things are taking.> He glanced at his people and then back at her. "You shot our commander, woman." "I wounded him, yes. It beats the alternative," she said tightly. Corina came up to her side and sighed. "Selene, I love you as a sister, but sometimes I truly believe that this business of vowing never to take a human life will be the death of me."

 

"That is why I like being a demon hunter," she reminded her partner. It was during one of her first missions that she'd rescued Corina from being a sacrifice to a particularly nasty servant of Hell. "Unlike some examples of humanity who are less stellar than ourselves, I hold the human life to be sacrosanct." "Yes, but still…" Corina nodded to the man who'd seemingly been duped into working for Richelieu. "If this man were about to kill me or, Heaven forbid, an innocent child, and the only way you could stop him was to drive your sword through his heart, what would you do?"

Selene refused to answer, gritting her teeth. However, her partner and closest friend walked up and gently said, "Mon ami, that is one lesson you have yet to learn; codes and philosophies can be perfect. But we mere mortals… perfection is beyond our capabilities." Selene knew that Corina spoke the truth, but she had a hard time accepting it. So she put the issue aside for now and glanced at the mercenary leader, who was receiving aid from Porthos. "Monsieur, you have been told a lie that led to you and your men being injured for no good reason. What do you intend to do about it?"

 

The man's eyes gleamed dangerously. "I intend to find out if you are actually telling the truth or merely trying to cover up your activities." Despite that insinuation, Selene's heart swelled with pride at the hiresword's loyalty to the nation. But she was at a loss as to how to prove their innocence.

// He knows about your fun jaunts into demon hunting, // Arvindel supplied. Selene glanced at him, but he just waggled his eyebrows at her. She knew what he was thinking. <Humans.> Well, this human was not going to allow someone, no matter how high his rank amongst God's servants, to besmirch her, her friend, or their lieges. She said, "Gentlemen, I think I might have an idea as to how to prove our innocence. That is, if you are willing to trust a pair of demon hunting women, a pirate-turned-Musketeer, and a fairy who might be a Prince someday, but for now is a mere nobleman." She loved how Arvindel's smile vanished at her jibe.

*****

Private Residence of Cardinal Richelieu

Paris, France 11 June 1640

 

The man in charge of the Catholic Church in France was not a happy person; Richelieu paced his quarters in agitation. Those mercenaries shouldn't be taking this long! Not only were they actually competent, skilled with weapons, and fairly pliable, they were loyal to France! They'd taken this contract with fervor! Surely they could kidnap one of those humans. He shuddered at the thought of decades of careful planning coming to ruin because of a pathetic demon hunting girl's choice of sleeping partners. Shaking his head, he considered the possible dangers. Not that the girls could threaten him, for he was the ultimate authority once one got past the King, but because if she acted like a woman, chattering on about this or that with a lover, that damnable elven Prince-to-be might actually divine the truth.

 

So it was better to get them out of sight or, barring that, under his control, like when he'd gotten De Winter into his circle. Now that was a woman who knew how to be fun and wicked. Still, the Cardinal knew that all good things come to an end eventually. And while he still lamented de Winter's loss, especially her beauty, he knew that he had standards to maintain. Even if vows of celibacy were for lesser beings… He considered his reflection, imagining himself wearing another shape or face. Stroking his goatee, he thought, <And while being a holy man has been amusing and effective, maybe it's time I considered moving onto bigger and better things.> He arched an eyebrow. <I've always wanted to be a nobleman. Maybe a Marquis…> Any further daydreams were placed on hold when a knock came at the door. Sighing, Richelieu stalked over, his red robes rustling. He stopped and barked, "Who is it?"

"Your Grace, the mercenaries have returned," his aide, a young irritating acolyte, reported through the door. "And one of the women is with them." With a flourish, Richelieu threw the door open and pasted a false smile of cheerfulness upon his goateed face. "Excellent!" he exclaimed, walking out. "Tell me, which one is it? The repented prostitute or the child raised by our dear sisters in Lourdes?" "T-the latter, sir. In fact, she seemed to be quite taken with the grounds and holy art." Richelieu's smile faded and he muttered, "Oh." Just as quickly, he smiled again. "Well then, shall we see just what our dear Guard has been doing with a foreigner?" <Perhaps her respect for the Church will put her in her place.> The acolyte, stupid yet loyal, nodded in agreement. "Y-yes, Your Grace." "Good man. Now, let's not keep our ‘guest' waiting." He took the lead and walked down to the first floor, greeting his servants and guests of the house with a smile stuck on his face. As soon as his manservant told him that the mercenary had taken Selene du Lourdes to his greeting room, he loved the irony of it. Perhaps the girl didn't even know she was never leaving his custody if he had anything to say about it.

 

<It's just too bad I couldn't get that Musketeer in the bargain.> He stopped at the greeting room and the two hirelings standing guard saluted him. He just waved a hand at them and they let him pass. Taking a deep breath and once again pasting that cheerful grin on his lips, Richelieu walked in. He was slightly off guard to see the mercenary leader favoring one of his legs, but he seemed to be healthy otherwise. Despite his lack of love for lucre warriors, he was pleased with this one's reputation; it was well deserved. And good help was hard to find. <Mental note to self; keep this one's name for future reference.> "Ah, my good Captain," he said, greeting the retired soldier and going through the small talk. "I see you succeeded, but what about you and your men? I do hope nothing bad happened." "I suffered the worst of it, Your Grace. After our initial… ‘misunderstanding,' Mademoiselle du Lourdes was willing to see reason."

 

"Oh?" he asked with an arched eyebrow. He knew from very private sources that she had this notion that human life was not to be taken, and obviously it had played in his favor. "What about her companions?" The leader shifted on his bad leg and winced. "They are nowhere to be seen." "Hmmm." He could always find them later, if need be. Besides, what could they do, go to the Queen?

As far as France went, he was the Church. <Plausible deniability is so helpful.> "No matter. Would you mind waiting outside, Captain?" The mercenary clicked his heels together and bowed his head respectfully. Once the door shut, leaving them alone, he gave the woman in the room with him a pleasant smile. "Mademoiselle du Lourdes, how nice of you to accept my gracious invitation." The demon hunter didn't seem to be too resentful, which put Richelieu on his guard. The first thing she did was look downward, as if looking for something. Before he could inquire, she fell to her knees, bowed her head, and clasped her hands together. <Oh wonderful,> he sighed inwardly, rolling his eyes. Going through with the required ritual, he extended his hand, which was decorated with a very elaborate ring. Selene took his hand in her own and leaned forward, planting a chaste kiss upon the ring. Once he pulled it back, the girl whispered, "Forgive me Father, for I have sinned." He blinked twice before recovering his composure. He'd expected the woman to protest, throw a tantrum, or invoke the Queen's authority in an attempt to escape his tender mercies. But to have her immediately go to her knees, tempting as that was, and begin a confession?!? That took all the FUN out of it!

 

<This is really beginning to feel strange.> The Cardinal took on the air of a confessor and tenderly said, "How have you sinned, my child?" If she were serious, perhaps she would leak information that would benefit him. <Of course, she would never accuse the Cardinal of violating the sanctity of confession. > Looking around a little, as if expecting someone to walk in and overhear her admissions, she hesitated. Grinning inside at how juicy this must be, the holy man sat down in an overstuffed chair. "My child, no one will hear your confession but you, me, and God." <Although whether HE listens is debatable.> "Now tell me, child," he said with false compassion but true interest, "what happened that you sinned?" "I…" She hesitated but then went forward. "Today, I came to believe myself capable of taking a human life."

 

Richelieu looked askance at her; this was hardly information he could use. Unless… "What made you come to this belief, child?" The girl looked at him, her brown eyes looking conflicted. "You attempting to discredit my Queen, Your Grace." The look in her eyes became dark and she stood up, defiantly. "And I am here to tell you that your plot has failed!"

 

The man dropped his act and stood up, glaring back at her. "Is that so, my dear?" he questioned her, placing his hands on his hips. "And just how did my plan fail, Selene du Lourdes?" She looked very much like she wanted to draw a weapon, but Richelieu knew that she wouldn't do so; her silly beliefs ran far too deep to commit such a sacrilege. She settled for clenching her fists and lifting her chin. "It was a simple matter to convince the men your hired of our loyalty to France. I came willingly to show them my honesty." "And walked directly into my clutches, dear girl," he countered, giving her a smile he usually reserved for a doomed being. "You cannot believe that you're going to be able to fight your way out of here. Not past my guards and personal soldiers." "I will not have to," she said flippantly. She reached a hand down to the sword at her side and said, "You are going to let us walk out of here unimpeded." Before he could chastise her for even thinking of drawing a weapon on a man of the cloth, he suddenly yelled, "AH!" Pain ripped through his backside and made him jerk forward. He reached around his body and grabbed at his butt, turning to see who'd dared to strike him. To his immense displeasure (causing a mild case of nausea), the person who had a sword out was the woman his "guest" paired up with when hunting down known demons.

 

Still, this was his domain and his authority was supreme here. "WHO do you think you ARE, to assault one of God's servants?!?" he shouted in genuine ire that was building towards rage over someone invading his personal home. "Explain yourselves at once!" While he expected some hesitance in moving against his person and position from the du Lourdes woman, her partner was too practical in defending the Queen against human threats for his taste. Corina Beaubier smirked at him in a way that made Richelieu think of the infernal Irish for some reason. "Very well, Your Grace. We are a reformed prostitute turned protector of her Majesty the Queen, a retired buccaneer turned guardian of His Royal Majesty, and a nobleman who journeyed to our fair land seeking nothing more than entertainment and the company of fun-loving French men and women." She raised her rapier from the area of his groin and poked him in his stomach. "As for explaining ourselves, perhaps you should explain what makes you believe you could possibly kidnap four people minding their own business, so you could use coercion to make them say untruthful things about themselves to be used against their sovereigns."

 

"Well, it seemed like a good idea at the time," he confessed, giving her a tight smile. "But alas for you, my dear, you have inadvertently given me useful information. You have drawn a weapon and used it against a servant of God. What will your precious Queen say when this becomes common knowledge? Or need I remind you, that members of the Church are not subject to laws of the Realm." "Maybe not," that damned Porthos said with a grin Richelieu dreamed of wiping away forever, "but what we can do is report your little escapade to the King and Queen, informing them of your actions against their servants. And while the King may not be willing to remove you for fear of your influence, we have other methods at our disposal." For the first time, the Cardinal felt a slight loss of superiority. <They wouldn't dare! These fools would never harm me!> "You wouldn't dare try to kill me. There are too many witnesses; you could never hope to get them all!"

 

"Non, Your Grace," du Lourdes said as she came around him and joined her comrades, including the elf that could ruin his life. <Although he hasn't done so yet, he must not have that much power.> She coldly, yet still respectfully, explained to him, "While no one in France has the power or courage to remove the threat you pose, well…" Her eyes became distant as if she were daydreaming. "Well, Your Grace, I have always had a dream of eventually meeting His Holiness." He froze at the subtle yet unmistakable threat. And he could see that these two, unlike some servants of the Crown, would follow up on their threat at the earliest convenience. He growled a bit but made no move, as that pesky weapon was still pointing at him. "What do you want?" he snarled, figuring that there would be some blackmail involved. "Certainly you're not naïve enough to ask me to resign." He laughed but the sword poked his robes again, silencing him.

 

"Non, Your Eminence," Corina Beaubier said, sarcasm for his title dripping like liquor from a tap. "What we want is your head on a spit. But, barring that, we are willing to settle for… oh say, five thousand francs of your personal fortune to be donated to various worthy causes around Paris. And then, another ten thousand for renovations to various holy institutions that may have fallen into disrepair during your tenure. Consider it an apology for failing to properly keep track of the plights of your brothers and sisters." She cocked her head and winked at him! "That is something monks and nuns will believe, rather than you saying it was from the goodness of your heart."

<You have no idea…> he groaned. Fifteen thousand francs?!? <Well, so much for leaving this life anytime soon.> He growled at the demands and sneered, "And what do you want, Musketeer? I know you well enough." Porthos smiled and started pacing around the room. "Well, Your Grace, I have most of what I want. And while I could ask for you to find exotic weapons for the Mademoiselles and me to play with, I know you would frown on a peaceful man such as yourself doing such a thing. So…" He put his hand to his mouth, tapping against his lips in thought. He seemed to think of something because his eyes lit up. "AHA!" he shouted, bringing the hand back. Before Richelieu could protest, his nausea became all encompassing as his old nemesis hit a priceless sculpture with his hand. It fell to the floor and with a sound that Richelieu considered a death knell, shattered into a thousand marble pieces. He let out a little mew and choked on the loss of such a heavy investment. As the Cardinal sank to his knees, cursing these young fools, Corina's voice sounded, "Oh, Your Grace, we are so sorry! Please forgive our clumsy friend, he is a sailor and thus not used to walking on land! By the way, Your Eminence, we expect to see proof of your ‘donations' by the end of the month. Adieu!"

*****

 

As they exited the office, Selene was aware of the stunned looks they received from the Cardinal's employees. She was just thankful none of them were stupid enough to attack them and draw attention to the good holy man. She guessed that elven invisibility spells had their uses and she gripped Arvindel's arm, squeezing it and leaning into the tall, muscular Knight. Corina and Porthos were too busy laughing at the outcome of their meeting to engage in sweet gestures. Selene's eyes twinkled with pleasure as she said, "You know, Corina, I am quite surprised you did not take the opportunity to use one of your toys on the Cardinal's precious art objects." "Oh?" her partner asked, grinning eagerly. "Which one?" "That repeating crossbow comes to mind," she laughed, drawing more chuckles from the others. Corina seemed to think about it and stopped, looking back at the room with a disappointed pout. "Hmmm. Maybe next time."

 

"And something else," she said with a grin. "Why carve an ‘x' into his buttocks?"

"What else would I carve? A ‘z?'" "I thought you would carve your initial," she offered.

 

Corina giggled and hugged her pirate while they walked. "A ‘c' curves. I wanted to do something simple." "What not an ‘I' then?" "One line?" She sounded offended! She sniffed and said, "My dear Selene, I am an artiste!" "Agreed," she giggled. She glanced at Arvindel and asked, "Will you be waiting for us at the tavern, mi amour? We have to report to Her Majesty." Arvindel seemed to barely hold his desire in check. "Hurry," he said in a husky, lustful voice. "Don't dawdle." "We won't," she said, grabbing the protesting Corina by the wrist and hurrying out into the waiting sun.

*****

Private Quarters of Selene du Lourdes

The grounds of the Royal Palace Paris, France

11 June 1640

 

Selene smiled when the knock came at her door. She was just finishing dressing back into her uniform after her bath and expected she knew who it was. Standing up and not making her caller wait, Selene neglected to put her boots on and traipsed across the floor to answer the second knock. With a smile of affection, she threw the door open to find… The Queen standing there, arching an eyebrow at Selene's expression. She quickly blanked her face and took a respectful posture, averting her eyes a bit. "Your Majesty," she said softly. "I was just finishing getting ready for meeting some comrades for dinner." "So I deduced," Anne's humor-filled voice said with warmth as well. The voice dropped to a low, "May we come in?" <We?> she thought. Before she could think otherwise, she stepped back. After all, this was the palace grounds, and no one refused royalty something on their own property.

 

The Queen of France walked in, followed by an older looking man in rich red robes. Her eyes going wide, Selene reacted on years of instinct and humility, dropping to all fours and kissing the hem of his clothes. The older man reached down and brought her up to a kneeling position, a look of kindness and wisdom in his eyes. "My child," he addressed her, confusing her because of his English accent, "I would ask you not to act in such a manner, at least not in private. This is your home, not mine." "I-I…" Selene looked to her Queen, who smiled gently. "Your Majesty?" She knew the Queen would understand her confusion. <He is English!> "The good Cardinal has come from Rome, to look into various activities by members of the Church.

 

I have explained some things to him and, while I hold no doubt that our dear Richelieu will unfortunately escape untouched, I hope that others will be willing to save themselves undue punishment by exposing his roles in plots going back years."

"Or in my case, if what your wise and noble Queen says is true," the Englishman added, "I hope to remove those who might still be saved from his dark influences. I would hope that you will see that I have the best interests of humanity and the Church in mind." For some reason, the demon-hunting girl knew that he was sincere. And despite what he might think, she held fast to the belief that Richelieu was a tumor in power and not the rule for the Church. Brother Darius helped her see that whenever she visited him. "What brings you hear, if I may ask, Eminence?" she asked at length. He glanced at the Queen, who smiled knowingly and graciously exited the room, giving her some privacy. Rising back to her feet, Selene looked back at the Cardinal visiting her and he said, "I have had people watching you for some months now, my dear. They tell me that you learned the skills of your sisters very well, and they remember you fondly." He smiled admiringly at her. "And you put their lessons to use in the right causes."

 

Her suspicions at his openness warred with her girlish delight at his praise. "Wha… what do you want of me, sir?" she shyly asked. The man clasped his hands together and asked, "Have you ever heard of the Congregation?" Somehow, she suspected it meant something other than the normal use of the word. She shook her head, playing it safe for now. "I see. Then allow me to enlighten you, although you can never repeat these things to anyone, not even your confessor." She hesitated. <Something I cannot mention even to Brother Darius?> The official waited several breaths while she considered that. Eventually, she decided she wanted to know more. "I swear that only Our Lord in Heaven will hear the words you speak." He seemed pleased by that. "Good, child, good." He walked over to her and placed a fatherly hand on her shoulder. "When I am done telling you about the Congregation, I want to make you an offer, one you need not accept now. Take as long as you want to decide, even if it is for years…"

*****

 

Selene walked into the tavern, having gone through five minutes of scolding from Corina about her tardiness. Unable to tell her why she'd been so long in getting ready, she just weathered the storm of Corina's temper. They walked into the tavern where the rigmarole had started that morning and saw their respective paramours waiting for them to arrive. Porthos smiled in greeting, while Arvindel got up, walked straight over to them, and picked Selene up, twirling her around like a little girl. <God, he doesn't know his own strength!> "Hello, mi amour," she said, locking her hands around his neck and drawing him down for a long, passion-filled kiss. After flattening their lips together for what seemed like forever to the now-dazed Femme Musketeer, she drew back and tried to catch her breath in more ways than one. "So, shall we order dinner or proceed straight to dessert?" "About that…" he muttered, sounding hesitant. Her growing passion came to a halt as she released him and looked into his eyes. He must have read her thoughts, because the look in his eyes was anything but hesitant. He wanted her. "It is not you, cherie. It… that is, Porthos…"

 

"What my dear friend the Magus is trying to say," the pirate said with a laugh that irritated Selene for some reason, "is that when I went to order our rooms, there was only one left." Selene's eyes narrowed suspiciously at the Musketeer. "One. Room?"

With a pained look in his eyes, Arvindel added, "And only one bed." "One. BED?!?" she snarled. She looked over at Corina, who seemed just as surprised; the inn wasn't usually this full! But her eyes became something speculative and Selene followed her gaze to her lover. She turned back to Corina and the two shared a glance. Selene began shaking her head. Corina began smiling. "Please do not tell me you are thinking what I know you are thinking!" she begged. Instead, Corina licked her lips. "This has the potential to become a… very interesting evening."

*****

VAN Ltd. Headquarters Sunnydale, California

Late hours 1 August 1999

 

Shaw woke up and looked around, regaining her sense of the present. Edwin smiled at her. "Sorry for interrupting your trance, my dear, but I felt some things should be allowed to remain private." "No fair," Faith pouted from the side. Shaw shot a dirty look at her, despite knowing Faith was mostly teasing. "Next time let it play out," Gabrielle seconded. The ranger knew that she, unlike Faith, was not teasing.

 

<Goddess…> "I want to thank you, Edwin," she said, sitting up and drawing her knees up to her chin. She was surprised to understand that she'd enjoyed the experience. "That was most enlightening." "Oh yeah," Faith drawled, "finding out I was an ex-hooker who slept with Oliver Platt really made my day. And having to fight Tim Curry…" Shaw gave her a hurt look. "Faith, as someone who once worked alongside prostitutes and defended them from Jack the Ripper, I think that it is not a thing to worry about. We do not know what Corina's early life was like. Perhaps if we learn all the details…" She trailed off and looked to Edwin, who smiled graciously. "You would not mind?" "Of course not. I could make it so that you remember everything about those past lives. But we could wait a while, perhaps until tomorrow?" "Well, I at least learned one thing. Jonathan was right." She looked up at the Heavens. "Your sense of humor is warped!" Gabrielle started laughing, but the others seemed in the dark as to her outburst. <And I would rather leave it that way, thank you very much!>

 

Shaw looked at her sister, who seemed to like the idea of them going on, to an extent. Shaw found herself desperately wanting to know more about past lives. "Gabrielle, what do you think?" she asked, referring more to what they'd learned so far. "And I do not mean about my name!" Her friend seemed to understand that and was willing to keep the joke to herself. "Sure, Moon Elf." Shaw glared at her, but Gabrielle ignored the sunray spells shooting out of her eyes. Her own eyes went between Shaw and Faith before she answered. "There does seem to be a common theme already." When neither she nor Faith could guess what she was talking about, she smiled. "In both your past lives, Faith has been the warrior born and Shaw has been the spiritual one, albeit a fighter in her own right." Shaw felt her jaw opening and Gabrielle smiled at her understanding. "First life, you were a priestess of Scathach. Second life, you're a devout Christian. Although a little naïve about that code against killing. It's nice to know you're a little more practical now." She turned to Faith and Shaw looked at her; she was grinning. "While Faith mixes stuff up a bit. First, you're the older sister trying to protect Edana, second you try every weapon you can get your hands on. You've got the heart of a warrior, we always knew that, but this was beyond what anyone else could have expected."

 

Shaw considered the observation and liked the idea that no matter what incarnation she experienced, she had that connection or devotion to something or Someone greater than herself, even though the thought of being a Catholic was hard to take. In a fit of impishness, she thought, <C'est la vie.> "So is there more or do we have another life or two behind us?" Faith asked. It seemed that Shaw wasn't the only one who wanted to go on. "Whaddya think, King G? We got another ass kicking term in there or what?" "I don't know, Faith," Edwin replied, looking slightly embarrassed by the "King" moniker. "Your first incarnation wasn't until the second century AD, your second was only… three hundred and fifty years ago, give or take. It may be that you've only lived those lives."

 

"Any danger in finding out for sure?" she asked confidently. It was infectious; Shaw was feeling the same. <Because it shows that our bond is true and perhaps everlasting.> She felt a calm inside of herself and gladly accepted it. "I suppose you want to call ‘dibs' on it, Faith?' "Hop off the bed, Hunter, it's my turn!" Shaw and Marion both chuckled as she climbed off of the bed and let Faith take her place, hopping and bouncing like a child. "You don't have any problems with this, Marion? Gabrielle?" Edwin asked, making sure that there were no objections. "None, Edwin. The girls needed this and they want to learn everything they can. It's clearly making them happier." "Darn tootin!" Faith chimed with a grin. "She's right, Edwin. It was important for me and Xena to learn the depths of our relationship. I see no reason that Shaw and Faith deserve anything less."

 

Edwin looked at her once more and Shaw nodded, a smile touching her lips. "As you said, we could learn everything about ourselves there is to learn. I have already found things to think about. Please, let us do this." "All right." Giles' father turned around and took a deep breath. "All right, Faith, let's give it the old college try, shall we?" "Let's rock and roll, Watcher Daddy." Edwin shook his head and said, "If I thought Marion would allow it, I'd leave you a suggestion to limit the number of nicknames you come up with for a person." "Yeah, right. You know the more nicks I give someone, the more I like ‘em. You don't wanna change that." He laughed, caught up in her street-wise chatter. "No, you're right about that. But let us be serious. You both had a busy night and need some sleep. Shaw especially."

*****

The only reason Faith didn't make a joke about slumber parties was because Shaw did need it. She suddenly wondered a bit how she was still up, given being whacked from healing and all. <Maybe she's getting a Slayer-type rush from finding out about us,> she reasoned. Not that she minded; she was loving this stuff. <Not that I'm going to admit it to G-Man. I'd never live it down.> She tried relaxing again and said, "Okay, Edwin. Let's see if the Boston Bad Girl's got one more life up her sleeve." Eddie began doing the hypno-talking and she let him do what he needed to do to get her under. It wasn't easy, mostly because she was a stubborn kid, but eventually, she felt that tug again. She let it take her and this time, rather than caution at what she might find in a past life, she dove in, wanting to find out as much as she could. For her and Soul Sis. <Here goes nothing…> was her last thought before everything went dark.

*****

 

Everything went bright. Too bright! She closed her eyes at the light. <It hurts!> was her first thought. Chaos reigned in her mind, fighting her for control of her emotions and flooding her senses with too much information for her to process and make sense of. She felt hands around her, picking her up and holding her carefully. She flailed about helplessly, a chill running over her entire body. She was terrified, not only of the light and sounds, but also because she felt strangely… alone. She was missing something. Or someone. All she remembered was the dark. Except for that strange, familiar presence in the darkness. She missed both. She was scared! The hands keeping her aloft gently laid her down onto something soft. She felt something wrap around her body and she tried to fight it with all her strength. She couldn't budge it, she was too weak. Her instincts began dulling a bit as whatever she was trapped in warmed her body up and vanquished the cold. She began to feel a little safer but kept her eyes closed tightly, still crying aloud. For some reason, she didn't feel right. Something felt… strange.

 

She felt herself being lifted again and she finally chanced opening her eyes, no matter how much the light hurt! She was just about to close them when a face filled her field of vision. She saw a woman smiling down at her, her face lit up with love and joy. She looked exhausted but didn't seem to let it affect her.

 

Instead, the woman with the wet silver hair plastering her face, and light green eyes beamed at her, talking to her softly so as not to frighten her. Somehow, it made her feel less afraid. But she still felt strange and as if she were missing something. That familiar presence. In her still rampant confusion, she caught one thing that somehow made sense to her. Something spoken by that tired person holding her. "Silmakila."

She felt herself being shifted around and suddenly something new came into view. A tinier form, staring back at her with light green eyes, a skullcap of dark hair tight on her head, and pointed ears. She didn't know how she knew this, or what it meant, because she was still trying to overcome her instincts of terror from her violent entrance into this light!

 

She still felt strange. But it lessened a bit when she finally felt the presence come back to her. Somehow, the thing she was looking at was what she'd felt in the darkness with her. This was the thing she had been missing! Her instincts knew that but her rational mind was too slow to make sense of these sensations and… feelings. Where did that come from? Why did she know things she had no concept of? Why…

Why did she feel strange… She passed out, her fear and feeling the presence and love from too many directions exhausting her and putting her under the spell of sleep.

*****

 

Awareness came back to her, but only partially. The light wasn't so bright now, but for some reason that strange feeling was stronger. Somehow, she knew it wasn't good.

She cried out, still unable to coordinate her limbs. She was so weak… She opened her eyes, hoping to make sense of what was happening. Instead, she saw the woman who'd looked at her so lovingly. She wasn't smiling now. She was crying.

How did she know these things?!? She didn't understand! The feeling hurt! It wouldn't stop! <Make it go away!> she screamed. The lady who loved her picked her up and held her, making the fear go away a bit. But she still felt strange. She couldn't understand. Before she could cry out again, everything started going dark. She was going to sleep again. She…

*****

 

"FAITH! Come out! Come back…NOW!" She cried again. It was too loud! She flailed a bit but couldn't move!

The instincts of a newborn infant and the rational intellect of a young woman were at war. Lifetimes passed in an instant. Seconds dragged on for eons. <Help me, damnit!> Kerri du Kaaveti, Corina Jacqueline Beaubier, Faith Patricia Reilly Pryce, and… Silmakila screamed together. Four separate identities, one shared soul. "Faith, when I count to three, you'll wake up. One… Two… Three!" The darkness exploded into light.

*****

VAN Ltd. Headquarters Sunnydale, California

Early hours 2 August 1999

 

Faith woke up in a cold sweat, shaking like a leaf. The images haunting her had vanished, forever scattered and lost. Somehow, Faith didn't care. She didn't want to know what true chaos was anymore. <Okay, now that was major Wiggsome!> However, she regained her composure with Irish attitude. "What the HELL was that?!?" she demanded from Edwin. "You were supposed to hypnotize me, not drop me into some Timothy Leary-land!" He had a somber look on his face, prompting her to look around and see what the Hell was wrong. Marion had a haunted look on her face, like she was remembering something really, really bad. A quick stare at Gabbie showed her face was the same. What the heck did they have in common… She shuddered as it dawned on her. <They both lost kids. Auntie lost her baby way back when and Linda this year.> She looked at the one person left in the room, hoping she wasn't going through that bad stuff too.

 

Instead, Redeye was crying her heart out. Before Faith could say it was okay, it was just a screw up, her Soul Sis' face crumpled and she turned and bolted, racing from the room and slamming the door so hard it made her cringe. "What's wrong with everyone! It was…" It hit Faith in that second. Everything that had confused her. The crying, the way an old lady looked at her like Linda and Joyce did, that funky ass word that she knew, even though she didn't speak but one word of Shaw's crazy elf lingo… she knew what it had meant, and what it had been. <Oh Gawd…> The rest snapped into place and she felt the same urge to cry her eyes out like Shaw. Hunter'd gotten the idea and realized what she'd seen because she'd recognized that word. <Silmakila.> Again, she didn't speak a word of Elvie, but she knew that name was important. For that one simple reason. It was a name.

It had been her name. "Oh shit…" she whispered, looking at Auntie M for permission. <Please!> "Go to her." Marion was really sure. "Go and tell her it doesn't matter." It did matter, but not in the way Auntie said it didn't matter. She jumped off, Edwin clearing her way. She ran to the door and flung it open, hoping to catch Shaw before she lost her head and did something stupid, like trying to find a way to kick the Big Guy's ass. Personally, she wanted to do it too.

*****

 

She didn't even have to go ten feet. Soon as she stepped outside Shaw's room, there she was, sitting against the wall. Her legs were drawn up to her chest, arms holding them there, and she was bawling for all she was worth. Okay, the first life had ended pretty badly, but this was something Shaw could've done without. <But I wanted to know. And it's right that she knows.> She realized that Shaw hadn't known, or she would've reacted a little better. Her heart aching but still soaring with elation now that she totally understood every single thing there was to know about their sister thing, Faith crouched down next to her sister and reached out to hug her. "Hey, Sis. In more way than one, huh?" Lady Tuvok's voice was a whisper between crying. "I-I… I never knew. They never told me…" She shivered and gasped, "Oh Goddess… I don't think they knew…"

 

She started shaking again but Faith just held her. "I figured it out, Hunter. I got it. But it's okay." Shaw pushed her back and Faith saw all the stuff they'd been through, from demon ass kicking to the whole night flashback sessions, catching up to her and draining her control to nada. "Faith, you… we…" Her head just started shaking, like she couldn't find the words. Faith knew what part of the problem was. Pointy-eared twins from Shaw's mudball had that Psychic Friends thing going, letting them see through each other's eyes. She said, "Maybe some of that twinnie thing passed through to me in this life, Shaw. Think about it; when we saw each other, we felt it. Although I hope I'm not gonna be looking through your eyes when you and Lucky Charm do the deed…that would be too Wigsome, even for me." "FAITH!" she shouted, although she looked half embarrassed and half ready to laugh at her attempt at cheering Shaw up.

 

"Shaw, look." She looked around, trying to figure out how to say what was on her mind and in her heart. <I'm Irish, this should be easy for me.> Finally, she sat on her tush and leaned against the wall as Redeye looked at her. "Listen, Shaw, I'm not going to say it was a picnic, not everything. Especially our dying in Scotland and what I just went through, but…" She sighed and leaned her head on Shaw's shoulder, everything finally catching up to Slayer Supreme. "We know a lot more about ourselves than we did before. And in a good way, damnit. I got no regrets. Besides, between you and me? Personally, I like the idea that we're fated to be together, no matter what. We're true soul sisters, thanks to the Powers that Be. The Big Guy, She Who Can't Decide What She Wants To Be Goddess Of, Corey the Head Elf Type God, whoever. I don't care. We'll always be together."

 

Shaw continued to on cry, but she calmed a little. "But… to think that you and I… that we could have been…" "I know. And it probably would've been great." She shrugged but smiled at nothing as she stared at the wall, thinking about their collective fates. "But I think we've done a damn fine job as it is. Kicking Roman ass, fighting demons, Slaying, you name it. Hell, if that twin thing had gone through, we might be like Buff and Dawnie, always bitching at each other with Slayer Mom caught in the middle. As it is, we're as much sisters as sisters can be." "I thought we knew that last part in April," Shaw noted tiredly, but Faith could feel she was smiling. She could feel it. "I was on a roll. Not often I get to do the philosophical type stuff." She took her head off Shaw's shoulder and looked at her. "You okay? With everything?" "I would not have thought I could learn so much in one night, Faith," she said, blushing blue all over again. "At least, not about myself. And not about what we share."

 

"Yeah, I know." Faith reached up and moved Hunter's mop top out of the way of her face. "But I want to know something, and you're the one who'd know. What did it mean?" When Shaw looked at her, lost, she said, "Sis, I saw Mo… I saw Mommy Redstar. She…" Faith swallowed at the memory imprinted on her. She knew it'd fade like a dream in a while, but for now it really made her think of Linda's eyes whenever she dreamed about her. "I saw how much she loved us, Hunter. It makes me think we both got gypped, you know? But she was talking and stuff, but I remember one thing. What did my name mean, huh?"

 

She knew Shaw'd recognized it. She looked at the floor again and she was starting to bawl again. {Silmakila,} she said, using Elfie lingo. "From ‘silme' and ‘makile.'" "What's it mean? Come on, names mean something for everyone. I wa… Let me know, huh?" Shaw nodded and looked her in the eyes. "I know it would be a perfect name for you, the warrior half of us." Faith smiled; she liked this already. "It means…Sword of Starlight. Or Silver Sword." "Instead of something lame like Bright of the Grove?" she teased, expressing the meaning of Shaw's given name. "Yeah," Shaw said, using American speak for once. "Faith, I…" Then she wrapped her arms around the Dark Slayer and hugged Faith tenderly. "I love you. I always have and I always will."

 

She sniffed back a few tears and whispered, "Ditto, Sissy." Then Faith smiled. "And something else to think about." Shaw drew back and looked at her with a puzzled expression. Faith grinned as an evil idea popped into her head. "Hunter, I was a pointy-eared girl like you for… two days, I think." When Shaw's eyes got misty again, she hurriedly added, "Shawukay, that means for two days, I was Allie's great-grandkid, too! What's gonna happen when Sabrina finds out!" Shaw searched her face for lots of heartbeats before that smile came back. Faith felt like cheering but waited for it. "I think she shall require a very stiff drink to find out that she is related to you." "Bitchin! I can't wait to see the look on her face, can you?" NOW the half elf laughed heartily. "Goddess, no!" "Then let's motor!"

 

Faith pulled Shaw to her feet with her Slayer strength and the two went to hunt for Teen Witch, laughing at the mind's eye picture of Sabrina's reaction they shared via their connection. They strolled together, an arm over each other's respective shoulders, saying, thinking, or do nothing else, but feeling. Feeling one thing. Faith smiled. <Feel the love!> she mused to herself, sounding for all the world like some smarmy New Age guru.

 

College Blues (Or, A Witch's Guide To Higher Education)

 

Summary: A young woman arrives in Sunnydale and reflects on her impending college education. Of course, you know what happens to daydreamers in Sunnydale..... they get bailed out by one of our beloved heroes.

Author's Notes: This story takes place in mid-August 1999, between Bidding For Your Business and Dating Blues 3.

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Prologue: Welcome To Sunnydale

(Home Of The Sunnydale National Forest, California’s Best High School Burritos, Two Local Colleges, And. . . Oh Yeah, Its Own Doorway To Hell)

City Limits

Sunnydale, California 19 August 1999

 

"Ladies and gentlemen," the bus driver announced over the vehicle’s speakers, "we are now entering Sunnydale. We should be arriving at the bus depot in about fifteen minutes. For those of you continuing on to Los Angeles and San Diego, we will have a forty-five minute layover for routine maintenance. Thank you for your patience."

Most of the passengers accepted the announcement with a shrug or no reaction at all. Two of three, in contrast, sat up straighter and gathered their portable belongings or prepare to get off the Greyhound at the earliest opportunity. One rider, however, just watched the trees zing by in the darkness. She caught a glimpse of the sign as the bus’s headlights illuminated the large wooden board. <Welcome to Sunnydale,> she read off the sign denoting the city limits. <Enjoy your stay.> She hoped it was a good omen. The young blonde-haired woman leaned her head back against the seat and thought about the events that had led to her arrival in this town over two thousand miles from the only life she’d ever known, and her own reasons for leaving.

*****

Part 1: College Bound

(I Know How John Boy Feels; I Had FOUR Sisters Bugging Me For Rides ALL The Time)

Maclay Residence

Morristown, Georgia 15 August 1999

 

Tara watched through her bedroom window as her father pulled out of the driveway, heading for work. She waited until she was sure that he hadn’t forgotten anything that would force him to return before she could enact her plan. After thirty minutes, she knew she was in the clear for at least six hours.

 

The eighteen-year-old woman sent up a silent prayer to whatever Gods had smiled upon her. She turned from the window and walked to her closet. After opening it, she paused to glance at her watch. <Three hours,> she thought. Tara felt a rush of emotions; the bus would leave in three hours, five hours before her father would return home from work. That would give her, if fortune continued to smile upon her, a head start before he would realize she wasn’t coming home. <I’m sorry, Dad, but I just can’t live here anymore. I have so much I want to see and do, and I can’t do that in Morristown, or under your thumb. Not with the way things are. And not…not without Mom or Grandma.>

 

She hastily tossed her clothes in her suitcase; she didn’t have much. She then went to the bookshelf and removed the small collection of special books she’d inherited from her mother. The woman had passed away when Tara was very young, but the Maclay female had inherited both her mother’s gift and curse. Passing a hand over some of the spines, Tara packed them in the old suitcase as well. She locked it with a double "click" of the latches. Taking a deep breath to steel her nerves, Tara gripped the handle of the suitcase and left the bedroom for what she hoped would be the last time.

*****

 

Tara knocked on her brother’s door. The door opened and a lanky, redheaded boy two years older than she stared at her. Billy looked amused at her as usual. "Yeah, whaddya want?" he asked, scratching his head. "I-I-I…" Tara began, trying not to break out of her course, "I need a ride into town. Can you take me? I couldn’t catch Dad before he left." "Awwww, c’mon, Tara," Billy groaned loudly. "I got better stuff to do than drag you around pickin’ up your stupid witchy stuff. Ya know how Dad feels about that." "No…no, Billy. I don’t need ingredients," the young Wicca told him. She ran a hand through her long blonde hair. "I…I need to buy some new clothes. Some of my stuff is just worn out." Billy stared at her in suspicion. "No stupid stuff, like toads, newts, or fairy dust?" "A shirt, some jeans, and maybe a dress," Tara archly informed him. <I have enough spare money for that to make it look real.> "And I know you can check out the new racing magazines." She knew that she was close to convincing him, so she offered more bait. "And I have enough to treat you to lunch at Big Jake’s."

He smirked at her, obviously thinking he’d just gotten the better of his "stupid little sister." Tara fought down a smile as he told her to let him get dressed. She went downstairs, grabbed the keys to his car, and rushed outside to throw her hidden suitcase in the trunk before he saw it.

*****

Big Jake’s Diner

Morristown, Georgia 15 August 1999

 

Tara chewed her bottom lip as Billy pulled their car into the parking space. She avoided looking at her watch. Knowing that she had slightly less than thirty minutes before the bus left, she was cutting it close. She looked to her older brother and gave him a forced smile. "Thanks for bringing me, Billy." He snorted and she knew why; she’d taken two whole hours to pick out just two summer dresses and a pair of clogs. Tara just ignored him and thought about the plan she’d begun last fall.

 

The young witch, wanting to escape the oppressive nature of her family, had secretly used her father’s computer to search the Internet for possible options for continuing her education after high school, something that Mr. Maclay would never have permitted, had she asked him directly. Tara had been overjoyed to find that several colleges across the country accepted applications through the Internet. Tara had then secretly gone to the Post Office, where she had purchased a private post office box, a bargain at only twenty dollars for six months. She had sent out a number of applications, both over the Net and through the postal service. On the same rainy day in March, she had received the letters she’d been praying for; an acceptance letter from a college and the stunning bonus; the approval for an academic scholarship for less fortunate students funded by an international charity organization called VAN, Ltd., which provided millions of dollars of aid across the globe.

 

Tara smiled as she remembered the way she had clutched the letters to her chest, one accepting her to the Sunnydale branch of the University of California, the other being the proof of her fully paid scholarship. She had locked herself in her room for hours, just staring at the letters that would let her escape this dismal life. She had money she’d been saving for years, so she knew she could buy a bus ticket when the time came.

<And now the time’s come,> she thought, determined to see this through. <I love you, Dad, I do. But I just can’t do it, not like it happened to Mom. And I can’t let it control my life. When I turn twenty, I’ll deal with it.> A thought crossed her mind. <Maybe I’ll find a way to deal with it before then. Maybe… but I can’t do that here. I want a life of my own. I’m sorry.> "Well, are you buying me lunch or not?" Billy demanded. "I swear, ya make me drag ya all the way out here, y’all better keep your promise, Tara. Ya know what’ll happen if ya lie, don’t ya? In two years…""I k-k-know, Billy," Tara said, her stutter coming forward as it did when the notoriously shy girl was nervous. "I-I-I promised." "Damn right," he drawled. He sat back in the driver’s seat. "Now go grab my food." Tara meekly moved to obey, or so she pretended. <All right, there are some things I won’t miss.>

*****

Tara got the massive cheeseburger heaping with ketchup and mustard, a large order of fries, and a medium Pepsi. After paying the cashier, she walked out of the diner. Stopping halfway between the door and the corner of the building, where the parking lot sat, Tara sent a hurried glance around to make sure no one was looking in her direction. The Wicca reached her hand into a pocket and pulled out a small amount of crushed herbs. She threw it up in the air and gripped the lunch order with both hands to hold it under the falling concoction.

 

"Lords and Ladies of the night Aid those under your domain.

Grant upon he who breaks his fast Gentle slumber once again."

 

The food glowed with a pale blue light for a heartbeat. Once it faded, Tara hurried back to the car before her short-fused brother came after her. She opened the door and climbed in. "Here you g-go." Billy yanked the burger and pop from her and made her hold his fries for him. He took a massive bite out of the sandwich and chewed hungrily for several seconds before swallowing. He took a big sip of Pepsi to wash it down. "Aaaaah!" he sighed with pleasure, Tara watching intently. "Yeah, that hits the spot, Tar. I…" He blinked in confusion, a wave of drowsiness washing over him. He shook once and said, "Like I was sayin’…" He didn’t get any further before his words faded into a deep, nasal snore. The instant the spell took effect, Tara made sure he was comfortable then glanced at her watch. <Twenty minutes!> she realized. She slid the keys out of the ignition and slid out of the car.

She popped the trunk and, glancing around to see if anyone saw her, took her suitcase out and set it on the ground. She started to take the keys back to the seat, but stopped. Tara considered what would happen when Billy woke up, about two to four hours from now. Thinking furiously, she decided to do what she could to stack the deck in her favor. Glancing at the open trunk, Tara moved and lifted the mat that covered the jack and spare tire. She dropped the keys in there, assuming that her brother would do everything he could to find his keys before admitting such a goof-up to their father. The witch threw the carpeting back into place and gently guided the trunk down until it locked into place. <No sense in taking chances waking him up,> she reasoned. Giving one last look at her slumbering brother, Tara lifted her suitcase and dashed across the street to the bus station.

*****

 

Tara watched the trees zing by in the sunlight as the Greyhound rolled its way out of Morristown. She caught a glimpse of a sign at the side of the road. <So long, Morristown,> she thought, shivering as the full impact of leaving home settled upon her. She then read the words under the announcement that she was leaving the town. <Y’all come back now, you hear?> She shrank in her seat to give herself the illusion of privacy. <Like Hell I’m ever coming back.> The West Coast bound passenger laid back and closed her eyes, attempting to catch whatever sleep she’d be able to on the four-day trip.

*****

Part 2: Reading The Fine Print

(It’s The Stuff They Don’t Put In The Travel Brochures That You Have To Watch Out For)

Sunnydale Bus Depot

Sunnydale, California 19 August 1999

 

Tara was startled back to the here and now by a low, friendly, "Miss?" "Huh?" she said as she jerked in response, blinking her eyes to regain her awareness. Glancing up, she saw the bus driver watching her with a kind smile. "I-I’m sorry. I must have been d-daydreaming." "That’s okay, Miss," the driver said. "The last passenger just got off. You’re only about three minutes behind." Tara’s face flushed as her shyness reared its head, but she gave him a timid smile. "Thank you."

"No problem. Take care of yourself, okay?" "Uh, s-sure," the woman said, wondering why he’d say something like that. She stood up and snatched her suitcase from the overhead storage. "Thanks again."

*****

 

Tara walked into the bus depot and looked around to get her bearings before deciding what she wanted to do. She finally walked over to the information desk, where she saw a number of brochures on Sunnydale, Los Angeles, and other towns within reasonable driving distance. Figuring that she should get the 411 on her new home, she picked out one of each brochure before walking off to get something to eat before hailing a cab.

*****

 

Tara sat at the snack bar table, nibbling on her chicken salad. The Sunnydale travel guide was packed with information about the town; the highlights like the local parks, Boardwalk, pier, the beach, and the National Forest; local residential areas, including apartment complexes; the forty-three churches (or forty-four, if one believed the urban legend); the two colleges, including a bit on UC Sunnydale; and some of the local businesses like the Summers Art Gallery, the Espresso Pump, and a nightclub called the Bronze. She was interested in one shop; the Dragon’s Cove. If the so-called magic shop proved to be genuine, she could probably find all kinds of ingredients to work on spells she’d only been able to read about in Mother’s books. It would also give her the opportunity, perhaps, to meet other practitioners of the Craft, assuming there were any in this small town. <If there are, maybe I can find someone to teach me. Not that they could ever replace Grandma,> she thought with a pang of sadness. <Or better yet, maybe I can find someone for a more personal relationship.>

 

Tara wondered how her father would have reacted if he had ever learned about her leanings in that direction. She knew it wouldn’t have been favorable. Most likely, he would have claimed it was a manifestation of the thing inside of her, the legacy of an old family curse. <Which is just one more reason I had to leave,> Tara thought. A pang of regret worked its way through her system. <I did the right thing. The right thing for me, at least.>

Finishing her salad, Tara threw the trash in the can and retrieved her luggage. <I hope there’s a cab outside. I’d hate to have to carry this to the dorm.> As she approached the main entrance, she noticed a row of pay phones. The travel-weary witch angled toward them and set the suitcase down. She dialed Information to get the number of a cab company and called it. They told her a cab would be there in ten minutes. Feeling in much better spirits than when she’d first left Georgia, Tara happily walked out of the station to wait for the cab. Tara strolled through the parking lot to keep the cabbie from having to drive all the way up to the door. As she weaved her way through rows of parked cars, she felt like she was being watched, although she was certain she was the only living soul in the lot. She stopped, turned around, and scanned the entire area. Seeing nothing, she laughed at her paranoia. <Like Dad or Billy have any idea at all where I am!> She shook her head. <You’re free, Tara Maclay. You made it to college and there’s no one who can ruin it.> Her cheerful musing lasted until a rough, calloused hand clamped over her mouth.

*****

Part 3: Cool Monster Hunter

(One Often Has To Wonder; If Your College Is On A Hellmouth, What The Hell Are Pledge Weeks Like?!?)

Sunnydale Bus Depot

Sunnydale, California 19 August 1999

 

Tara’s muffled screams vibrated against the hand keeping said screams from gaining anyone’s attention. Her first panicked thought was that her father had done the impossible and tracked her here. That idea died when she felt the superhuman strength in the arms of her attacker. Also, the hand acting as an improvised gag was very cold, despite the warm California night. Her attacker dragged Tara into a nearby alley. As her heart raced and adrenaline flooded her being, Tara felt something flare inside of her. Her attacker stiffened and staggered back, unintentionally releasing the terrified teenager. A loud gasp of pain accompanied his reaction. Tara turned around to face the man who had accosted her and saw a monster. The man, if it qualified as such, had ugly ridges over his forehead, sickly yellow eyes, and long sharp canines jutting down from his upper jaw. "I don’t know how you did that," the man said, feeling an apparently sore jaw, "but now, I’m gonna make it slow and painful."

 

Tara suddenly realized, with crystalline clarity, what she’d done; she’d manifested her magical powers into an effect without an incantation. Her Grandma had done it before; telekinesis, pyrokinetic effects, and telepathy. Tara, however, was weaker and had only pissed this guy off. <If there was ever a time when I wished I was twenty already, it would be NOW!> The creature advanced on her. She tried to retreat but soon she was trapped against a brick wall. As she pressed herself against the unyielding surface, she tried to think of a spell to use. The yellow-eyed monster smiled with sickening intent. "I’ll give you a choice, girly-girl. You can see it coming, or I can bite your from behind. Take your pick." Tara narrowed her eyes in concentration. <If I can do it once, I can Do. It. AGAIN!> She felt a second flare of Power. Her opponent’s head snapped to the right, like he’d been punched in the jaw. An audible impact acted as proof to Tara’s success. The creature staggered back a step before righting himself and glaring at her, his inhuman eyes ablaze with fury.

 

Tara had room now and tried to cast another desperate spell. She knew in her heart that he could reach her before she finished. The bestial human snarled at her and charged. Tara continued to chant, determined to finish her enchantment. It turned out to be unnecessary. The thing stopped before he had taken two steps, skidding to a halt as if he’d been grabbed by the scruff of his neck. That turned out to be the case, as a feminine hand clamped itself onto the thing’s right shoulder. The monster was spun around by that hand, only to spin back around when yet another blow struck his chin. <How can this guy’s jaw still be in one piece?> Tara thought in amazement. She could only watch as the thing that had attacked her turned to face the threat.

 

The boogeyman hissed, but the unseen rescuer’s response was to grab both of his shoulders and give him a nasty head butt, the sound of colliding craniums echoing through the alley. Tara winced at the sound. Tara watched as the creature was lifted and thrown toward the entrance to the alley. As he landed awkwardly, she got a look at the girl who’d rescued her, if only from the rear. Her impromptu bodyguard had a great figure, Tara could tell that much. She noted the black motorcycle jacket with metal studs decorating the shoulders, a pair of what had to be the tightest (not to mention the only silver) leather pants Tara’d ever seen, and heavy brown boots. A wild mane of dark brown hair flew all about in kind with the woman’s graceful movements.

The villain rose to his feet, somewhat unsteadily. The wild woman didn’t give him a chance to recover. Before Tara’s dumbfounded eyes, the woman in leather threw two wicked roundhouses that finally broke the monster’s jaw, only to follow up with a front kick to his gut, and an elbowsmash to the back of his neck, sending the thing down on all fours. The woman reached into her left pocket and pulled something out. She lifted it with both hands and stabbed downward with all her weight. The pointed object punched through the thing’s back with a "shuk." Almost instantly, the thing vanished in an explosion of ash and dust particles. <What in the Lord and Lady’s names. . .> Tara marvelled as the soft wind scattered the remains of her attacker. She glanced back up and saw her rescuer smiling at her. "You okay?" the girl, who was certainly no older than Tara, inquired with a New England accent. Tara didn’t answer right away; she was too busy staring at the gorgeous teenager responsible for saving her life.

 

That free-flowing brown hair framed an angelic face with the most luminous brown-green eyes Tara had ever laid eyes upon. Looking downward, the witch saw a perfect chest only half-hidden by the low necked, high-cut, stomach bearing red tank top. The five-foot-five woman was proportioned perfectly in every way. The girl cocked her head and asked, "Uh, you’re not in shock, are you?" Tara blinked, bringing herself back to reality. "Oh, uh…no! N-n-no, I-I’m all right." Honest concern reflected in those hypnotic eyes. "You sure?" "I-I-I’m sure, I-I just…" Tara worked to slow her breathing. "I-I’m kind of shy. S-sorry." "Hey, we’re five-by-five," the other girl shrugged. "Uh, look, you can’t tell anyone what just went down. It’s top secret. Real Double-Oh-Seven type stuff." "B-but I…" Tara stammered, trying to make sense of this. "I-I know that t-there are t-things. I…" The girl stared at her for several seconds, zoning out a bit. Her mouth curled again into that winning smile that made Tara want to melt into a puddle of goo. "Oh, you’re a witch! You know not to blab then. Cool."

 

Tara’s stomach felt like it dropped to the ground. "How d-did you k-know I’m a w-witch?" "I’ve got this kind of mystic Fuzzbuster. Or as B calls it, my Spidey-Sense." The girl cocked her right eyebrow. "You’re pretty low on the totem pole though, ain’t ya?" "Excuse me?" the baffled Tara asked. "You know, low powered," her company explained. "You’re pretty new to the whole ‘Blessed Be’ club."

 

"Well, uhm… I have a lot of training from my G-Grandmother," Tara confessed, "b-but she died a few years ago. And I d-didn’t have many chances to work on my p-powers where I lived." "No prob. But let me give you the scoop," the fighter told her. She waved an arm around. "This burg’s built on a Hellmouth. Really short version, we get vamps and demons from all over. We have a Rambo-type unit that keeps ‘em in line." "You k-kill demons?" Tara asked in dread. "Just the bad guys," her savior explained. "Some of the vamps, we popped their souls back in ‘em and they do the undercover bit for us. Few of the demon dudes are snitches for us, others just wanna be left alone, so we leave ‘em alone." "What about you?" Tara asked, surreptitiously glancing over the girl’s body once again. "Me, I’m a Slayer," she answered with a smirk. Tara blinked several times. "Slayer?" "Yeah." The leather-clad babe grinned fully. "One chick in all the world, who gets to fight the bloodsuckers and demons wherever they throw their keggers and kick the crap out of their unlives."

 

"Wow," Tara said, secretly admiring both the girl’s role and her figure. "You’re like, way-cool monster hunter." "Bingo," the "Slayer" said, "shooting" Tara with double finger guns. "Anyway, I’d love to chat, but I gotta book. More hineys to boot and cans of whoop ass to open. Sure you’re okay?" "Y-yes, I-I think so," Tara answered. As the so-called Slayer turned to leave, the witch blurted, "Wait! What’s your name? Do you g-g-go to the c-college?" "Nah, I got a year left in the high school," she groused. "As for the higher learning, I got some friends starting there. You’ll probably hook up with some of ‘em in class." Tara struggled to hide her disappointment. "Oh. Anyway, I-I’m Tara." "Faith," came the girl’s answer. She flipped the girl a salute and said, "Remember, watch your back, Terror!" Then her beautiful savior walked off into the night. "Terror?" Tara asked, quite puzzled. "Nickname thing! I do that to everyone!" came the laughing response. She heard a fading, "See ya on the flip side!"

 

Tara just stood there, thinking about what she’d just learned. <Hellmouths, vampires, demons, girls with super strength, soldiers fighting demons?> A chill ran down her spine at the thought of a military unit hunting demons. However, it did strike a thought within her. <Wait. She knew I’m a witch, why didn’t she feel… because it isn’t out yet.> As Tara returned to the parking lot to gather up her belongings, she considered what the girl named Faith had shared with her.

 

For the first time since leaving Morristown, Tara Maclay asked herself the same question thousands of new college freshmen have considered every fall, albeit for completely different reasons. <What the Hell have I gotten myself into?>  Somehow, she believed the answer was going to be very interesting. To say the least.

 

Pilgrimage

 

Summary: A young hero decides to take a day out of her summer vacation for a road trip to the last place any sane person would want to go (the Hellmouth) to see things happen, think about what others have said and remembered about those events, and to experience one of their favorite pastimes for herself, just to see if a so-called "legend" lives up to its reputation.

 

Author's Notes: This story takes place in August 1999, about a month after In Perfect Harmony and during Dating Blues 3.

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Prologue: Volunteering

(In Some ‘Hoods, ‘Neighborhood Watch’ Means Something Totally Different!)

East Side Teen Shelter, East Side

Los Angeles, California 25 August 1999 - Late Hours

 

I’m still reading bedtime stories to the little ones when the leaders check in for the night. I stifle a sigh, gently smile, disengage myself from the tykes holding out against sleep, and stand up. At times I still get some amusement from the way the children stare at me. You’d think that they’d be used to someone so attractive as I after eight months. Being runway model gorgeous can be such a bother. No, I am not arrogant about it, but I know how to take advantage of it. As one of my favorite aunts always says, "If you got it, flaunt it."  She certainly does. I shove the book back in place and walk over to Lily, my boss. Well, she’s technically my boss, since she runs the shelter. But I’m only a volunteer here; I don’t do this for money. Part of it is knowing that maybe I can make a difference to those less fortunate than I. Mostly, it’s because it helps me learn how things are done here. Sometimes it’s not so different, sometimes I’m totally frustrated by the devolution...

 

"Lily?" I say, rapping on her door with my knuckles. She glances up, looking tired. I know that look; it’s paperwork exhaustion. Been there, gotten out of it more times than I care to count. "They’re here." Her drowsy face breaks into a tiny smile. "Thanks." Lily puts her paperwork aside and leaves her office to greet our "visitors." I decide to make myself a not too silent partner and listen in. Yes, I know about the Lost Boys and their ongoing war against vampires and demons trying to covertly invade the neighborhoods in this section of Los Angeles. How could I not? We arrived here the very night their original opponents were wiped out by... them. I shudder again at the thought of those who helped them that night. But their war did not end there for Charles and his crew; next came the Immortal sword-for-hire trying to kidnap Alexander, followed by the demons opening an automobile theft ring, then the Knights Templar of the demon set; El Eliminati, who bloody came here in April to test their skills against the Lost Boys in some form of stupid honor duels. It seems they’d heard about Gunn’s skills as a "modern day knight errant." Of course, that’s when the Lost Boys happened upon Juan and I holding our own against those idiots and asked us to join up.

 

Hey, I am a firm believer in honor and the like, but the second lesson I had drilled into me by the original Sword Sister was that honor doesn’t mean much if you aren’t around to enjoy it. Always use the efficient, clean way before resorting to overkill. I follow that advice most of the time, but sometimes, overkill can be fun, especially if you look good while doing it. Yes, it’s that aunt’s influence again. <Americans,> I sigh with a smile. The Americans currently in front of me are arguing about the lack of activity the last four nights. My friend Jaina is wondering aloud if we should’ve let the Japs, never mind that I’m half-Japanese myself, handle the vamps two months ago.

 

The Japs. Oh Goddess, how could I forget! Oh yes, let us not forget, my having to reveal part of the truth to Minoru Takahashi in June to settle a three way confrontation between us (Juan and I had joined the Boys at this point), a two-hundred vampire strong group establishing a drug ring, and a bloody yakuza clan intent on taking over the vamps’ trade! I remember my Watcher cursing the day he was born and every day since (a soooooo long time in itself) when he found out that I’d revealed the truth (to an extent) to the oyabun.

 

I’m still glad I didn’t tell him everything else, like my bluff that was needed to add to my credibility and have that Father Figure cease his attempts to take over the vampires’ drug trade. We’re still on something of a war footing, but we’ve turned the tide in our favor and have no intention of letting it slip away. I decide to bring up the facts to my flamethrower-wielding comrade. "I think you should know something, Jaina. If those ‘bloody Japs’ had continued fighting the vampires, one of two things would have happened. We’d be caught between two armies and treated as an obstacle to be swept aside, or we’d be allied with the yakuza, and in their debt." I shake my head. "And as I’ve said before... once in the debt of a yakuza, always in the debt of a yakuza."

 

"Which is why you went and met with him," Charles says with a firm voice. I watch as he looks over my leaders (so to speak) in turn. He turns back to me and again, I feel myself smiling. "Tell me, girl, what do you think we should do? Is this the calm before the storm?"  Not for the first time, I wonder if we should’ve kept ourselves away from Slaying, since the Boys now know I have some experience with vampires. They think it’s from my parents working for secret branches of the UN. If they knew the truth... I surreptitiously glance at my hands, which are braced on the table. As is often the case, my right hand catches my attention. I look over the pink flesh and unpainted fingernails that everyone sees while I consider my answer. Be careful here, Slayer...

I stare back into those beautiful chocolate eyes of Charles’ and give him my patented resolve look. "I’ve been keeping track, Charles." He winces. I smile because he always does that when someone uses his first name. "It seems to me that they’re either lying low, or getting ready for an offensive." I glance at Rondell, who’s still the only one who gets on my case as an "outsider." I know the truth; he’s just kidding and I pretend that it irritates me. After all, I "paid" for my membership with blood. To think I was actually glad that Eliminati stabbed me in the left arm. If he’d stabbed the other... "But with the defenses here and at the hideout, I think we’re more than ready for them."

 

It still gets to me sometimes, referring to the ‘we.’ For the first time, I’m experiencing more than a family feeling in the fight; I’m sensing the camaraderie that we young people have when fighting for a common goal. Is this what it was like... I correct myself, remembering where I am, when I am.

Is this what it IS like for them? I shake it off; hello, business at hand. "I think they’re gathering their strength," I finally say after considering the possible paths the future might hold. Wish I knew more about that... "But I think they might finally understand we have the strength to defeat them, especially if we call in the Zombies. They may be bailing on us." Charles and Jaina look surprised by my observation. Jaina shakes her head. "Sister, you got a lot to learn about vamps. They ain’t smart enough to bail when the getting’s good. They’re all, ‘feed, feed, feed.’ You’re wrong about this one, girlfriend." I smile at her. "Possibly, yes. I am merely offering the scenario." I shrug. "Not that we’re that lucky." Jaina’s reply mirrors my own. <No shit.> "It’s a good idea, though. Good thinking, K-Z." He holds my gaze for a second longer and it makes me wonder; is he just giving me silent congratulations, or is there something more? Och, what I wouldn’t give to have it be so. But I still wonder; how would the girls, especially Jaina, react if I acted out on what Juan says is my attraction to the one bloody American in the entire group that’s not intimidated by me being two inches short of six feet tall.

 

Sorry, too many times I’ve had boys intimidated by my height once they realize I’m that tall without heels or platforms, which I love to wear anyway. Adds more weight to the kicks... "Thank you," I say with a nod, hoping my eyes don’t betray that I want him. I still wonder if he feels the same. Thank Goddess it’s not to the point where I’m dreaming about him. Yet. "Charles, you know I’ll be out of town tomorrow. Can you cover it?" "Geez," Jaina mutters, more to get a shot at me than with real venom, "you’re the confident one, ain’t ya Prom Queen! ‘Least you get a summer vacation! Makes me wonder why you spend it hanging here." She knows why I do, but being the tough women we are, we don’t admit it. Sometimes I think women aren’t so different from men in that regard. "Just covering our asses," I quip. "What ass?" she snaps with a smirk. "Don’t see one there, honey! All you got going for you is that Gail Devers sprinter bod with the legs that go on forever and a day. Guys in this hood aren’t the legman type. They gotta have bootie!"

 

Is she telling me I have no chance with Charles? Maybe I haven’t hid it as well as I thought. Maybe I’ll talk to her when I get back; I have more important things to handle right now. Something long in coming.

 

Charles is speaking to me but my mind’s elsewhere; I know what’s going on right now and I remember the effect it had on people. I shake myself and glance back at him. "Sorry, was in dreamland."  "Just wanted to know where you’re headed, in case we need to reach you," he says. I enjoy the concern he shows for me. <It’s for all the Boys,> I correct myself. I hedge my answer. "I’ll be back the morning after next, Charles. If you need to contact me, just use my cell." The answer seems to satisfy him, as he turns to other business. I keep a sigh from escaping my lips. I could hardly tell him I’m going to scope out the Hellmouth. After all, it’s high time I discover if the legend I’ve always wanted to experience is true.

*****

Part 1: Keep The Motor Running... Heading Down The Highway...

(Someone Should Never Have To Pick Their Shots To Visit A Tourist Attraction.

Of Course, Some People’s Ideas Of Tourist Attractions Differ From Most People)

Revello Drive

Sunnydale, California 26 August 1999

 

I watch as she enters the legendary Slayer House to talk to her. I see the worry in her body, the tension she wants to unload on some convenient target. She’s always that way when she has something bothering her; time’s hardly dulled that edge. I feel the longing in my heart again; I want to see them, to interact with them, to tell... "No!" I hiss to myself, shaking my head. I cannot do that, it might change too much. Even though Aunt Shaw told me that precautions had been taken and that she knew I wouldn’t screw things up, I still have to watch myself. I wonder if the youngest one’s in there as well? I always wondered why she wasn’t Chosen like the rest. Of course, there were the differences in her younger years. And at this point in time, they have no idea what... Contemplative much? I’m here for the long haul and I enjoy it here, despite the ancient articles I’m forced to use.

 

I smile as the dark haired woman struts out of Slayer House. Watching her self-confidence and attitude is inspiring, as it brings back memories of where I come from and what I learned from my teachers. I don’t follow her—I’m not stupid. I just wait until five minutes after she’s out of sight to turn on my Firebird and drive off. I’ve only been here an hour and have far too much to observe.

 

To me, this is akin to a devout Christian visiting the Vatican or the Holy Land, or a Muslim journeying to Mecca. It’s something I had to do. A homecoming of sorts...a pilgrimage.

*****

 

I prowl through the school grounds and the college complexes. They won’t be here; I’ve studied their patrol routes. Even though it’d be fun to see them in action, just to see what I might aspire to be someday. I always wonder if I’ll be able to measure up to them, but I know it’s no more than a pleasant fantasy. Besides, I figure with what’s happening elsewhere, they could use the help. Yes, rationalizing things can be a good way to do things you want to do. For me, it’s spending a night in their shoes. Emulating one’s heroes. Like I’m the only person to do that... well, all right, the only one who doesn’t limit it to the realm of imagination. I fail to find any less than desirable elements seeking knowledge, or an easy meal, in the halls of academia and decide to head for one of the cemeteries. I’ll check one of the smaller ones, since they’ll likely cover the major ones, not to mention the teen scene. This teen for one intends on making her own scene. Walking briskly and humming to myself, I play bait on the way to the next stop of my spiritual quest.

Please note the sarcasm.

*****

Part 2: Observing How To Score In A Cemetery

(GET YOUR MINDS OUT OF THE GUTTER!!!!)

San Luis Cemetery

Sunnydale, California 26 August 1999

 

I finally score some action about ten minutes after hitting this cemetery on the outskirts of Sunnydale, near some unincorporated Ventura County property. I’m minding my own business when five Undead American boys and girls decide that I’d make a dandy meal. Granted, I’m not hard on the eyes in the least, but these are vampires. So of course that means I get to engage in that time honored tradition known as Slayage. My sense of humor comes from several relatives, clan or no. What can I say? I had good influences in my youth. The first vampire tries to pretend he’s alive.

Although, he actually might be trying to... what’s the word in the here and now? Score? Yes. I hardly think so, old chap. I mean, really. What self-respecting Slayer would ever engage in smoochies with a vampire?! He is cute for a vamp, though, and he had been an African American before he was turned. So, to slake my curiosity, I ask him a question. "I was wondering if you could put my mind at rest about something, if you don’t mind." He smiles gently at me. "Sure thing, girl." "Is my bum too small? I mean, being a brother and all, do you think I have enough ‘bootie’ to satisfy a typical African American guy?" He is taken aback for a moment before he drawls, "Hell ya, honey! You’ve got a great butt! It’s nice and firm with some wicked muscles back there. I’d say your cushion is real conducive to pushin’! So, whadda ya say...you want me to take you for a test drive?"

 

I smile sweetly at him and say, "I am so sorry," I knew my bum was just fine... take that Jaina! Now it’s time for me to continue with important things like seeing Sunnydale as it is. "But I have other plans. And getting the hickey that never heals from you isn’t on my ‘to do’ list." I wonder what quip will work here. I search my memory for appropriate puns based on the situation; I almost file them like I have a computer for a brain. The vampire in front realizes I know what he is and charges me, keeping his face human at least. Good, I don’t have to see his ugly side. DAMN! THAT line so would have worked here! I am just not as good at being flippant like Aunt Elizabeth... I decide to get his attention before dusting him. As he tries to send me crashing to the sod, I step to my left, turn halfway, and crouch. I send simultaneous strikes into his torso; an elbow to the gut while my right hand palm strikes his ribs. My superior hearing picks up the slight cracking sound, but I know he’s still intact. Pity.

 

As he staggers back from the sudden ceasing of his momentum, I backhand him across the jaw with my left hand and follow up with a jumping crescent kick that hits him in the same locale. He spits fang as he falls to the ground. His cronies stop in their tracks and eye me fearfully. I smile. "Oh come now! Don’t tell me you’re frightened of little ole’ me!" The lads show some smarts, backing away as their friend staggers to his feet. He warily stares at me and whimpers, "Slayer. I heard there were Slayers in this town; you’re the brunette one."

 

"In one!" I say happily, reaching over my shoulder with one hand and under my coat with the other. "I suppose my public relations firm is earning its keep since you’ve heard of me!" The vampire peers at me, as if comparing the reality to what he’s heard from his peers. <Goddess, do I know that feeling.> Finally he says, "Funny...I thought you’d be...shorter." "Whatever." I draw my sword and my SPL Mk VI Type B. I hold the sword in a kendo position and point the other weapon at the vampire. Seeing the barrel pointing at him, the lead vampire acts in a typical fashion (i.e., a stupid manner) and charges at me. His bellow is meant to distract me, but fails miserably; I’ve had my backside, however flat Jaina likes to claim it is, verbally chewed and literally kicked by the masters. A single pull of the trigger sends the ruby-colored beam shooting into Dead Boy’s head. After the familiar scattering of dust, his friends react. Two run for their undead lives while the two vampire bitches decide to build a rep by taking down a Slayer.

 

Funny, this Slayer would hardly add to their reps. I note that it won’t be simple this time; both demons are equally pissed off and determined to end my existence.

Oh well, to work. I leap into the air and somersault over my playmates, landing on my feet with my back to them. With the precision that comes from years of training with living legends, I execute a reverse kick into a girl vampire’s stomach. As she doubles over, I use the extra room vacated by her upper body to swing my katana around. I revel in the feel of the cool, carved ivory dragon’s scales in my hand as a simple flick of my wrist and arc of my left arm make the moonlight glint off the 15th century blade. Scratch one vamp. I turn to face my final foe and put away the SPL; no reason to waste energy like that. Girly vamp goes into demon mode, showing off her game face and snarling. I just punch her between the eyes with the hilt of my sword and watch her yellow eyes cross. I have been known to operate by the KISS principle from time to time. I bring my sword overhead and down, slicing the vampire’s head in twain like a cabbage.

 

I know Aunt Shaw always told me that the human neck is an easier target than the heart, but the head’s even larger. The fact it always grossed my fellow students out was icing on the proverbial cake. As she dusts, I look around and extend my senses again. Sensing no bloodsuckers in immediate range, I relax a bit. I replay the battle in my head and compare it to what I know and heard about them.

Of course I come up with ways that they would have done this more easily and taken down all five. I sigh. Sometimes I wonder if I’ll ever be as good... On the other hand, I do feel a sense of accomplishment; they’re short handed here and I know what lies under this little town. Goddess knows, maybe I just made it a bit safer for people. When people die on my watch, I take it personally. Say what you will about locking emotions down during a fight, they drive me to be almost as good as them...

*****

 

I’m completing my patrol (I no longer deny that’s what this is, stepping into their shoes as much as I can, just for one night) of the cemetery when I hear voices. Unfortunately for me, they’re voices that signal a clarion call to my memories.

I spin on my heel and run deeper into the cemetery. Finding a tree next to a mausoleum, I spring while in full sprint and grab onto a branch. I swing myself up and into the leafy bough, hoping that the hunting skills taught me, by the very people approaching ironically enough, will keep them from discovering my presence. I focus on the two women that appear from the shadows. They’re on guard, discussing the two fleeing male vamps they had dusted (thank you!) and I look for holes in their defenses. Maybe I can learn something before they teach me what they know someday...

 

I feel the beginnings of a headache coming on as I think about my past, which really sucks a bit because what’s in the past is not in the past... you see, this is why TM was my least favorite class. It gave me migraines. I watch as the tall, voluptuous redhead talks sweet nothings amidst shop talk to the petite blonde woman next to her. I feel the familiar sense of wonder, just like what I felt at Revello Drive. Of course, these two are the same as always; fierce and ruthless when the need calls for it, but so full of love for their subjects and each other. I especially focus on the deceptive-looking blonde Queen, knowing what lies beneath that sleek, muscular exterior. No, I have no leanings in that direction. It’s just that I know if push came to shove, she’d kick my arse if she got the drop on me. Amazons are like that. And this one, with her past... Not for the first time, I wonder if it’s a coincidence that I carry her name. I mean, Mum and Da were never involved in the fight like others in the family.

 

But again, I suppose I might find out someday. Watching Gabrielle again, I reach up and grab the pendant I’ve worn for years. Goddess, I wonder what her reaction will be when she finds out. Of course, the Goddess might have told her already. If not Gabrielle, then I don’t see Her telling anyone. Sonja and Gabrielle pass out of sight but I stay put; I’ve heard too many stories of how these two would sucker opponents into thinking they were gone or falling into a trap, only to get it sprung back in their faces. I smile and hope that I’m more fortunate. Twenty minutes later, her Royal Blondeness (as she’s called by that irrepressible Aunt I mentioned earlier) and the Battle Maiden of the Steppes return. They must have found the cemetery empty. <Gee, how did that happen?> I innocently wonder.

 

Putting my mind back on business, I pull out the item I carried tonight, just in case I’m discovered. The thought of using it on Sonja and Gabrielle, especially Gabbie, fills me with dread. I don’t want to imagine ever causing them any harm. I’d rather die. Quite different than the government types I took it from when they came to investigate our arrival... Of course, fixing their brains and watching them sing like the Blues Brothers seemed like a good idea at the time... I barely avoid snorting as I sat in the tree. If you’re going to dress like those prats, you have to expect something of that nature to happen to you eventually. Especially when you try to take my arm off. Literally. Sonja and Gabrielle stop and talk a bit about their patrol and what’s going on. It makes me shiver to think of what’s happening as they chat. I thank the Goddess when they stop and start making out below me. Unlike some people I could mention, where I come from such things are accepted. They spend four or five minutes kissing and pressing their bodies against each other and I wonder; how can they make it last so long when other romances fizzle out? I’ve never learned their secret, at least not yet.

 

Headache again, and not from the kissage below. Finally they part and decide to head home for chocolate ice cream. I’m at a complete loss to understand why Sonja’s breathing so hot and heavy while her eyes glaze over at the mention of mere ice cream. Maybe it’s the chocolate. Being a chocolate fiend myself, I can sympathize, but I don’t get that excited about it!

*****

 

Part 3: Sacred Ground

(When You’re Not Into Alternate Religions, You Take Your Holy Sites Where You Can Get Them)

VAN, Ltd. World Headquarters <<Formerly known as the Cybertronics Building>>

Sunnydale, California 26 August 1999

 

I gaze at the building with mixed emotions. Awe, since this is where it all started. Frustration, because I can’t go in and get another look at the artifacts dug up from all over the ancient world. If it has to do with Amazons (Greek, Turkish, African), it’s here. Separated by region to show the individual cultures, yet together to show the sisterhood that bound them together. I remember what it was like once. I spent some good times with them. I broke my own, self-imposed rules about following anyone I came across and followed the Royals back here. They stopped by to check on their emails or attend to some affair of state, I suppose. The kingdom waits for no one, not even Her Majesty herself. I watch for a while before finally saying, "Screw this." I have more to do and only a few hours left in the night to do it. I head out, driving back towards the center of town.

*****

Sunnydale High School

Sunnydale, California 26 August 1999

 

I stalk the hallways with a cool, deliberate pace, taking as long as I can to soak up the proverbial atmosphere. I feel the ghosts of the past watching me as I intrude here. At least I feel like an intruder; I don’t belong here. I know where I’m going before I even deliberate where to go. I likely won’t even go to the second floor to see the Lab. There’s one place I have to go; I have to go.

*****

 

I open the doors and walk in. My eyes slowly pan around and my mind wanders. I daydream about them being in here, talking about this crisis or that Armageddon or whatever month’s prophecy. I imagine myself amongst them, one of them. In a sense, this is where it all began for me too. It was here that the groundwork for my creation, if you want to call it that, began on that day in February...

 

Again, I repeat something I’ve said more than once, and my voice echoes in the quiet of the book-filled room. "The hardest part about growing up with your kin being your heroes..." My voice trails off. "Is trying to measure up to their legends." I feel a lump in my throat as I consider the triumphs and tragedies they suffered here, only to become stronger for it. I haven’t had that happen to me yet, not even when Uncle died in the crash and... I look at my arm again, remembering the guilt on my Aunt’s face, even the glimmer in her eyes when we said good-bye before I came here. To this day, I don’t understand why she felt that way; things happen in life, sometimes in the grand scheme of things, sometimes just because they just...happen. Like my coming here. I had to do it to make sure things go right. No ifs, ands, or buts.

 

Surrendering to my fantasies, I pick out a random table and sit next to it. I run my hands over the wood, considering how the sensations differ from left to right. I wonder; which of them sat here, how many times, and for what impending doom? I glance over at the archaic computer sitting off to the side and think about how hard it must have been for Willow Rosenburg, having to hack into files with that fossil. That’s another thing; why do they put up with antiquated equipment when a tweak here or there would have made things so much better? I giggle at the thought of them lumbering through anything. It just doesn’t "compute" with the stories I heard as I grew up. The thought about my own pragmatism makes me wonder about them again. I don’t see them being "pragmatic" about anything; they cared too much and tried to make sure everything came out all right in the end. Even though I know differently, I still feel the same way.

 

I like to think it’s how they were at this stage. Maybe that’s one area in which I can be the equal of those who had a hand in creating me; we take each death personally. I fight the urge to pick the lock on the office door and go through his things. It’d remind me too much of the Watcher I left behind. Then I shake off the sense of loss and reconsider my urge again. Perhaps just a peek at the old books he has or just to be morbid and take a souvenir, maybe his favorite shot glass. I smile at that fleeting thought, then reject it. Aunt Elizabeth would be glad to know that her most aggravating sister hadn’t totally corrupted me. Taking one final look around the place that will one day become a shrine, I turn and walk out, leaving the library and its ghosts behind.

Now, before it’s too late. I have a final appointment to keep. It’s time I experienced the one thing they all called a legend. Unlike keeping Juan and myself secret until the time is right, this is one thing I want to verify to my own satisfaction.

*****

Romero’s Pizza

Sunnydale, California 26 August 1999

 

I spend five minutes in line, waiting for the girl behind the counter to ring up the man in front of me. Her friend is helping out, twirling the dough and laying out the ingredients. So that’s how it’s done! Unlike some misconceptions about England, the one about Britons not being able to make fine pizza is true, at least where I grew up.

I move up and realize that the girl, Alison by her nametag, is waiting for my order. I try to ignore the suspicious look she gives me as I decide to go through with this and experience Aunt Shaw’s and Elizabeth’s "legend" for myself. I place my order and wait. Alison blinks at my voice and I know why; they must not get many foreigners here. She regains her composure with a speed I envy and punches in the order. If she’s not going to comment on a Scot in Sunnydale, I’m saying nothing. But now I’m going to have the so-called "legendary" Romero’s meat lover’s pizza. Sometimes, I wonder if I’m too much of a smart ass for my own good...

*****

Epilogue: A New Perspective

(Moving On And Putting The Moves On)

Exiting Sunnydale, California Early hours

27 August 1999

 

I step on the gas as I pass the sign. I glance at it. You are now leaving Sunnydale. Come back soon. I hope so. I sincerely hope so.

*****

East Side Teen Shelter, East Side

Los Angeles, California 27 August 1999

 

Well, this is my final week before school starts. I can’t believe I’m attending bloody UCLA. It’s bad enough what Juan puts me through at the house, but to have to take his classes in Archaeology? To quote Aunt Elizabeth, "This ϋbersucks!"

Don’t get me wrong, I like Juan. Especially when he regales me with stories about his last pupil who carries my name. Then again, I think it’s just to keep me from becoming too depressed over not being able to join the team myself. He has been concerned about this rise in demonic activity in Central America. The databases we’ve hacked indicate something major’s about to happen. The name Kahad keeps popping up. I know the name from somewhere, but again, my knowledge can be sketchy. I don’t have a perfect memory like some librarians or red headed witches. I let myself drift back to last night. I saw some of them. Of course, while I can see the faces of some of them, others still elude me. I haven’t met everyone, even growing up. But I still got a thrill over being that close and, even though it was for but an instant; I saw them in their glory. Such as it was, considering I did some of their work for them while they were playing hug hug, kiss kiss. But from that I also let myself imagine that I was actually a member of their team. I dreamt about that last night and enjoyed replaying every detail.

 

As for coming back, I have mixed feelings, although most of them are on the positive side. Juan knew what I’d done, but rather than mutter under his breath about how stubborn I can be, he listened and understood. It didn’t stop him from bringing up how much I risked having Sonja and Gabrielle see me, but on the whole, he approved of how this has satisfied my curiosity. At least for now.  It’s also made me realize something about myself; I’ve been so blinded by wanting to experience what they experienced, I almost forgot that despite everything, I’m my own woman. I need to live my life for myself and I haven’t been doing that, at least not to the fullest. Maybe that’s part of the reason I did it. Maybe, just maybe, it was to see the differences between the others, and myself so I can appreciate what I already have here.

 

I have a mentor who isn’t too old and crusty. I have friends I can be open and sarcastic with. I have my own team and a leader that I actually admire all the more because he doesn’t have any paranormal abilities. His normalcy makes what he does all the more special. Maybe in a sense, he’s more of a hero because of it. Then again, he’s got a hot body, too. I watch him talking to some of the people in the shelter. He cares for more than the Lost Boys; he cares for the ‘hood. My eyes narrow at that thought; even though Juan and I live in a nice place, I like it here.

I consider this my "’hood," too. Maybe what I’ve been searching for, that connection, isn’t to be found amongst legends. At least not yet. Maybe... it’s right before my eyes.

I finish my painting and drop the brush in the bucket. I take a quick glance in the mirror to make sure my face isn’t too smeared and wipe my hands on my coveralls. Yes, I might take inspiration from fashion knockouts, but I know when to draw the line between form and fashion. I saunter over using the Dark Slayer’s walk and tap Charles on his shoulder. He turns and smiles. "Hey, K-Z! Looking good, girl." "Sod off," I say good-naturedly. I feel an uncustomary shyness before looking back into his eyes. I feel lost inside those chocolate orbs, so much like my own; dark brown bordering on black. "I wanted to ask you something. A... a question." I realize that I might have to ask another. "Or two. Depending on how you answer the first one."

 

"Oh?" he asks, cocking an eyebrow. He seems amused. "What’s the first one?" I want to thank him for the smile and kick him in the bloody balls for finding this so bloody amusing. "I..." I decide to Hades with this, I’m going for broke. "Are you seeing anyone?" I wait for what seems like an eternity for his answer. I look over that smooth scalp of his, glimmering in the lights. His eyes, the slim body... Goddess, even absent Slaying my hormones run rampant. It’s almost like I’m the runner and they’re the bulls in Spain. And I know what that’s like. No, I didn’t run with the bulls; I was too busy staking the vampires trying to slurp from the bulls the night before. Finally the skin around the edge of his eyes crinkles as he smiles. "No, I’m not seeing anyone. And I think I know your second question." I feel myself blushing; it’s times like this I hate being pale-skinned. I envy Charles since you can’t tell when he blushes. "And yes, I’d like to go out with you. Hell, I was wondering what your uncle’d say if I did ask you out."

 

I blink. Goddess, Juan’s been all but using shock therapy on me to act and see if anything might actually happen. I’m here for good; I have to make a life here. I swallow as we stare at each other and wonder; what could happen here? Believe me when I say that this is one time I’m not getting a TM migraine. I nod jerkily and say, "Actually, he doesn’t mind." "So you wanna go out?" Charles asks. "I..." What’s wrong with me? Goddess, if they could only see me now... I stare at the hunk of salty goodness in front of me and gather the courage I’m rumored to possess. "Yes, Charles. That sounds nice."

"How ‘bout tomorrow, then? We’re on patrol tonight, but the SWAT dudes will handle it the next three nights." "I’d like that," I reply. I give him my best smile. I don’t think it’s too sexy when flashed by someone wearing paint-smeared clothes though. "Patrol tonight, dating tomorrow." "Fine," he says, his laugh doing nothing to betray his nervousness. I nod and leave to prepare for our patrol through the ‘hood. As I practically float into our "locker room" and start pulling off my clothes, I wonder how he’d react to the truth if he knew. Since I’m alone, I hold my right arm in front of my face. I concentrate and the pale, Caucasian flesh shimmers to a metallic silver. Other than the color, there’s no difference between left and right; my right hand even has fingerprints and fingernails. They thought of everything. I change back and decide that whatever the future might hold for Charles or me, it doesn’t matter right now. I always did live one day at a time, and that hasn’t changed in recent months. But I find myself thinking more and more about the Lost Boys I’ve fought beside all spring and summer. They don’t have the same skills that they do. They don’t have the same motivations. They’re normal people fighting for their streets, not humanity in general. But somehow... I finally realize what it is that makes me feel this way. I’ve always tried to hold myself up to the standards set by them, wondering what it would be like to run with legends. That’s the difference here, the difference between the Scooby Gang and the Lost Boys. The Boys might not be them, but they’re mine. They’re my team.

 

Somehow, that seems to make the whole bloody difference. Mum always liked to quote someone who said, "The destination doesn’t matter so much as the journey itself." Well, I made a journey last night and found out things I hadn’t realized about my friends or myself. Maybe that’s what the journey, the pilgrimage, is truly about; not seeing the icon of your dreams, but rather knowing that you had the courage to make that pilgrimage. That’s something to think about, but later. <Later,> I promise myself as I reach for my tools; katana, shuriken, guns, and other essentials. Philosophy can wait; I have more important things to do now. After all, I’m Kenzie the Vampire Slayer, favorite niece of my aunts Shaw and Elizabeth, rumored to be the second coming of both the Dark Slayer and the Dark Amazon, the apple of my parents’ eye, and scion of living legends. But I’m also a Lost Boy. And my friends are waiting for me.

 

The Section Seven Chronicles - Calendar Girls (5700 words)

 

Summary: This particular story depicts a Wandererverse adventure featuring the New Amazons and the men who love them.

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Cybertronics Building, V.A.N. Ltd. Boardroom

10 June 1999 1930 PST

 

"Christ, B," Melissa Scully overheard Faith whisper to the bottle-blonde Slayer, "if Blondie doesn't shut her yap in the next minute or so, just stake me and put me outta my misery!" Melissa squirmed in her chair as Gabrielle finished her report.  Glancing about, she noted that Buffy and Faith, the nonvoting members of Virtual Amazon Nation, Ltd.'s board of directors, were nearly in a coma.  That realization led her to relax somewhat.  Although she was nowhere near the level of warrior as most of the women in the plush boardroom, she was certain she would have the motivation to outrun everyone except for the two Slayers. If they were still out of it after her little presentation, she believed she might be able to keep her head a little longer. "Well," drawled Gabrielle, "it would appear that our relief efforts to feed hungry women and children in famine areas is a rewarding, yet dry subject."  Then she tossed a mock frown at Cordelia and Andrea in response to their wide yawns of apathy.  "Now on to new business.  The last item on our agenda is our Director of Health and Human Services' presentation regarding a new means of funding our relief efforts.  She believes it could also provide funds to support our search for the lost descendants of the ancient Amazon tribes.  Melissa..."

 

She stood up and surreptitiously checked to make sure she had unfettered access to the door for a quick escape.  "Thank you, your highness.  Princesses, directors, and Slayers," she started, then cleared her throat.  "Although raising money from contributions has been a rewarding process and has catapulted our efforts to rebuild our nation for the next century and beyond, it has come to my attention from various sources that contributions alone won't provide consistent funds for our endeavors.  Other charitable organizations, in an effort to supplement donations, have chosen to sell some sort of product to augment their revenue." Dana Scully pursed her full lips as she regarded her older sister.  "Missy, what sort of product can we market?"

"Yeah, right," Maxine said.  "What could we push supernatural security services or potions?" Melissa bit her bottom lip.  "Er...actually, I think...we could follow the lead of that ladies club in England...the one that sold calendars filled with pictures of the ladies in the club..."  Then a trickle of perspiration trailed down her chest and nestled uncomfortably in the valley between her breasts. At that moment, Willow 'eeped' and asked in a hushed voice, "Wasn't that the one where they posed with no clothes on?"

"Well...yes," Melissa stammered.   "But ours will be different!  No nudity...just a little sexy, that's all.  Everyone would be fully clothed." "Fully clothed, huh?" "Yes, Faith."

"Too bad, M," Faith drawled and glanced down at her own body.  Then she eyed Melissa appreciatively and shot a saucy look her way.  "No guts, no glory." Stunned, Melissa shook her head.  Andrea then snapped, "Oh great!  Look what you did to poor Willow.  She's apoplectic!"

 

Willow had stopped breathing; her face had turned almost as red as her hair.   Gabrielle sighed.  "Willow?  Sweetie?"  The little witch turned and regarded her Queen.  "Honey... breathe." Willow forcibly inhaled.  "Wow...oxygen definitely an issue there!"  Then a concerned look clouded her pixie-like face.  "Um...no one else sees light green and purplish spots floating in the air, right?" Buffy smirked.  "Don't worry, Will.  They'll go away after your head clears."  Gabrielle regarded Melissa with hooded eyes.  "Who would take the photographs for the calendar, Lady Scully?" Melissa gulped.  Gabrielle had called her by her formal title, which meant that she had better provide an acceptable answer.  "Lady Croft, the famous photojournalist, my Queen."  Melissa chuckled inside.  Two can play at that game, she thought. An awestruck Maxine said, "Wow...the Tomb Raider herself!  That's so bitchin!"

 

The Queen stroked her chin for a moment, before a broad smile flashed onto her face.  "I think it's a splendid idea, Missy," she chirped.  "Do I hear a motion?" Dana smiled and announced, "I move that we adopt Melissa's plan to pose for and produce a calendar with the understanding that the proceeds will go to fund our relief efforts and operations." Cordelia said, "I second the motion." The women looked around the room at one another.  Cordy said, "Well, duh!  I seconded the motion, didn't I?  I'm in." "Me, too," Amy chirped. "Why not?" offered Maxine. "Although I can't imagine why anyone would want to see pictures of me," Jenny muttered, "I'll do it."

 

Willow scoffed.  "Puh-leeze, Jenny!  You'll probably be the most popular month!"  Then Willow looked down at her hands.  "Do you think I could pose, too?" Faith, trying to be helpful, offered, "Why not, Red?  I'm sure there'll be some yahoos out there who are into the 'Lolita' trip Hey!"  She yelped, "Why'd you kick me, B?" Ignoring the Dark Slayer's outburst, Gabrielle flashed a gentle smile at her Wiccan princess.  "Please do, Willow.  We need to show our best to the world." Willow's chest swelled with pride.  "Okay, then.  I'm in, too." "Ditto for me," Sonja said.  Gabrielle smiled at the scarlet-maned warrior, took Sonja's hand into her own, and brought her long time lover's hand to her lips for a tender kiss. "Ewwww," Cordelia moaned.  "Make me yack!  No 'Ellen and Anne' PDA in front of impressionable young minds, if you please!"

 

After clearing her throat to draw everyone's attention away from the Warrior Princess's politically incorrect diatribe, the Crown Princess said, "I'm sure that I speak for both Scully women when I say we're in, right Missy?" Melissa nodded. "Unfortunately," Andrea murmured, "I can't do it...I'm supposed to be dead to the Centre." "That's true, my Lady.  It is a crime that the world is to be deprived of your beauty," Gabrielle said and Andrea blushed.  Then Gabrielle added, "I'll pose as well.  That leaves three open months." Just then, Faith cackled.  "Hey, team, don't get your panties in a bunch!  B and I will pose, too.  Right, B?" Not sounding certain at all, Buffy said, "Er...sure.  I guess so." "Thank you, Slayer Pryce and Slayer Summers," Gabrielle noted for the record.  "That leaves one slot.  Who can we get to fill it?" The room fell silent for a long moment before a knowing, wicked look spread across the Dark Slayer's face.  "I know.  I'll get Religion Girl to do it." Amy snorted.  "Shaw?  My uptight, shy, priestess cousin Shaw?  No way!"

 

Faith defiantly regarded the teenaged witch.  "WAY!  Since you don't have faith in my powers of persuasion, why don't we have a little action going on the side?" Amy stared at the brunette for a second before a sly grin touched her lips.   "Fine.  Name your stakes." "A racy 'arrest me' red string bikini from Bimini Swimwear." "Is it on sale?" "'Til Sunday.  How 'bout you?" "Prada leather skirt from Neiman Marcus." "Cool." "Okay," the blonde nodded, "you've got until Sunday to get her to do it."

Faith smirked.  "You're on, Sabrina."

*****

Willy's Bar

01 November 1999 2000 PST

 

< My life just sucks, > Willy thought as he resignedly set the newly washed glasses on his bar. Three vamps who used to be members of the Hell's Angels were hassling some human bikers near the pool tables in the back.  He knew he shouldn't get in the middle of the fracas, but he wanted to avoid an altercation that would lead to significant property damage and possibly drive his other customers away.  Although violence wasn't much of a concern for the hardcore demonic clientele and bikers, he wasn't as certain of the sensibilities of the new customers who had started coming to his establishment, like the professorial looking guys, the military types, and the frat boys.  For some reason, these folks outnumbered his old clients two to one and business was booming. 

 

The only reason that came to mind for his reversal of fortune was the presence of the Slayers and their playmates.  Whenever they came in to roust the place, they seemed to attract a lot of attention, particularly of the male persuasion (except for the little red witch who for some reason was popular with the distaff clientele as well), both demonic and human.  Willy snorted.  < So where are they when you need them,> he mused. He stepped between the vamp that was 'Wilt Chamberlain' tall and the burly biker and snapped, "Hey, hey!  Not in here, okay?  If you've got a beef with one another, take it outside!" The vamp scowled and hissed at him.  "What's this?  The Slayers' little bitch is telling me what to do?" Willy smelled the alcohol on its breath and swallowed a hard lump lodged in his throat.  "Hey...I just don't want no trouble, that's all.  Why don't we just settle down and I'll get you and your friends some packets of human blood," then he turned slightly to regard the biker and his group, "while I get you guys a bottle of my best whisky."

 

Suddenly, the vamp growled and said, "I've got a better idea, you little weasel."  Then he grabbed Willy by the throat and pulled him toward his open mouth and protruding fangs.  "How 'bout I drain you?" Willy wheezed and coughed.  "Wait...wait...let's not be...hasty..." The vamp sneered.  "How does it feel, Willy...to die, knowing you're nothing but a pitiful excuse for a human being and a bitch for the Slayers and their ho's...?"

"Well, it's probably better than being dusted, fangboy." Everyone in the room turned to regard the source of the New England accented taunt.  Faith strode into the bar dressed in the micromesh, formfitting body armor fashioned by Xanatos Industries for VAN.  To her left stood Willow in her leather-like micromesh body armor with a fringe of red enhancing her cleavage while the Scully sisters, clad in their body armor, snapped open the restraining strap of their holstered Glock pistols. Faith sauntered toward the vampire and its intended victim.  "Normally," she drawled, "either I or my friends here," she indicated the Scullys with a nod, "would just dust you.  Now if you were a real pain in the ass," she hesitated, letting a wicked grin show on her lovely face, "I'd give you to Red and let her... play with you for awhile.  Isn't that right, Red?"

Willow nodded and allowed a little girl's smile to curl on her lips, which frightened Willy more than any of the vilest demons that had ever darkened his bar's doorstep.   "Play now?" she cooed.

 

"Hold on a sec', Will."  Then she regarded the vamp again.  "But guess what, Sparky?  This is your lucky day!  We've got to talk to your Happy Meal, so if you let him go and get lost without me having to kick your ass, you won't get slain today.  How does that grab you?" The vamp growled.  "You ain't that Summers bitch, girl.  From what I hear you're just sloppy seconds.  But don't worry; I've always had a hankering for Slayer blood, so I'll do you."  Then it threw Willy into the pool table, grabbed a pool stick, and charged the Dark Slayer. As it raised the stick over its shoulder, Faith calmly waited until it started its downward swing.  Then before Willy's startled eyes, she thrust a shattering forearm up into the cue, breaking it.  She lashed out with her booted foot and kicked her opponent hard in its groin while she simultaneously snatched the shaft out of midair.  Then she spun one hundred and eighty degrees and thrust the broken shaft with a backhanded motion into the doubled over torso of the vampire straight through its undead heart.  While the demon screamed as its body turned to dust, the Slayer twirled the makeshift stake like a baton and whipped it into the heart of the dusted vamp's comrade twenty feet behind her.  As it exploded in a shower of dust, Dana drew her pistol and fired a composite wood bullet into the third vampire's heart, slaying it as well.

 

When the dust settled, Willow strode over to Faith and clasped her on her shoulder.  "You know you're second to no one, right?" 

Glancing over her shoulder, Faith smiled tenderly at the little red witch.  "No problem, Will.  I'm five by five.  But...thanks anyway." Then there was a raucous round of applause from the other patrons.  As the four women looked about the room, confusion apparent on their faces, a few people shouted, "Thanks for the show!" while one guy yelled, "Hey, pool cue babe!  Can I have your autograph and phone number?" The Dark Slayer grinned and shouted back,  "Maybe later!"  Then as the room quieted down, she turned to Willy and cooed, "Don't you think it's time we had our little...chat?" He felt the acid start to crawl from his stomach up his esophagus.  What was that saying...out of the frying pan, into the fire?  Belying the fright he felt at being the object of interest for the four beautiful but deadly women, he murmured, "Thanks for the save and for keeping the property damage to a minimum.  What can I do for you ladies?"

 

"Grab a table, Slick," the Dark Slayer directed, "and listen to what the nice lady has to say to ya."  She indicated Melissa with a tilt of her head. After they sat at the table, Willy stared at Melissa.  "I'm listening." Melissa took a deep breath and said, "Our sources have indicated that your brother owns a printing company just outside of Los Angeles." Willy wiped his index finger under his nose and snorted.  "Yeah, yeah, that's right.  But, he ain't involved in any of the stuff you ladies deal with.  He's strictly legit." "We know," Dana said.  "I've already checked him out." "Yes, Willy...may I call you 'Willy?'" Melissa's courtesy brought him up short; he wasn't used to treatment like that.  "Uh, yeah...sure." "Thank you," she said, flashing a gentle smile on her face.  "Well, Willy, we don't mean your brother any harm.  In fact, we would love to present a business proposition to him.  You see, we have a little problem that he could help us with.  Our...company is producing a calendar to raise money for various relief efforts we carry on in the world.  We had another company contracted to print the calendar for us and they committed to produce three hundred thousand units.  Unfortunately, we showed the calendar to various buyers in New York the other day and they told us that we'd need at least six hundred thousand calendars to meet projected sales."

 

Willy stroked his chin, then said, "...and your contractor has all of his production tied up for the Christmas rush, eh?" Melissa frowned.  "Yes.  You understand our dilemma. 

We think your brother's company could take up the slack and help make a dent in our shortfall, so we could be sure to raise enough money to help those who so desperately need it." "So...you want me to call him and see if he could take you on?"

The auburn haired beauty nodded.  "Yes.  Would you?" He stroked his five o'clock shadow for a moment.  Then he murmured, "Yeah...sure, I'll do it."  He turned in his seat and glanced at his assistant behind the bar.  "Joe," he called and the bartender looked up at him.  "Bring me the phone, would ya?"  As he waited for the phone, he turned back to Melissa.  "So, no threats, no beatings?" Melissa gave him a confused look.  "No.  Why would we do that?" He shrugged.  "Well, I'm just used to getting manhandled by the Slayers and their pals, that's all." Dana shot an icy cold look at him.  "If you were doing something wrong, or if you had information that could help us save lives and weren't forthcoming, we'd jack you up and let Willow or Faith have their way with you.  But this is business, pure and simple.  We don't use intimidation or threats of violence to gain a competitive advantage in business affairs."

 

Faith snickered and shot a glance at Willow.  "Brrr!  Is it just me or did the temperature suddenly drop in here?" Willow glimpsed at Faith and dead-panned, "No, that's just the effect Dana has on a room when she's in 'Federal Agent' mode."

"Right," Faith drawled.  "The Ice Queen cometh." While Dana blasted them both with a look of extreme annoyance, Willy observed, "I'm glad your group is so ethical." Faith snorted.  "That's rich coming from you, weasel-boy!  Maybe you should try it yourself sometime." When his man gave him the phone, Willy started to dial his brother's number.  Just then, a waitress approached and asked the women, "Ladies, all the men in the bar say that your drinks are on them.  May I take your orders?" As he waited for his brother to answer, he noticed the admiring glances directed at his four lovely tablemates.  His merchant mind awoke and recognized an opportunity beating at his door.  "Ladies," he drawled, "I have one small favor to ask in return..."

*****

The Giles-Calendar Residence

01 December 1999 2000 PST

 

The peroxide blonde vampire struggled to contain his glee but failed miserably. Charlie slapped Spike's shoulder hard and whispered harshly, "Get a hold of yourself!  You want to ruin everything?"

Spike stifled a giggle, took a deep, but unnecessary breath, then straightened up.  "Okay, okay!"  He shrugged his shoulders inside his black leather duster and cracked both sides of his neck by tilting his head side to side.  "I'm cool, mate." A worried look crossed the African-American vampire's face.  "You're sure we ought to pull this on Giles?  He doesn't strike me as someone who'd be all that fun to rile up." A great white shark's grin played on Spike's gaunt face.  "Trust me, mate.  If this goes right, we're gonna get ole' Ripper to come out and play.  Then we'll really have some fun!"

*****

 

Giles was lost in his book as he studied various Sumerian inscriptions concerning relics that may have been connected to the First Slayer.  Although he concentrated on the text, he was aware enough of the knock on the front door to call to one of his charges. "Xander, could you please see who is at the door?" Xander whined, "How come I've got to be the one who always gets the door?  Why can't Oz get the door sometimes?" Giles, still lost in the text, muttered, "Because I asked you.  Now be a good fellow and answer it, please." Xander slinked toward the door and grumbled, "Your wish is my command, Sir G." Giles cringed.  "Oh, and Xander...?" "Yeah?"

"Don't. Call. Me. That." Xander audibly gulped and opened the door. "Spike, Charlie. What's up, fellas?" Spike had a grim look on his face.  "Hello, Xander.  Where's the Watcher? We've got somethin' he's gotta see." Xander looked worried.  "What's wrong?  You guys look like somebody just stole all of your Christmas presents."

"Xander, it's bad.  Trust me on that, okay?" Charlie said.

 

Seeing both of his friends so somber, Xander stepped aside and pointed toward Giles. "He's over there." After closing the door, Xander followed the two vampires.  Oz and Giles glanced up from their books almost at the same time. Giles, noting the grim countenance of both of the Section Seven undercover operatives, put aside his book and turned his full attention to them. "William, Charles," Giles said with a nod to each. "What is the problem?" "Oi, Watcher...I hate to be the bearer of grim tidings and all..." Spike said hesitantly.  "But you probably oughtta know about this." "Know about what?" "This," the vampire said and dropped a large manila folder in front of Giles.   As Giles bent over to open the file, Xander and Oz moved behind him, while Charlie leaned surreptitiously toward Spike and whispered, "You put the promotional pics in the right order to get the best effect?"

Spike hid his grin behind his hand and whispered back, "Oh...yeah..."

*****

 

Giles' fingers brushed back the top flap of the folder to reveal several photographs.  The top one showed a sultry red head lying on a mussed bed clad in a black lace bra and panty set. Her blue eyes peered at him as he held the picture in his hand, drawing his gaze to her coolly beautiful face, her voluptuous body, and her milky white skin speckled with freckles... He heard Xander whisper, "Oh. My. God. That's Dana!" "Wha...wha...what?" he stammered. "I said that's Dana!"  Xander turned toward Oz. "That's Dana, isn't it?" "Looks like her," the taciturn werewolf noted. Giles struggled to tear his gaze from the beautiful woman he regarded as a close friend.  His mind sought to explain the existence of the sexy picture.  "It...it," he stammered, "must be doctored."  Then he asked in a strained voice, "Spike, where did you get these?" "Charlie and I got 'em when we did an undercover sweep of Willy's place, Rupes." "Are the rest more of the same?" "Er..." Charlie's hesitation caused Giles to glance over his shoulder at him.  "Not exactly.  You just have to see for yourself."

 

He turned back to the stack, setting Dana's picture aside.  The next picture showed a thin but very athletic-looking blonde woman wearing a black, pointed witch's hat that cast a shadow over her twinkling eyes.  She wore a black satin bikini top and black satin thong panties that didn't leave much to the imagination concerning her lovely body. He noted also that she straddled a broomstick as well. "That's...that's..." he stuttered. "It's Amy! Christ...it's..." Xander's voice failed him. "Amy," Oz finished for him. Xander shook his head and stammered, "Doctored...that's it.  Giles has got to be right.  They must be doctored photos." When Giles swept Amy's picture aside, Xander shrieked like a girl.  "Willow!  That's Willow!" Giles stared at the red head.  She had a twinkle in her witch-green eyes and a wanton grin plastered on her face.  She leaned on a desk that looked like one that a teacher would use in a classroom.  Her red hair was slightly mussed and she wore a Catholic High School girl's uniform.  However, if there were Sisters nearby, they would have taken a ruler to her for the naughty way she modeled the ensemble.  Her white oxford shirt was open down to the second button above her waistband, revealing a turquoise lace pushup bra that showcased her small perfect breasts to perfection. Her plaid pleated skirt was hiked up over her upper thighs, revealing her matching panties and her taunt legs.

The crowning touch was the apple that she held in her hand as a gift for some lucky instructor.  Giles found it hard to breathe; her picture mesmerized him.  She was the embodiment of Nabakov's Lolita, innocence and sensuality rolled into one.  He knew he ought to feel like a dirty old man for ogling her like this but at the moment he didn't care. Before he could study the picture any further, he heard an animalistic growl and had it snatched from his fingers.  "Move on, Watcher," Oz snarled. It was then that Xander found his voice.  "Cordy?!?" he screeched. Giles looked down and found the next picture did indeed depict the dark haired beauty lounging on a red satin backdrop dressed in a maroon string bikini that barely contained her bountiful breasts and showcased her long, tan legs.  Her lips were slightly parted, allowing her white teeth to show, while her cat-like eyes seemed to reach for him, drawing him in.

 

Again Giles felt someone snatching a picture from his hands.  "Gimme that, G-man," Xander snapped.  The young man carefully scrutinized his lover's photograph and moaned.  "My God...this isn't doctored.  It's really her!" "G'wan," Spike drawled.  "You mean to tell me that's really your lady love doing a pretty good Playmate impression in that photo?" "It's her, I tell you!  She's got this birthmark on her left thigh that looks like a horseshoe, see..." he offered the picture to the vampire for a split second, then regained his senses and snatched it back.  "Wait!  On second thought, don't see, okay?" Spike looked chagrined.  "Well, mate.  You did offer " "Just forget I said anything, all right?" Xander barked. The blonde vampire shrugged in response.  "Always do when it's you." Giles, though, hadn't paid much attention to the altercation behind him because the next picture nearly made his heart seize up in his chest.  A sultry, dark haired beauty posed beneath a waterfall, her wet, "arrest me" red string bikini clinging to her ample bosom and boyish hips like a film of plastic. Her eyes were closed in rapture, her dark lashes curling against the pale skin of her cheeks, and her ruby red lips curved in a sexy Mona Lisa smile as she crouched in the shallow pool, allowing the water to lovingly caress her body.

 

"Faith," he whispered, his voice unsteady. "Dear God in heaven, it's my Slayer, Faith." Xander gasped. "Jesus! That water must've been cold! Just look at her nips!  Man, for such a little thing, her points are even bigger than Cor " "Dude!" Oz snapped, cutting the taller man off.  "Way too much info." Looking chagrined, Xander said, "Er...right.  Sorry."

Meanwhile, Giles had started to tremble as his body struggled to maintain its equilibrium. Now working on automatic pilot, his hand reluctantly set aside Faith's picture and he mewled. The next picture revealed a petite, bottle-blonde bombshell with her hair in braids and her bikini top adorned in a white and red checkerboard pattern. She lay across several bays of hay in a set that looked like the inside of a barn. She wore cutoff jean short-shorts with frayed threads hugging her tan and muscular thighs. Her pert breasts filled her top nicely and her blue-green eyes were complemented by the painted-pink lips that were pursed in a sensuous pout as a lucky straw was caught between them. "Oh. Dear. God." he murmured, breathless.  "Buffy." "Wow, Rupes!" Spike drawled.  "The Slayer's sorta got a naughty 'Rebecca of Sunnyhell Farm' thing going there, doesn't sh " "Spike!"  Giles snapped, cutting the vampire off.  "Another word, you're dust."

 

As Giles flipped to the last picture, he missed the playful nudge Spike gave Charlie's arm. Then he felt his face flush and his blood boil when he saw it. A sensual, beloved face stared proudly out of the picture, her raven black hair languidly falling about her deceptively powerful shoulders.  She wore a purple satin bikini, not as daring as Faith's, but still quite revealing.  The royal vestment was a perfect complement to her bearing, so like that of a Gypsy Queen.  Her full breasts, long legs, and sexy hips, normally hidden from the world, were there for all to see. "Isn't that Jenny, Giles?" Charlie asked. Giles sat quietly, saying nothing. "Giles?"  Xander asked softly.  He received no response.  "Giles...G-man?"  Giles still did not respond.  "Giles, don't do this to us, man!  Say somethin..." "Bloody Hell!" Giles roared.  He pushed away from the table and ripped his glasses off his face.  "You two wankers," he said in a Cockney accent, pointing at the vampires, "take me to where you found these bleedin' photos."  Crossing over to his weapons chest, the Watcher muttered, "Some pillock is bloody well gonna need those ER blokes to fix 'em up after I'm done with 'em!"

 

As the two wide-eyed young men and the two wide-eyed vampires watched the Watcher rip open the container and angrily pull weapons from it, Spike leaned over to Charlie and murmured, "Mate...hold onto your cajones and say a cheerie 'ello to 'Ripper.'" Impressed, Charlie stood silently and nodded in response.

*****

Willy's Bar

01 December 1999 2045 PST

 

< My life is just wonderful, > Willy thought as he happily dumped another load of empty beer bottles into the dumpster in the alley behind his bar.  As he started to turn to return to his boisterous and thirsty customers, someone...or something slammed him into the rusting metal container hard. "Hey..." Someone or something pressed his face into the unforgiving steel. "Don't talk," a Cockney-accented voice directed. "Just listen. I want to know who took those pictures of my girls and my woman. I want to know how you got 'em. I want you to take me to the wanker who's responsible for this." Then his assailant flipped him over. He came face to face with the Slayers' Watcher. Right behind the Englishman stood Xander Harris and the little red witch's boyfriend. "If you give me what I want," Giles said, "I might not turn you into a paraplegic."

 

Willy trembled uncontrollably and stammered, "Lis...listen, man I mean sir...I didn't do nothin' wrong.  Just go inside and ask 'em!" Giles snarled at him.  "Ask whom, you little pissant?" he hissed and tightened his grip around Willy's throat. "Us, G-man," a Boston accented voice said behind the Englishman. Giles turned to look over his shoulder and Willy followed his assailant's gaze with his own.  He saw three grim looking Slayers standing in the alley. "Release him, Lord Giles," the West Indian Slayer directed. "Yeah, Giles, leave the poor guy alone," added the Immortal Slayer.

"Stay out of this, you three," Giles snapped.  "I'll make him tell me how he was able to compromise Faith and Buffy " "Geez, Alfred!  Have you got it all wrong," Faith said.  "Willy had nothin' to do with the pictures.  Lara Croft took 'em." Giles's eyes opened wide.  "What?  What are you saying?" "Giles," Buffy spoke to him like he was a mentally challenged child, "Lady Croft took the pictures for a calendar that VAN is selling to raise money for charity.  The Amazons, Faith, Shaw, and I posed for those pictures.  The ones you saw must have been the promotional pics that someone swiped from Willy earlier."

 

Xander audibly gasped.  "You mean to tell us that you posed for a calendar?" "Yep," Faith drawled.  "And with Gabrielle, Sonja, the Scullys, and the rest of us showing off our goodies, it's selling like hotcakes!"

"Okay, but why are you here at Willy's?" Oz asked. "Well," Buffy responded, "Willy helped solve a production problem for us and as repayment, he asked VAN and us to appear at his bar and sign calendars for his patrons." Kendra nodded.  "And I just came along to make sure there wasn't any trouble." "So," Giles stammered, "you volunteered to have those photographs taken of you?" "Uh-huh," Buffy said. "They weren't the result of any demonic possession or involuntary servitude?" "Unh-uh," Buffy said. "And we were going to see this calendar " "As your stocking stuffers at Christmas," Faith said, jumping ahead of the Watcher. Her answer deflated the Englishman.  "Oh.  I see."  He turned and gently straightened Willy's collar.  "I suppose I should offer you an apology, er...uhm...Willy?  Yes...an apology is definitely in order." Willy's blood boiled.  "Damn straight!  I don't mind getting rousted when I'm doing something wrong, but I'm not going to stand for it when I'm innocent!"

 

"Oh, puh-leeze!" Faith scoffed.  "Ain't you kinda like the boy who cried wolf?  So pipe down!"  Then she considered something and turned to Oz.  "No offense, Fangface."

"None taken," Oz said. Giles noisily cleared his throat and said, "Well, I suppose that we should leave you to your signing." Faith smiled.  "Yeah, G-man.  Hey," her smile grew wider, "you wanna come in and have a look-see?  It's pretty cool.  Red has been a surprisingly hot item.  She's getting the college professor-types and the old guys clamoring for her at her table." "That's true," Kendra noted with an index finger caressing her chin, "but she's also received a lot of attention from some of the more... masculine looking female customers as well."  The three women considered that for a moment, then shrugged.  "Shaw's also doing well," noted Buffy. "Shaw?" Xander screeched.  "How did you get Religion Girl to pose for a sordid calendar?" Buffy scowled at him.  "Hey!  There's nothing sordid about it, Dweebboy!"  Then she shot an admiring smile at the Dark Slayer.  "Faith did it."

 

Faith basked in the warmth of the senior Slayer's smile.  "Tweren't nothin'.  Just sold Redeye on the idea she'd be helping a lot of hungry women and children and all she had to do was wear a full backed Speedo swim suit with a sarong around her waist to cover her legs.  Worked like a charm." Giles shook his head.  "Although it sounds very...interesting, it would probably be better if we left you to your engagement."   "Okay, Alfred."  Faith said.  As the Watcher and his companions turned to leave, Faith cooed, "Oh, G-man..."

Giles turned back toward his Slayers. "Do you want your 'girls' to tell your 'woman' you were out here rousting our benefactor in a back-alley or do you want to tell Jenny about it when she gets home?" Buffy asked while sporting a wicked grin. The color drained from his face.  "You..." he stammered, "you heard?" Kendra regarded him coolly with her feline-like eyes.  "You, of all people, should know about the extreme sensitivity of Slayer hearing." The Watcher tried to recover, drawing himself up to his full height for a moment before his shoulders slumped  in defeat.  "What do you want?" he murmured, a beaten man. The Slayers turned to one another, seemed to communicate telepathically for a brief second, then turned to regard their mentor.  "We'll let you know at our next training session...Santa," Buffy quipped. Giles nodded and turned to leave.  Over his shoulder, he heard Faith say, "Yeah, maybe when we go over our wish list with ya, we could even sit in your lap, 'St. Nick.'" As the dejected men slinked away from the bemused Slayers, Giles growled to Xander and Oz, "When I get my hands on those vampires..."

*****

 

The wind whipped through their dusters, billowing the tails of their coats in the night breeze like proud battle flags.  As they stood on the rooftop across from the rear of Willy's bar, their enhanced, vampiric hearing allowing them to listen to the entire transaction, the peroxide blonde grinned as his African-American friend doubled over in laughter. Spike sighed, drew an unnecessary breath, and drawled, "That was so...so..." Then he turned and regarded his laughing friend.  "Neat!" Soon, Spike's howls of laughter joined Charlie's in the warm, Sunnydale night.

The End